Sunday, May 31, 2009
I WILL GONE TILL WEDNESDAY :D
AND ILL BE BACK.
though i dunno how im gonna survive maumu with my hair.
HAHAHAHHAHHAH
but im looking foward to it XD
UNIT CAMP 09 FTW!
AHHAAHAHHAHA
time to talk abt the awesome ytd.
began with APMOPS hosting XD
waited like crapp for the retarded pri sch students.
BUT WE TALKED LOADS OF CRAPP.
INCLUDING THE HIGH PENGNING AGAIN HAHAHAHHHAHAHAH.
and i cant rmb the name of someone whos in the same tuition class as rosanne.
AND THE STUPIDITY HAHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAAH
okayy i shall stopp it XD
FUEL FUEL FUEL.
ROCKEDDDDD.
AHHHAHHAHAHAH the best fuel i ever had.
played some wierd game XD
BUT IT WAS FUN.
THOUGH I WAS ABT TO BREAK DOWN DUE TO LACK OF SLEEP.
I MANAGED TO HAVE FUN HAHAHAHAHAHHA
was uber retarded :D
though the even more fun part.
DINNER!
HAHHHAAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHHAH
had dinner with upper sec :D
we talked abt superr stupid stuff lol
and we sang quite alot too XD
though i was singing like in the background cos i was having loads of phelgm D:
its was fun :D
HAROLD SINGS LIKE A GIRL XD
and yvette does sing well, guess worship min has too many female singers HAHHA
AND THEY HAVNT CONTACTED ME AFTER SIX MONTHS.
blehhh.. anyway i can sing the chorus of The Altar And The Door :D
AND THE UBER FUN PART.
SARAHHHHHH AND HER BRO.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA SHE WAS FREAKING FUNNY.
HAD TO FOLLOW HER TO FIND DANIEL AT THE 14TH FLOOR.
AND SHE WAS SCREAMING LIKE CRAPP LAHHHHHH.
-.-
anyway they were being freaking stupid after that..
BUT I WAS ACTUALLY HAVING FUN :D
dunno why.. maybe my sadisticness.
HAHHAHAHAHAHAAH
had loads more fun than i could write here..
BUT ITS JUST THE BEGINNING OF THE HOLIDAYS.
I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT SATURDAY!
oh and i will be having camp till wednesday.
BYEEEE :D
Today was a really long day.
Though the only thing I want to post about is service.
AND MAYBE THE JOURNEY HOME.
God spoke through me alot again, and this time He really made me cry.
Father, as we come to you, hungering and yearning for you. I pray Lord, that you will open their eyes to you, for I believe in you that your presence is in this place.
Then I heard the Lord say,
My child, for you have put others before you, I will reveal myself to them. Still, I am pleased with you, blessed are those who have not seen nor felt, yet still believed.
At that moment, I really felt God.
Another time, there was this one moment when we were singing "Here in my life".
I just broke down and cried when we sang the song.
I do not know why, it could be the rushing of memories during surge camp, or just purely God's touch.
But what really mattered, was God's words.
My child, you understand why you are crying, do you not? For you have been faithful, for you have not been faithful. Now you know, Rise Up, and become that Declarer of God!
At that very moment, we were singing "With Everything", and God let me shout it out - JESUS OUR GOD.
The final time, was truly my purpose.
At the last part of service, when we were called to the altar.
I began to pray that God will come into the lives of those who are faithful and are willing to come to the altar.
I prayed like I have never seen myself pray before.
But the thing is, I don't remember what I prayed.
God prayed through me.
And He made it true, people's hearts were humbled, many had felt Him.
I heard His voice, This is the beginning of your purpose.
Since I do not have enough time..
I wont be talking abt the rest of today, today.
maybe later..
but for now - DANIEL AND SARAH UR FREAKING IRRITATING -.-
waitt maybe not :D
Friday, May 29, 2009
I GOT 2.13 FOR MY TERM MSG!!!
AND ITS THIRD IN 3O2 :D :D :D
AHHAHAHAHHAHAH
but im freaking tired now D:
cya.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
My child, do not give up.
For you have come to the altar to find me.
I will grant you what you need.
For in your heart, you know that all you need is me.
I have set you apart, for a purpose.
A purpose which no one else but a servant of God could have.
This is, the purpose of a declarer.
I have called you to be, Joel.
If you know the meaning of my name, you will understand.
anyway about today..
i somehow feel uber sian now.
haizzzzzzzz.
today was pure crap anyway.. with lessons without any teacher at all. -.-
but i have like a whole zuowen to do now..
BLEH.
tmr's last day,
yet it feels like the first..
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
PANEL DISCUSSION ROCKED!!!!
COS I WAS FREAKING DRAMA HAHAHAHHAHAHA
made the assembly applaud :D
HAHAAHHAHA TODAY!
maths - SPAM ACE!
ihe - SG DREAMING
assembly - :D
ihc - CSI!
eng - IMBANESS..
phy - o.O
sooo.. the main imba thing abt today was.. GILBERT! HAHHAHHHAAH eng lesson we were like - WHERE IS MR GILBERT? thenn.. WE SAW HIM PLAYING FOOTBALL OUTSIDE AT THE GRASS PATCH.. WOW. AND WTH!!!!!!! SO COOL. CLASS 3O1 HAD A SNAKE IN THEIR CLASS O.O HAHHHAHHAH AND JONAS WAS FREAKING RETARDED. HE KICKED THE BALL AT THE SNAKE WHEN THE ESTATE OFFICE WORKER CAME TO TAKE IT AWAY. UBER LAME..
HAHHAHAHH so that was srsly the best part of today.
AND I THINK PN WILL BE THE ONLY ONE FIGHTING WITH ME FOR CHAIRMAN.
AND I WILL LOSE.
BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
God challenged me to blog on this.
So here I am.
God spoke through me, once again.
My child, press on.
For now I have given you the strength you asked me for.
Listen, child and you will be with me.
Equip me as your Godly armor.
Wield Jesus as your mighty shield.
Thrust the Word as your sword.
Do this, and soon enough.
The middle will no longer where you are.
But it will be your target.
Your target of lives, and reaching out to bring them to me.
Here I am Lord, I will go.
YAY I FINALLY FIXED MY HAIR.
WITH WAX XD
AHHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHH
and at least im gonna be ivan mak tmr..
phewwwww.
AND STEVEN FASTER GET ONLINE LARHHHHHHH
TMR DEADLINE FOR CHEM ACE!!!!!!!!!
haizz.
AND I SERIOUSLY CANT THINK OF A THIRD INITIATIVE FOR PIR..
plus the stupid reasons.
anyone bored help me plss.
TODAY!
PE - playy BB! OMG BEILONG IS UBER PRC OWNAGE
CHEM - WOW I SURVIVED.
CHI - WTH!
MATHS - ZZZ.
so today was uber boring and lame.
i have one comment for today - ivan pls stop being so freaking irritating.
Monday, May 25, 2009
on second thought..
angels and demons is a nice movie :D
HAHAHHAHAHAAHA
i did manage to enjoy it XD
MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE SOME TOOT.
ARGHHHHHHH THERES NOTHING I CAN DO ABT IT T.T
haiz. nvm..
AND I HAVE MY PANELLIST SPEECH DUE TMR..
WHEN JOEL YAP HAS NOT TOLD ME THE TOPIC AT ALL.
crapped up...
ANYWAYY...
i managed to spam 6 pages for lit exam today :D
hAAHHHAAHAH went quite well XD
the rest of today amazingly went super fast.
dunno why :O
UNTIL YIRUI AND ZIHAO DRAGGED ME TO WATCH ANGELS AND DEMONS WITH THEM.
actually didnt want to go cos i wanted to sleeeppppp.
HAHAAHHA watched anyway -.-
AND I THINK ITS A PURE WASTE OF TIME LARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
though i feel that the plot is quite cool with loads of twists..
i totally disagree with the religious points in the story.
God created science, so that it may benefit us.
Just like how He had intended us to have freedom in the old testament, we misused it, and therefore we turned away from God.
This scenario is similar in the story.
And also, the protagonist may not be the "bad guy" after all.
All that he did, it could be God's call right?
Maybe he was overwhelmed by his thoughts that he did not have faith in God.
But the sure thing was that he was caught in the middle.
In the end, surely he went to heaven.
The director did his homework, "Father into your hands I commit my spirit."
SO DONT WATCH IT IF UR A BELIEVER.
COS IT DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
this post shall be a compilation of all the lame and retarded things which happened on friday, sat and today HAHAHAH
FRIDAY..
Operation Opulence HAHA
team name - JONAS GOH SIR
motto - JOEL IS SWEET
LOL all thought up by pengning :D
OH AND OUR USELESS IC.. JONAS GOH
who TRIED to command us but failed HAHHAAH
and we made peiyin - our school ic..
RUN WITH US MUHAHAHAHHAAH
so fun XD
most of the time me and pn sprinting ahead :D:D:D
at the end pengning was like..
THIS MARKET IS NOT PRACTICAL AT ALL.
hahhahaha.
AND THE STUPID GAME!
where we got blind folded and had to pick pingpong balls from a pail of water using plastic tools :D
I OWNED LAHHHH.
didnt need anyone to tell me where the balls were XD
the first time i dipped my hand in i got one out lol
other than that we got 3rd :D
and we took quite alot of photos HAHHAH
will upload on facebook XD
though the whole thing was quite fun really :D
SATURDAY..
the only really fun part was FUEL of cos..
and i was captain for captain's ball :D
all was fun until.. DENNIS CAME TO BLOCK ME.
ARGHHHH FREAKING DIFFICULT TO CATCH LURHHH
then when ur like throw so freaking high and i cant reach behind me..
i was about to shout - I KNOW MY ARMS CAN BEND MORE THAN 180 DEGREES LAH BUT NOT SO MUCH.
XD XD XD
SUNDAY!
WENT FOR LIVE CHARITY EVENT PHOTO SHOOT.
hAHAHHAAHAH and so coincidental lorrrrr.
XD XD XD HAHAAH
had lots of fun while waiting :D
THEN THE PHOTO SHOOT ITSELF WAS THE BEST.
i became the retarded bag man XD
HAHAHHHAH shall see how retarded i look on the booklet :D
other than that..
I MISSED FUN JAM T.T
I SHALL GO NEXT MONTH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
ohno.
lit exam tmr.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I am overwhelmed.
By the amount of work I have.
And the ultimate Grace of God.
Today and yesterday, God touched me many times.
But truly, the real touch I had from God was today.
Sister Carol prayed for me, and I clearly remember what she said.
"As He begins to love others with all his heart, Father I pray that He will begin to embark on a higher level of Faith in you, a deeper work in him will be done. That you will open up his very ears to listen to you, every word that you want to tell him, for he is yearning to know you more. As he yearns and hungers for you, he will forget about himself and know that it is all, only about you Father. As he dies to himself and carries the cross each day, he will rise up to be whoever you want him to be."
Right after that, I decided to lay everything aside.
And listen to Him, yearn for Him.
My Child
And the words flowed out of my mouth.
You shall be.
A speaker of Truth
A preacher of the Word
A disciple of the Lord
A servant in His name
A leader of His glory
A DECLARER OF GOD.
I just let Him continue to speak to me, though all I truly heard from Him was this.
But immediately after that, all that I said through Him.
Brother Kah Fei said to the congregation.
I heard from God once again.
A mouthpiece which is blessed
A channel for my words.
we got 3rd for oo..
im too tired to post much now..
lots of stuff to do tmr.
seeya
Thursday, May 21, 2009
WHEEEEEE IM SUPER HYPED UP FOR EXCO
AHAHAAHHAAHHA GOGOGOGOGO FOR EXCO!
but still, im stuck at the form -.-
HAAHHH TODAY!
ihc - EMBARKING OF ACE
ihe - ON EXAM
eng - COMPRE
math - COORDINATE GEO!
chi - yingyongwen..
phy - WORK ENERGY POWER
blehhh today wasnt much. NO WAIT.
TODAY'S SECOND RECESS WAS THE BEST.
IT STARTED WITH A PARENT SITTING AT THE PORCH.
THEN THE RETARDED PEOPLE BEGAN TO DISTURB HIM THRU THE WINDOW..
FREAKING FUNNY
other than that was being extra (again) at shooting comp training
HAHAHHHAH so basically i just used the npcc room
TO DRAFT OUT MY PIR FORM AHAHAHAH
wahhh staying in the npcc room al
one is like super imba
finally you get to stay there are use it..
AND I WILL HAVE IT ONCE I GET INTO EXCO!!!!!
MUHAHAHAHH
okay im getting overconfident..
hAHHAHAHAA but i still can get into exco :D
cos if any of the imba ppl compete with me i cfm lose one T.T
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Let Your kingdom come on earth. Let Your will be done
Let every kingdom of this earth bow.
Let the sinners sing for joy, we are saved by grace
Let every saint break through these doors and shout
You’re calling out, “who will go?”
I will go. I will live the life. I’ll give it all for Jesus Christ.
I’ll tell the world that You are God.
I will go. Hear my battle cry. Give me wings so I can fly
and tell the world that You are God.
Here am I, here am I, I will give all that is mine.
Here am I, here am I, Jesus come and spend my life.
I will go. I will live the life.
I’ll give it all for Jesus Christ. I’ll tell the world that You are God.
I will go. Hear my battle cry.
Give me wings so I can fly and tell the world that You are God
- I Will Go lyrics
each time i listen to the dialogue somewhere in the song, never once did i fail in feeling God's presence, as if He was calling me to go.
OKAY TODAY!
csm was a total bore.
well exco talk was quite okay..
and now i wanna be exco chair :D
HAHAHAHAHH i will try XD
lan was uber siannn.
haiz i dunno why but i felt emoish today..
though i feel much happier now after praying.
HAHHHAHHAAHHA but then..
it troubles me, that now it has become more and more frequent.
yet God's answer remains the same - Press On.
Still, I dont know what am i pressing on towards.
Still, I will go.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
soo this blogskin is unstable -.-
NEVERMIND.
ytd was nth much, jus a stupid CSM rehearsal.
TODAY!
woke up with a bad cold.
coughed and and running nose like crapp.
stayed that way until PE.
where we played BB.. and miraculously i felt much better..
THEN THE MOST SIGNIFICANT OF THE DAY
FIRE DRILL DURING RECESS.
blehhhhh that lahhhhhh.. was eating halfway.
lucky i only bought bread and could keep it XD
but the saddest thing is it ended exactly when our recess would end -.-
HAHAHHAAA then chem.
just went through abit of stuff..
and formed pairs for ACE.
AND STEVEN WANTS TO DO SOME REDOX THING I DUNNO.
up to him.. ill jus do wad i can XD
CHI.. well at last hon is willing to give us extra marks.
BUT I STILL FAIL. -.-
still hoping that ms ang will be able to key in the marks..
which will really help my msg T.T
maths.. well was replaced by health check o.O
HAHAHA i didnt bring my health booklet.
anyway all they checked was my backbone. so yeah nth much..
well other than that was me being extra at shooting comp training.
at first i was purely extra..
until mr tan wanted to talk to me..
he said that during prac shoot i was quite good.
grouping, aim everything quite okay.. until this year.
then he gave me one chance to shoot.
well.. i didnt shoot well.
but it was due to my stance actually.
my aiming was freaking imba.. but my stance made me too unstable.
ohh well.. ILL JUST EXTRA AGAIN ON THURS!
ermm now ill extra to start on publications.
TOMORROW IS CSM!!!!!!
and ivan is still being lame.. dunno he whether will let me raise flag -.-
HAHAHAH looking foward to whatever we are going to do after CSM!
be it lan or movie.. HAHAAH long time since i went lan o.O
shall go play dota now.
Monday, May 18, 2009
the blogskin suddenly crapped up.
will fix it asap.
:D
What this world needs
Is not another one hit wonder with an axe to grind
Another two bit politician peddling lies
Another three ring circus society
What this world needs
Is not another sign waving super saint that's better than you
Another ear pleasing candy man afraid of the truth
Another prophet in an Armani suit
CHORUS:
What this world needs is a Savior who will rescue
A Spirit who will lead
A Father who will love them in their time of need
A Savior who will rescue
A Spirit who will lead
A Father who will love
That's what this world needs
What this world needs
Is for us to care more about the inside than the outside
Have we become so blind that we can't see
God's gotta change her heart before He changes her shirt
What this world needs
Is for us to stop hiding behind our relevance
Blending in so well that people can't see the difference
And it's the difference that sets the world free
CHORUS
(Dialogue)
CHORUS
Jesus is our Savior, that's what this world needs
Father's arms around you, that's what this world needs
That's what this world needs
exactly what does this world need?
is God.
for us to stop hiding.
for us to not shield our faith.
for us not to to see with our eyes, but with His.
for us to use God to bring salvation.
for us not be the only way, but to create every way.
for us to never be afraid.
all we need is Jesus.
and to let every path to Him be lit.
and to open every eye to them.
and let them see that He is good.
that we cannot be the one dragging the gospel down.
that we cannot cling on to the gospel totally.
that we cannot hold back in Him.
that we must know, we are not part of Jesus.
But Jesus is a part of us.
Jesus is the way, but we are not the only way to Jesus.
We are a way, but it can only be true.
if we let the Father's love shine through.
This world needs the truth.
not our disrupted interpretation because we hold back.
but God's direct anoiting.
This world needs the Father.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
The Altar and The Door
Careless, I am reckless
I'm a wrong way traveling, slowly unraveling shell of a man
Burnt out, I'm so numb now
That the fire's just an ember way down in the corner of my cold, cold heart
Lord, this time I'll make it right
Here at the altar I lay my life
Your kingdom come but my will was done
My heart is broken
As I cry
Like so many times before
But my eyes
Are dry before I leave the floor
Oh Lord, I try
But this time, Jesus, how can I be sure
I will not lose my follow-through
Between the altar and the door?
Here at the altar
Oh my world so black and white
How could I ever falter
What You've shown me to be right
Lord, this time I'll make it right
Here at the altar I lay my life
Your kingdom come but my will was done
My heart is broken
As I cry
Like so many times before
But my eyes
Are dry before I leave the floor
Oh Lord, I try
But this time, Jesus, how can I be sure
I will not lose my follow-through
Between the altar and the door?
I'm trying so hard
To stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me
Jesus
I'm trying so hard
To stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me
Oh Lord, I cry
Like so many times before
But my eyes
Are dry before I leave the floor
Oh Lord, I try
But this time, Jesus, how can I be sure
I will not lose my follow-through
Between the altar and the door?
Lord, can I be sure?
Yes you can, for I am who I am in you
one of the many many great songs i have now.
i really love the new songs in my ipod.
so THANKS ALOT :D
im gonna die.
my hair is like freaking long.
im srsly dead.
other than that.
im no longer in shooting comp.
AND IM HAPPY.
OMG I HAVE TO PREPARE FOR PANELLIST SPEECH WITH DR HON.
and loads of stuff
might be flag raising on wednesday :D
looking foward to a slacky week!
full of actually empty meetings and stuff.
HAHHAAHA
AND FUN JAM ON SAT!
Saturday, May 16, 2009
today was a really long day..
and im getting headaches now..
lemme list out wad happened.
OPEN HOUSE
FUEL
SERVICE
DINNER
okay thats a super blurr outline.
OPEN HOUSE.
my father drove me to sch today...
had to wake up at 5am after sleeping at 3am.
thenn i actually forgot to bring my structure.
after some briefing we started setting up..
uber stressing for me.... lots of stuff lahh.
the open house itself was okay..
with me commanding only a little bit..
running arnd the sch sorting out logs..
and playing with flag drill :D
oh and at one part..
we changed our tactics to calling ppl to see our booth.
ULTIMATE SUCCESS.
spammage of pple came o.O
but of cos.. there were loads of fail parts.
TWO RIFLES DAMAGED.
i know that they were purely accidental, but srsly we were not handling them properly.
PEOPLE CROWDING ARND EVEN WITH TINGYIT.
haiz.. i dunno wad to say.
PEOPLE SLACKING IN NP ROOM EVEN WHEN WE DONT HAVE ENOUGH PEOPLE.
fail.
seriously lahh.
i have made up my mind, im gonna work like crapp to get into npcc exco 2010.
okay on the way to church.
i actually thought i lost my keys >.<
lucky i found it XD
but really i was freakin scared.
btw i left my pencil box in the np room.
HAHAA I ACTUALLY WAS EARLY FOR FUEL.
i was freaking tired during both fuel and service though.
and today felt so fast -.-
FUEL was good, spent time blessing everyone.
actually my testimony wasnt complete, but i shortened it anyway.
SERVICE was great.
the message was clear.
I AM FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE.
each time i say it out, i feel closer to Him.
Every demoralising sentence, i break them down in His name.
No longer will I say i cannot shoot well
No longer will I say i am unable to do well in chi
FOR I AM FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE.
IN GOD'S EYES, WE ARE BEAUTIFUL.
FOR HE CREATED US, AND HE MADE US PERFECT.
For He is the father, and we are His children.
So for dinner, nothing much to say.
However I encountered God in a awesome manner.
At Trumpet Praise, i was looking for my name in the keytags.
i thought i couldnt find it.
then it dropped on the floor.
SEEK AND YOU WILL FIND.
that really made me trust in Him.
i bought the keytag :D
HAHAHHAHA though that can never be everything that happened today..
BYE.
okay today was lame.
with me getting full marks for rifle knowledge.
plus rainbow saying that i had 4 tests.
then suddenly all the seniors come talk to me.
tingyit said i was super tank.
and damn imba.
weilin said my open house work nt bad, shld join logs GO DIE.
zhen wei plus qing yang both say i zai.
COS I REALLY HAD 4 TESTS
AND I NEEDED TO DO OPEN HOUSE STUFF
AND I DUNNO HOW THE HELL PPLE CAN FAIL RIFLE KNOWLEDGE.
WHEN I MUGGED WHILE DOING OPEN HOUSE
FOR LIKE LESS THEN THIRTY MINS.
fail.
TMR'S OPEN HOUSE WILL BE OWNAGE.
THAT I WILL SAY.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
tests are finally over.
i dont bother how it went.
cos all that matters it that its over.
i no longer need to sleep at 3am.
XD XD XD
haiz open house is finally materialising.
with all the plans finally up.
HAHHAHAHAH
i feel bored.
so ill stop here today.....
really needing sleep now -.-
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
OPEN HOUSE LOGISTICS IS KILLING ME.
I GOT TOLD TODAY THAT I HAVE TO GET THE LOGISTICS BY TODAY.
but i got them anyway.
hmm results so far.
chem - a1
phy - a1
maths - a2(first test)
current msg : 1.5
projected results....
eng - b3
chi - c6(hopefully)
IH - b3
projected msg : 2.6
Hope that my IH can be pulled up to a2..
HAHAHHA other than results and open house..
the uber significant thing of today - ASSEMBLY.
IVAN MAK'S speech was frikin imba.
one of our comments - "I think your speech is just a bunch of topic sentences without any elaboration"
I THINK EVERYONE AGREED WITH THAT.
nth much left..
IHC TEST AND MATHS TEST TMR!
IM GONNA MUG TILL 3AM AGAIN.
CYA.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
okay i decided that there are some things that i want to let out here..
these days, it feels as if im really getting quieter and quieter.
these times, i have been ashamed at myself.
for i have been asking the same question as before.
when i know the answer - which is positive to me.
yet, i doubt.
when God gives me hope, i find it difficult to trust in Him.
I yearn for the feeling that I can be assured.
I really pray, that I can find peace.
That everything will be settled in His hands.
and, i can be still.
Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God
goodbye shooting :((
haiz today was uber.
and i jus finished my dinner - WTH
shall not blog too long today..
cos too much happened and im lazy.
HAHHAHAH time to mug lit.
Monday, May 11, 2009
the weekend is ending D:
and tests will all come soon..
with shooting team selection coming up..
plus 2nd class drill badge test..
plus airsoft shooting tmr..
plus plus plus plus..
T.T CRYYYYYYYYYYYY
soooo today i went with daddy
TO WITHDRAW MONEY FROM MY BACK ACCOUNT T.T
WE WAITED FOR LIKE 50MINS..
so he took how much he paid for this lappy...
it feels so sadddddddd T.T
suddenly waste so much money on this macbook..
haiz anyway i will use it well :D
AHHHHHHHH T.T
AIRSOFT SHOOTING
LIT TEST
CHI COMMON TEST
IHC TEST
MATHS TEST
2ND CLASS BADGE TEST
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and im not in the mood to study.
im alr confident for maths..
but ihc and ihe i dont feel like doing anything at all..
haiz i dont even know the possible tested themes..
will mug before airsoft tmr.
so for today i was feeling quite emo for some reason.
Till I asked God - Why am I sad?
He replied - No, you are not.
At that moment, I felt joyful again.
I felt really.. miraculous.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
o.O today was mother's day XD
and i didnt do anything significant at all D:
HAHAHAHA i let me little bro do everything XD XD XD
apart from what happened today..
(which was nothing)..
I feel just like i just came back from Surge camp.
As if God placed me there spiritually.
God wanted to let me know, that He has not forgotten.
That He will stay with me.
When I need Him, He will come.
All I need is Faith, Trust and Hope.
I will continue to hear His word for my generation.
For this is what the Lord says.
This generation, will be the generation which will face many challenges like Jericho in Joshua's time. But it is also the generation that will strike down those walls, and bring all glory to God.
And the final sentence.
You will lead them.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
WOOTS I FINISHED ALL MY MATHS.
HAHA other than that im in church now heeee
Worship Experience was superr.
Though my legs are aching after loads of jumping.
I still want to continue worshiping.
Today.. God touched me like, 3-4 times?
So.. first was altar call.
I heard God's word.
And I fell.
Child, I have forgiven you.
I didn't cry, for I knew that it was not the end.
I said to God - Every life here, every word spoken, are for you.
Soon enough, I began to manifest in His spirit.
Though I can't remember word for word what He said through me.
I know that these words, I said.
Ignyte, rise up within Him, For He is here, He has come. He has consecrated us, worship Him.
Second was after I rose to my feet.
PDa said, do not be bothered by the person on the left or right.
Then God told me, Focus on me
I did just that.
And I recieved His word - Faith.
Everything came back, all the memories from Surge camp.
And I began to feel for others.
God, made me into that person, to love everyone.
-- I JUST REACHED HOME --
Third, was simply the song - Higher.
I began to remember the times He touched me.
The day He gave me a purpose.
Then, He spoke to me, through me.
I will lead you into a higher place, into a place that you will find me. However, you cannot forget those, who do not have me.
At the same time, PDa let us pray for other people.
At that moment, my heart cried.
It was exactly how God had assured me during Surge camp.
He was bringing me back to then, and now I know.
That He reassures our hearts, when we cry out to Him.
Fourth, and definitely never the last.
However it was the greatest encounter I had today.
I couldn't remember when it happened, but I remember exactly what happened.
God gave me a vision.
God stretched out His hand to me and said, Come my child.
I replied, What about these people here?
God assured me, Do not worry, for you have cared for them, so will I.
I trusted Him, and let Him bring me into His kingdom.
At the same time, I heard PDa say, The doors are still open to everyone.
My heart really cried out.
And I worshiped Him, and He gave me another vision.
Of hands reaching out to Him, and I heard Him saying.
These hands, are of the generation that will rise. And you have been set apart, for them.
There are many other ways that God reached out to me today.
But I know, its all about worshiping Him.
There is still alot that bothers me, but I know that God can do everything.
I choose God, and I break free.
Would you believe me, would you listen if I told you that
There is a love that makes the way, it never holds you back
Who would have thought that God would give his one and only Son
Taken a stand upon the cross to show his perfect love
Oh would you break free, would you break free get up and dance, in His love
His love never ends, yeah
There's no escaping the truth, there's no mistaking it's you
God forever we'll get up and dance, get up and dance and praise you
There's no escaping your love, there's no mistaking your light
Across the world we will get up and dance, get up and dance and praise you
Now is the time to take this freedom that has come our way
Offer our lives to see the glory of His name
And for all our days,
we are holding on,
holding on
To all your ways,
we are holding on,
holding on
To all You’ve said and you’ve done
We are holding on to Your love
Now we will dance
So won’t you break free won’t you break free, get up and dance Oh won’t you break free.
- break free lyrics
I will get up and dance.
Friday, May 8, 2009
okay lemme "summarise" wad actually happened ytd
first plan by kent.
EHH CLASS, RMB THIS HORRR
TAP TABLE ONCE, MEANS GO TOILET WRITE ANS
TAP TABLE TWICE, MEANS GO TOILET COPY ANS
TAP THRICE, MEANS YOU GIVE UP.
AND ANYONE GIVE UP, WHOLE CLASS GIVE UP TGT
THEN WE GET MODERATION MARKS!
freaking funny lahh the way he say it.
second plan.
when we were on the way to comp lab for chi
EHH NOW'S OUR TIME!
THE FIRE ALARM IS JUST RIGHT THERE
LETS GO!
THEN - EHH WHOEVER ACTIVATES THE ALARM, THE CLASS WILL CONTRIBUTE $5 EACH
damn funny.
looking at how stressed kent can get.
then for eng lesson.
the retarded joeltan (ZY) went to plug the speaker wire into his iphone.
then he recorded his own voice on it HAHAHHA.
~mr gilbert walks in~
~speaker plays jtzy's voice~ GREET MR GILBERT.
HAHAHHA IT SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF HIM.
well.. not really XD
He will be a spirit of justice
to him who sits in judgment,
a source of strength
to those who turn back the battle at the gate.
- Isaiah 28:6
He blesses us.
I brought you into a fertile land
to eat its fruit and rich produce.
But you came and defiled my land
and made my inheritance detestable.
- Jeremiah 2:7
We have sinned.
'Return, faithless Israel,' declares the LORD,
'I will frown on you no longer,
for I am merciful,' declares the LORD,
'I will not be angry forever.'
- Jeremiah 3:11
He forgives.
"Return, faithless people;
I will cure you of backsliding."
"Yes, we will come to you,
for you are the LORD our God."
- Jeremiah 3:22
He cures.
Nevertheless, each one should retain the place in life that the Lord assigned to him and to which God has called him. This is the rule I lay down in all the churches.
- 1 Cor 7:17
Brothers, each man, as responsible to God, should remain in the situation God called him to.
- 1 Cor 7;24
We remain in Him.
I do not understand why God led me to this particular chapter of 1 Cor 7.
I charge you, in the sight of God and Christ Jesus and the elect angels, to keep these instructions without partiality, and to do nothing out of favoritism.
- 1 Timothy 21
He trusts us.
For all this.
We worship Him.
With so much to do, so much coming up.
We find it hard to keep our attention on God.
Sometimes we sin, sometimes we forget.
However, with pure repentance.
God forgives you, and He will restore you.
We will take up the cross, and He will revive us.
I was one of those people.
And I know everyone has gone through something like this.
The emptiness, the sadness.
Filled by the spirit, with love and grace.
As I was thinking of God, a song played in my mind.
At your word Lord,
I'll recieve your Faith..
At that moment, I broke down into tears.
Tears of guilt and repentance, yet tears of joy and hope.
For God has laid the way out.
For Hope has risen, and God has loved.
He put that very memory in me, that I may stand strong in Him.
That I may have true Faith in Him.
That I may become that servant of God.
For now I no longer look at things in the light of my eyes.
But in the light of God's name.
For He has opened up my eyes.
To what has made Him cry.
And to what He has in store for me.
I gave up all for Him.
And He has given me something.
That no eye has seen, nor ear has heard.
He opened up my eyes to the unseen.
To the future that I may have in Him.
To see a generation living for His purpose.
And darkness failing in Holy light.
Everyone will know, that Jesus.
Is a God, worthy of all of our praises.
For He, is who He is.
For He is good.
Nothing can surpass the glory of our God.
The wonder that He shows, the grace He gave.
The majesty of the son of God.
God, who gave His only son, who is of all days.
Jesus who gave His life, and is alive till this day.
We, who today in Your name, give with everything.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
today was an uber eventful day.
HAHHAAAHA really was superr.
TODAY!
ohh crap is 12 plus liaozzz and i havnt study.
nvm...
NPCC ceremony - quite stupid
ihc - nothing
lit - imba discussions
eng - DAMN FUNNY
math - OMG i actually dont understand.
chi - lame lame lame
phy - TEST. quite okay
ehhhh i will blog more abt this tmr.. but for now i have to mug my chem.
jus to tell ya, the highlight of today was kent's imba high side.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
AND THE BEST ADVICE I GIVE YA.
DONT MUG.. COS THERE IS SIMPLY NOTHING TO MUG.
sooo today was quite an eventful day.. tsk.
TODAY!
maths - go thru more stuff
ihe - spammage discussion
assembly - interesting :D
ihc - nothing
eng - admin issues
phy - revision!
icas - I NVR TAKE BIO LAHH -.-
mugging - OMG LAHHHH
hmmm about assembly.. a few interesting announcements were made.. SLC is now a school event - cannot leave the sch LOL plus no foreigners. Open house may be cancelled, cfm postpone. FUN RITE? plus so many camps that can be cancelled.. SO COOL :D XD NONONONNO but sg is now back to yellow alert >.> icas had a few bio qns and some uber dunno how to do qns.. so yeah - STILL GOT ACE WADD.
MUGGING.. YEAH RITE MUGGING. as if lahhh.. with pengning there how i mug lols. i using my laptop he suddenly come hug me and i cant do anything.. end up he use my comp with my fb logged in.. so yeah some of you can see what he did. mostly was just posting he being gay with me.. LIKE WTH LAHHHHHHH.
NPCC DAY TMR! i havnt prepared my uniform AT ALL. XD XD XD
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
COMMITTEES PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SEND ME WHAT YOU NEED.
OR WE WILL GET SCREWED SRSLY..
ill jus use last year's list then.
okay i wanted to post this but i forgot..
With Everything is truly a great song.
Each time I begin to sing the first verse, I already feel like crying.
It really holds alot of meaning in it.
okay let me show my imba shooting skillz.
cool rite? i purposely shot a 4 out.
HAHAHHHAHAAHH
okay other than that.. 2 other target cards i did not take photos off..
well one was okay the other was OMGWTH noob.
TODAY..
briefing by tingyit on photographer's role in elearning.. and I HAVE TO GET A CAMERA ASAP.. then PE lesson was the last one on tchoukball.. sadded though we owned both teams we played against.. AND STEVEN WAS LIKE DAO THE WHOLE TIME.. THEN HE SUDDENLY DAMN ZAI CAUGHT A DAMN IMBA BALL. chem prac was quite fun actually.. and i added too much catalyst XD. almost caused a too imba reaction. CHI WAS JUST SOME CHINA STUDIES LESSON - PURE BOREDOM. maths was going thru of some crap i did long ago so nth much.
HAHAHAAHAH i love shooting :D
i wanna go for another round D:
OHMY PHYSICS TEST ON THURS..
IM GONNA MUG MUG MUG TMR.
PHYSICS FTW!!
ohyaaa.. today i forgot to sign my chem prac..
and i jus realised i didnt bring it home again.
haiz..
so no more quiz to get my a1 anymore..
but i thought again.. i rather get a2 then to stress myself again -.-
SO HAHAHAHAHAAH the only thing im anticipating is getting crapped up by mrs chua.
BANG BANG!
Monday, May 4, 2009
ooohhhh.
since the start of the year i have declined in my muggingness.
and become..
MORE LAME
MORE RANDOM
MORE PRO IN ACTING
MORE QUACKING
and of cos.. MORE SPIRITUAL.
its time to reflect! quack.
HAHAHAHHAHH though the past me was in a way more beneficial
but i like the new me XD
now being able to face things with a totally different perspective..
THAT I DONT CARE, JUST HAVE FUN.
AND QUACK THE WAY THROUGH!
blahhh but i think there is a time i must be serious D:
ahhahahahahaha i guess ill be quite serious these few weeks..
COS OF TESTS..
THEN SABBATICAL WEEK ONWARDS ILL BE THE MAD JOEL AGAIN.
or JODUCK by the duck himself :D
lalalalalala i do think iv become much more retarded than before..
but its like - nothing can make me emo forever.
I MISS BEING EMO..
i think im going for this week's muggathon.
its gonna be damn fun.
IM GONNA MUG LIKE THERES NO TMR.
FOR THE SAKE OF A1 FOR CHEM!!!!!
AND GOGOGO FOR TOP IN CLASS FOR PHY!!!!
XD XD XD
today was stupid.
with retarded training.
ITS LIKE EVERY ENG LESSON WE GO COM LAB
HAHHAHAHHAHA
FACEBOOK!
BLOGGER!
and lots of other slacking stuff.
I JUST CHIONGED OUT MY PYA REPORT.
SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE IN A GROUP WITH ELWIN.
WE ARE GONNA GET SCREWED FOR MISSING THE DEADLINE BY 15MINs
WAHHHH I NVR GO TRAINING COS OF NPAP
AND YOUR ALL LET ME DO EVERYTHING
GOOD AHHHH.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
My child, pray.
No longer will I fish, forever I will pray.
These hands, they not only carry the yoke of Jesus.
But they will be used by God for His kingdom.
For Hope has risen, and Holy light is present.
It is time to go forth, and live within Him.
Pray, and Hope will rise.
today somehow steven let himself go.
AND HE ACTUALLY WENT AS RANDOM AS ME.
HAHHAHHAH i think i deserve the credit :D
I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY CREATED A RANDOM STEVEN!
HAHHAHAHAHAH yay.
tmr will be an exciting day XD
with the new swine flu measures HAHAH
imba 2 times temp taking a day :O
extra training D:
and chionging of pday stuff with mrs ann D:
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH looking foward to tmr!
crap i havnt done my physics yetttt.
Today I asked God - How am I to help my brothers?
Amazingly, He told me - Pray.
I know it is not just a single prayer.
But rather to live a life of prayer, forever believing that God will answer those prayers.
on da lighter note.
I HAVNT DONE MY PHYSICS YET.
HAHAHAHAH will do them today :D
ytd's dinner was great!
went to fernando's house to celebrate his bday..
and sadly i didnt know that..
SO ALL I COULD DO WAS LET HIM TOUCH MY MACBOOK XD
HAHHAHHHAAA gratz on ur bday fernando..
XD XD XD
and i didnt bring enough money to buy cds ytd -.-
NEXT WEEK.
D: theres training tmr D:
HAHAHAAAHH its time to admonish ppl!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Open our eyes
To see the things that make Your heart cry
To be the church that You would desire
Your light to be seen
Break down our pride
And all the walls we’ve built up inside
Our earthly crowns and all our desires
We lay at Your feet
Let hope rise
And darkness tremble
In Your holy light
That every eye will see
Jesus our God
Great and mighty to be praised
God of all days
Glorious in all of Your ways
Oh the majesty the wonder and grace
In the light of Your Name
Service really touched me today.
After each weekend, we always go back to fishing, but God wants us to live within Him.
Each time the song came to "Jesus our God", I would shout it out loud.
For I know that His presence is near.
I will never forget the words God spoke to me through Brother Samuel.
"... That he will follow his purpose With Love and Compassion."
I know God has called me to do one thing.
It is to Love.
Today, I choose to never turn back to fishing again.
I will answer that call, with everything that I am.
God gave me one word - Pray.
And it was exactly what I did at the altar call.
I fell on my knees, and started to pray.
I prayed for everyone, even those at the seats.
That the Holy Spirit would come upon them, and may God's anointing fall on them.
At that time, God came upon me, and I said - Ignyte, let us rise, for God is calling us to Him.
I knew that God was in me, for He answered my prayers.
His anointing fell upon us, and I could feel His work in us.
Even right now, I know there are souls forever changed in Him, and no longer fishing.
However, there was yet another message God gave me today.
He told me to stop thinking, and just focus on Him.
I did just that, and I can feel the difference in me.
Father, I have chosen to go with everything, for you have equipped me with all that I need, and that is You, my Lord.
Friday, May 1, 2009
:D :D :D
im just happy.
:D :D :D
SWINE FLU REACHED EPIDEMIC LEVEL FIVE TWO DAYS AGO!
JUST ONE MORE LEVEL ANDDDD.... NO SCH!
XD XD XD
HAHAHHAHHAA.
i finally sorted out my drawers and my table.
I TOOK UBER LONG.
HAHHAAHHA i never did anything to it for like months :D
BUT I REALLY DONT HAVE ENOUGH SPACE IN MY DRAWERS D:
HAHAHAHA I SHALL KOPE MY BRO'S DRAWER SPACE. XD
HEYA! there will be an upcoming event called PLAYMAX!
anyone wanna know more can ask me!
and its during the june hols SO YEAH! COME JOIN ME!
HAHAHAHAAH it will be fun yo.
IM GONNA GET MY MACBOOK :D :D :D
I JUST CANT WAIT LARHHHH.
FASTER LARHH TIME.
XD XD HAHAHHAHHA
HAHAHHAH im freaking happy now.
with my 4 shots that went in the black area.
XD XD XD
AND MY MAC TMR! :D :D :D
AHAHHAHAHAH nth much to say abt the past 2 days.
COS THEY WERE UTTERLY BORING.
HAHHAHHAAHHA LOOKING FOWARD TO MUGGING PHY!
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