Saturday, January 31, 2009
hahas today was superr stupid. my bro went to sleepover at his fren's house ytd.. end up making me late today.. almost missed prayer. fuel meant alot for me.. cos it really applied to what i was going through.. to presevere when i brought salvation to hci. and i became the bday ic, tgt with jan but quite stupid.. wad for nd 2 bday ics.
service was ownage. sis gwen knew that it was truly becoming a situation in ignyte, and she did use the correct tone to relay the message to us. we have to honor God in every aspect of our lives, even though it may be hard. yes, i do say vulgarities in sch, which is what i do not want. It was the time. Ignyte was at its peak, but the heights could be increased.. but in service and fuel we were obedient to God, but not when we were outside. sis gwen wanted to raise the level, and its tme to pray that we will have the discipline to honor God. ohya sp, the person contacted me alrdy youth for Christ o.O
Friday, January 30, 2009
haha everyone lets fail sgt test tgt. failed in fire lighting liaoz. nvm drill and tent pitching was ownage. so for today nth happened. jus tt for me combustion produces H gas, explodes and kills me. cool. lol got it wrong in chem quiz. and ohno i die. forgot to bring amaths txtbk home, cant do my hw liaoz. how i cant survive without my maths hw. nth to do tml. btw i think ill reac by 1+, main reason is my bro.
spiritual~~ hahas jus tt the song - im gonna be - kept ringing in me, and after thinking, i do feel that every verse of the chorus applies to my life.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
bleh. today was stupid. yet ownage. come sch liao all i see is everyone chionging hw lol. IHC was fail - javier did his proness - read directly from the ppt slide. ownage. Lit was quite retarded - wad hierachy of needs - crap. all is need is God. Eng was ultimate OWNAGE. david went up write a leader and he wrote †JESUS† WOOTS. yay i added on wrote king solomon. actually solomon got owned later on, but nvm. could write almost every character in the bible. Chem - crappy. Phy - More crap. Dble maths - PRC ownage, me and steven AHH. Dble Chi - waste time.
HAHA. next - extra training. actually nth much happened, ncos let us do rifle drill in campcraft kit lol. yay im more confident now~~ but when i commanded i screwed up abit.. sedia x2 XDD. but happy to noe tt my voice is loud enuf~~. and YAY again im in GOH contingent for NPAP. AHHH tmls SGT promoion test. i scared fail the survival cooking.. so easy to fail lor...
superr tired now.. and lols sp was at poolside at 2.07. i left at 2.00. XDD. nvm TIRED.. slept at 1am.. woke up at 4am for no reason then couldnt sleep anymore.. 3hrs of sleep zzz. AND SO MUCH TO DO. MY PHY, LIT, IHC ALL HAVNT DO. AND TML GT CHEM QUIZ ahhhhhhhhhhhh. i dun believe i finished polishing my boots.
BUT. There's God. Sry if I didnt tell you before, but I guess it wouldn't matter. God told me that you would be the one that you help me in conquering HCI for God. And sure enough, you brought that help today. However, it isn't over yet. We cannot underestimate the true power of prayer. We must continue to pray that the anti-Christ dr. hon will not bother about this. But it is better is we did the same as NY, to stay unknown, yet doing everything through God. I wanna share sth wth the ignyters here. My TAWG journal usu doesn't have a bible verse/chapter at all. ya i dont usu do my TAWG with my bible. and i believe that only 1 would read this part anyway, or at least other ignyters who know of this blog.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
If some of u didnt noe, hci didnt have sch today. supp to do some cip but welfare sec slacked. sooo.. decided to do some cip myself by praying for everyone. But something always distracts me, and it has been a problem for quite a long time, since camp to be exact. ive always controlled it, but now its getting worse. But still, it has to continue. haiz. the details of my prayer today is just too much for me to blog about, but 1 thing i am sure. The Time Has Come.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
weeeee~ tts the pic sis mad was taling abt.. wadeva.
anyways abt the title!
hehe gonna use my angbao $ to buy a ipod nano~
dunno wad colour.. thinking of red cos silver seems crappy~
wad to engrave?~~ His Purpose, My Generation will be first line
wad for 2nd line? pls taggy! best line will be chosen!
hahas cny rox. ppl pls come for love me now.
ohya i nd ignyte ppl to lend me ur cds. after i got my ipod~ XDD. i lazy.
ME.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
3 guys and a girl. 3 rounds, but only one winner. The catch: it's truly a BLIND date! Who do you think will win her heart? Join us for this exciting dating game show with a twist!
Love. Me. NOW!
Date: 13 Feb 2009, Friday
Time: 6:45pm - 9:30pm
Location: Trinity@Paya Lebar, Level 4 Summit
LOVE ME NAO!!!! pls it will be fun any1 wanna go tag/msn me. maybe can meet up with the ny ppl and go there tgt after ep3!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY RETARDED BRO VANKA. haha will update on other crap later on.
ok im gonna blah the whole way through wad happened ytd. superrr stupid.. my bro make us take 190 to plaza sing then change to mrt take all the way to paya lebar -.--stupid~~. sis mad laughed at me when i came.. its jus so >.< ish. ya sp was there waiting for sarah. haha vanka got owned didnt noe how to do the ny sec3 bio. then i was like haha nvr take bio. before fuel the girls were like singing the quadratic formula lol?. fuel was fun.. and in case any1 of ur didnt notice.. (which i think no one did).. i was the one who said leader.. XDD. who could reognise my retarded voice?.. lol. bleh i nd to make more ppl noe that i even hav a blog.. cos its my main platform for sharing T.T..
SERVICE!. owned. superr funnny.. when they annouced the new tcc members.. cos only jiekai and winnie went up. retarded lol.. I DO~ lol. relentles belief~~. soo ownage we sang the new song.. the time has come. hahas.. dunno why but most ppl went hoem after service T.T.. end up so little ppl went for dinner.. lame thing - we went zi cha place.. but then dun wan.. when we walked back.. suddenly a car horned at us.. HAHA bro kahfei. then again.. HAHA bro darren lol. went sing post in the end.. te kfc then went home. quite retarded.
SPIRITUAL STUFF. altar call was superr for me. I knew that I already had such belief in others, but still, God called me foward. Since I didnt really know what I was up there for, I did what my gift made me do, to present myself for my generation. I already knew, that the main subject wasnt me, it was my generation. God didnt stop there, he spoke to me further through bro darren when he prayed for me. At the start, he prayed that I would have this relentless belief, and I would recieve my God-given destiny. He already knew abt my calling. But is was this that created the joy in me. God spoke to me through him - that his friends, whoever he may preach to, may have that relentless belief in him. That was it, the rest didnt matter. God was listening to me, and he answered. Now that we have such belief in each other, it is the time to pour out the love.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
eh since its meant to be such a crappy day.. lemme post on sth crappy! ohya i didnt tell ur that i got 25/40 for my maths test T.T.. but i lost 7 marks of careless mistakes.. pratically all were careless except for blanks. and my first zuowen got 8/20. ownage.
ok lemme tell u more abt myself. u can easily recognise me through the tail from my bag XDD. ima mugger. (or at least mugging) XDD. nth to post. too sianz now to post anything spiritual now.. bleh. ZHIXIANG U NEXT WEEK BETTER FOLLOW ME. DUN SAY U DUN LIKE GOING TO CHURCH.
Friday, January 23, 2009
happi cny celebrations~~. today was.. PUIPUISH!!. XDD. oh wow it was actually yesterday already.. T.T. nvm lols. bleh i wore normal service attire to sch XDD. WHITE. yay. crappishness.. the entire concert waaaas craaaaap. did nth throughout.. the games were supeeeer craaap. stupidity~~ after tt steven actually went to "celebrate" cny with his cello. wad a nice way to celebrate cny. then me puipui and ivan went to our classroom do crap. watch bleach. wth. then wanted to go play dota with the others.. but when we reacheed there most ppl gtg alrdy.. puipuish. hahas.. now my lappy is crapped out. i cant read my own blog, or any other blog. yet i can post. cooool. dota is boooooooring. jiaxian is spiritually dead.. and its just too obv. hes a perfect example of a failure, yet a success in proving stupidity. haiz. so happy~ tmls saturday.. see ya all at service.. or come at 12pm to meet me. XDD. MUGGGGGGGGGGG.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Since i didnt reallt touch on what happened yesterday.. for short nth much happened. assembly was abit stupid, but i was reminded of joy, which i will talk abt later. for now ill talk abt a few stupid happenings.
1. The first lesson of mrs nancy tay. (quite long ago) but worth talking abt. She was talking abt why the west wanted to conquer the east, and when she came to the point of God, she used me as an example. "I've come to bring u God!" I really felt like telling her in the face, "I got a saviour and hes living in me." really. david was actually laughing at me when tt happened lol.
2. Someone from 3i1 actually commented that the people at the special ed sch may be too stupid to understand their efforts in cip. lol.
today was actually crappy. nth happened, and my zuowen cfm li ti again.
Following up on yesterday's post, to tell you, it wasn't targeted at anyone, not at sp due ther post that day, but it was meant for me. I'm currently alone in HCI, which is why i felt the need to tell others that if they are alone, I am sharing the same situation. The thing is, will you change that situation?
Today, I wrote on my spiritual life in zuowen again, which is why I knew I went out of point. Maybe I didnt realise, but my heart and soul is filled with emptiness. It has been quite some time, and I realised that joy was lacking in my life. Many of my classmates would disagree, but yes, I cannot find joy. Due to this curse of blessing that God has bestowed upon me, I cannot be filled with joy from within. Unless his hand reaches into me, which I do not want, or I feel the joy of others. Yes, I feel joy only when others truly feel spiritual joy. Life has been empty for me, and everyday I yearn for saturday to be nearer. I live for my generation, but I cannot seem to feel the joy in them. All I see is a sea of souls, souls who are lost, souls who are led by the devil. But again, I see my hand reaching out, and God's love pouring out, into my generation. Yet my hand still has not stretched out. Maybe it is time. Time for joy. For his purpose, in my generation.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
From the inside out
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the insode out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out.
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out.
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
I will only tell you all one thing that happened to me. Something which God did in my life. To summarise it all, I got slain. To tell you the details, actually I was sleeping. Then I had this vision in my dream, not exactly a vision, but God put a verse in me. Then I realised that I could not move myself, and I could feel the power of God within me. Later on, I tried to find that verse, but it could not be found. Still, the real purpose of this happening remains something I cannot seem to understand, neither am I prepared to accept it. The true need in sharing this, is to build up the faith is those whose faith is wavering. Hence the song, from the inside out. The 2 sentences -
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And I personally, In the name of God, and another sentence -
Eternally, Your love will pour when all hope ends.
Even if it seems all hope is gone, God's love can never fall short. Nothing can stop the love of God from touching us, even if we are alone. In the name of Jesus, I declare that this stronghold which tells us that we are weaker when we are alone, will be destroyed. For his love endures forever. I hope my testimony proves this very point, that God can reach out to me even when I was alone.
One main thing that I could make out - Just like how the verse will come true, my future will emerge. And such a verse, my future shall decide it, meaning that prophecy is in my life.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
first things first~~
hi, im joel and im 167cm tall, 45kg XDD. only managed to do 2 chin-ups T.T.. and doing situps with ivan is stupid. nvm chem was fun.. jasper got owned again.. and yay i got full marks for my quiz. cy was uber lame.. actually forgot to write down ans.. end up nd to do punishment lol. phy was.. ok. chi was another total waste of my life. so fun to noe that im actually so light lol.
hmm lemme tell u sth that actually happened ytd, basically relates this - weehan is dumb. he went to examine my hp's messages and stuff.. nd he asked me.. who is it? then i retardedly (on purpose) said the retarded type of no! lol. he still like who lei tell me tell me. wth? super funny i was laughing like crap. kk tt was bad.
npcc annual reunion dinner and hc 90th anniversary gala dinner bth on a sat.. haiz. lucky still can chiong from service. and noooooooo.. extra training could be on thurs.. nooooooooooooooooo.
Monday, January 19, 2009
... maths test was crappy. actually left 2 sub qns blank T.T no time do. nvm.. hope still can get 30/40.. and i forgot to bring my maths and both physics files XDD. nth happened yay. bleh i slept once i came home.. nth to do lol. now chionging some crappy ss ace..
i wanna do pday~ thinking of language arts (obv not chinese) and external member XDD.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Since nth really happened today~ but im still coughing alot.. and the weather is super cold for me T.T..
bleh. actually pastor dom did mention evangelism via attraction before lol. and i realised a gift of mine - i actually bother to remember sermons. and quite cool its useful ok.. and something really stupid actually happened during service. for once i couldnt recognise my voice lol.. realli got distorted by cough.. T.T.. why is hci life so slack.. haiz i actually think that my life is too slack.
there are actually so many available targets for me.. but none seem within reach. i guess its only the mentality that im pratically alone, but i know i have God with me.
I was thinking, and i wanna note the imptance of actually praying for someone if you were unable to fully salt him/her. that was what happened to me actually - some ppl prayed for me when i was in hospital (long story) and i wasnt sure what made me, but i wanted to know God. Which is why i wasnt reluctant when i was approach by ignyte ppl.. and the consequences - being famous XDD.
sry for nt posting ytd~ i think i slept almost immediately after i reached home zz. i think most ppl would have heard me coughing in service XDD. other than tt, ytd was a realli sad day for me. actually only during fuel... cos i was made to change sch T.T.... gahh nvm.. when we were made to get into grps of the same sch.. the ny ppl made me join them T.T so sad. bleh im da only hc boy in ignyte currently. but the evangelism through attraction theory shld work XDD. cmon ny ppl in ignyte inv more ppl so tt more ppl from my sch can come also! XDD.
abt service.. esp altar call. 1 thing i realised when i went down - most of the lower sec went to the left side (the side which met tt u wanted discipline). then right side - empty (or later the upper sec owned). quite cool, abandoned myself to the cross~ then theres this part - i saw claire yeo kneel down, immediately this is what i uttered. I am not alone, neither shall you be, sister. Then i knelt down. Its just like when we pray in grps, when we take turns to pray, the encouragement brought by just saying - yes, Lord. is overwhelming. Another thing, i actually dont like to pray out loud, because words dont mean anything, the main part is love. Without love, what are words, what are actions?
HCI pple.. (if there is any reading this blog) i wanna inv you to my water bap service~ or to any of the super cool services. ok now to address a few crappy stuff. wow ppl actually do realise that i have a talent for preaching due to my "testimony" in surge camp XDD. and chris is doing an awesome job "ahem". crap i nd a mugging partner who's not actually busy. i actually got so bored in church before fuel that i finished all my hw alrdy. now nth to do. spamming crap on my blog lol. Thing is, I look foward to the fruitfulness that there will be souls in HCI who will get to know God, Ignyte, never stop praying. But first, never stop loving.
Friday, January 16, 2009
sry all not feeling well right now.. dun worry ill still come tml early~ training was super stupid today.. and i have quite alot of hw to do.. zzz.. i really gtg sleep now.. temp is now 37.4.. almost fever.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
o.0? nth happened today.
XDD. ihc was stupid~ pratically did crap. ihe was ok.. had some discussion on singaporean crappiness. eng.. hehe my crappy expo got only 23/30 lol.. somemore is steven happy happy give me de. chem was fun.. so many things i didnt know.. cos hebert fan rox.. XDD. when chem teacher was like if u dont get above 23.. (upon 25) minimum copy the notes 10 times - guess the reaction from me and steven.. hahas we were like WOOOO. lol. phy was lame~ did crap again. maths was fun.. actually finished my hw in sch lol.. XDD i wan do more.. and again.. afternoon chi lesson owned.. actually did nth but watch some stupid debate video.
hahas sry sp for abt ur maths.. didnt mean it T.T.. anyways im still quite sick actually, having throat pain.. blah blah.. tml training will be fun.. no drill yay.. anyways dun wanna do my td silver badge.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
zzz.. i cant think well now.. this afternoon had high fever T.T 38.3 nia... anyways ok now.. any1 going kap tml to mug maths and chem pls sms me.. cos if no1 going i also go home liao.. i slept most of today T.T and btw i actually played wow when i have fever lol.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
AHHHH i nd an ipod.. srsly.. theres no lively mugger without an ipod or at least a musc player.. my earphones died T.T
xd. i got 24/25 for chem quiz - cry. end up i only made other careless mistakes. hahas nvm abt that.. sch was fun and slack today~ but then.. STUPID MATHS TXTBK. go print wrongly, waste like 4hrs of my life. gahhh other than tt roots is fun.. jus like any other maths topic XD. first lesson.. pe. some crappy circuit training.. nth much.. double chem.. abit crappy.. srsly tink my chem teacher not bad.. now i finally understand the logic in balancing.. sec2 was pratically 100% self study. hebert fan rox. hahas phy was ok.. clarified a few crappy terms. chi.. did the waste time ya zhou zou kan crap.. wasted the whole 2 periods dong tt lol. after sch.. went to mug with wabe.. lucky the com lab comp not tt lag.. managed to install geogebra.. and finish the crappy graph.. same time managed to finish roots excercise wooo.
kk ill talk about my spiritual happenings now. Today, I decided to do something different, cos I was the only one at home, and got nth to do. So I locked myself in a super long prayer. Just wanna inform u all, I dont really like saying prayers, the way I pray is let my spirit commune with God. So in non-spiritual terms I was just kneeling there. Nowadays, I feel like a SP already, and I have begun keeping to te SP commitment - With Jesus Christ as the absolute Lord of my life, I am committed to pray for, win and nuture at least 2 people in year. I just feel that I have to love others regardless of who they are, and the verse - Love your neighbour as yourself.. is my main guiding principle.
Monday, January 12, 2009
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. t.t i dunno how to solve roots T.T hahas today was crappy!. monday - stupidity and retardedness!! dunno y lol. i got stuck at roots questio for like 3hrs and i still dunno!! AHHHHHHH. hahas nth much to talk abt today.. jus tt i hate roots, first time i hated maths.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
I took superrrrr long to get the blogskin right.. hahas.. sp is realli funny lols.. nvm lol. MUGGING SESSION ON TUESDAY!!!! yay so happy. lols. hahas nth much happened today.. realised the disastrous effects of not relating God's word to others properly. XDD.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
service owned. ill try my best to make this post short. hahas reached shurch at abt 12.30.. only saw sis mad there for some meeting.. other thatn tt no1 else mugging.. nvm used to solo mugging.. finished my maths hw.. nth to do now. fuel was like different.. cos no mor eppt and sharing.. which is gd for me XDD. get to be retarded. This is what God told me -
...And he will do greater things, FOREVER, AS LONG AS HE IS FAITHFUL. those are the words he added onto my previous prophecy.. and i do belive it will happen. as long as i stay faithful, despite hardships and sufferings.. i will grow and do greater things. but then, i dont feel happy. again only 1 would know why, cos i feel more for my generation.
And some say that God speaks to me alot. Now I know that is not true, its only that I listen alot.
Friday, January 9, 2009
This is what i am in church
This is what i am in sch
So cool to have 2 diff personalities. and please note that the 2 may overlap.. so i have good points from both, cos i can switch from 1 to another at my will
100th post!!!! YAY!!! but then BOO... i made a mistake in my chem quiz.. t.t.. suddenly my mind go black forgot sulfide's valency.. 2- i write until 2+ T.T no more full mark. hahas nvm.. actually feel happy about it, cos got more chances to mug if i dont get exempted for the rest of the quizzes! XDD. Time to talk about lame happenings in sch.. and yay tml's service.
PCME lesson was lame! stupid time management. give it to the CSE students lah.. give us also no use.. even after putting like alot of hrs in mugging.. i still have 31 hrs of doing nothing. and its over a week. then super retarded. ms ang ask the class who actually plays comp.. actually whole class got lah duh.. but onli me raise hand~ then omg.. is ms ang prophetic? she tell me - better nt see you on WoW.. then whole class was like JOEL~~~ t.t XDD.
Lit lesson was stupid.. slacked and jonas as drawing some stupid crap.. some super fat guy being held up by 2 cranes.. with stairs supporting the platform.. 5 ppl holding it up lol.. total retarded.
during recess to chi lesson something happened.. but its the main point about what God did in my life, even though it might seem quite lame, it was truly his work.
chem quiz wasnt bad... jus as i said i blanked at 1 question.. T.T steven is the only one so far with no found mistake. hahas and cos the whole class were late in submitting work.. she punished us lol.. and u noe wad she make us do? she make us copy the notes twice. super funny.. cos whole class was like HUH!!! and me + steven were like - isnt this what we normally do? XDD.
double maths!! super retarded. nothing much.. went through the whole assignment tts all.. yay got none wrong. then mantong saboed 2ppl who were copying the chem durng lesson lol.. super stupid.. he welfare sec somemore.
after lessons.. training! today had no muster parade.. slackish.. started at 2.45 yay.. then footdrill i screwed up quite abit.. cos was too used to rifle drill.. end up keep forgetting to swing right arm t.t.. then survival cooking was lame.. i kept repeating - u see how easy is it to fail sargent test? XDD. my group took a few matches until we could finally light XD. pt was stupid~ ran to jc side to do pullups.. gd thing i dun nd do pullups this year for nafa test.. cos i ony can do 2 T.T nd train more!!! then the best part.. NPAP!!!! yay i wanna go.. so fun de.. i wan wear no1!!! i wan do rifle drill with real rifle!!! but i scared cant go t.t.. cos i so noob..
ok.. actually theres 2 things i wan to talk about today. ill start with the quite lame one.. i forgot to buy test-tubes for chem lesson.. then steven told me that if dun hav cant take quiz.. then i was like depressed during chi lesson (before chem).. but then i told God - I will not try to run away from this, I will not give false testimonies of myself to avoid punishment, but I will follow you and continue to be more like you. After that, my worries were washed away. He provided me a path, and I took it. He gave me time to rush to the bookshop to buy test-tubes, and though this may seem as if its coincidence, my encounter with God at the time tells us this - If you put your trust in God that he who provides everything will supply our needs, he will.
the 2nd happening. not much, about the prayer group plans. realised xc cant help much.. cos hes in hp.. super stress and busy.. where got time for pm de.. then fould enming.. he say his church got a few hc ppl.. but call him make pm.. he say jc then join the existing pm lah.. t.t.. mus talk to him.. God told me - The time is now. But I dont believe I can start a pm myself.. I need someone, and there are a few, but not ideal.. however, through God, I can and I will.
hahas its the 100th post!!!! and each day im becoming more and more like a mugger! anye who wishes to mug before fuel, ill be around most likely at abt 12pm, you can ask me anything.. BUT CHINESE. pls pls ask about maths or chem. i dont mind others, and i wanna let others read my compo on God's work in my life, and ya i submitted it as my work, then mr gilbert couldnt understand and didnt giv me ace t.t.. but ya its expected.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
T.T i wanna cry~ im gonna fail my chem quiz tml.. i finshed mugging T.T.. XDD. thats not about it lol. T.t.. sad sad sad.. my water bap date was pushed back.. t.t... soooooooo sad.. until late feb somemre t.t.. haiz wad to do.. got more time to inv ppl.. XDD.
Today was retarded again. javier screwed up the com.. dunno how the hard disk got corrupted.. end up saving us from a ihc lesson! XDD.. wasted the whole lesson.. retarded. lit was spammage of op. nth much.. and i havnt bought stand alone.. the lit book. i dont noe why.. but i dnt really think tt boon is a bad teacher. jus tt she is quite strict tts all. aaaand.. chem. hahas im starting to like chem alot.. ts like super funny.. when mrs chua said tml was our quiz.. me and steven were like YAY!!! we have something to mug for!!! but haiz we mug alrdy. then eveyone else who didnt mug were like huh!? die lah.. XDD. maths super fun.. dunno why but i like doing work, esp maths. and wah the prc scholar super fast.. but me and steven still pro XDD. we owned the chi teacher today XDD. its like he came in at 2.10, then afew ppl nd go make nric.. half the class gone. talk abt ge shi and crap.. then write abit of zuo wen then 2.45!! whole class gone (excpt for prs) hahas. then bring home write!! yay now actually multi-tasking. super fun. listen to music, blog, finding inspiration for zuowen and writing, eating dinner and listening from God to blog ALL at the same time. OWNAGE~~
i jus screwed up my zuowen.. i wrote too much T.T.. finished the 3 main points.. and alrdy used up 2.25 pages.. supp to write only abt 2.75 total.. zzz.. still left 2 suggestions to write.. and i think ill stop for now.. will come back later to talk about my spiritual day.
finished zuowen~~ ended up with 3.2 pages.. and quite an achievement for me.. cos normally my chi zuowen will write much lesser than the req amount.. so happi~ XDD.
ohya actually wanted to go kap with sp.. but too bad i was too free and she was the opp. sad sad.. all the muggers i know in sch all not free on the same day.. have to go seperate mugging sessions.. cos im the main one who's realli free.
okkk... about what God did today. I felt immediately that God was trying to tell me something through the fact that my water baptism date got pushed back. He didn't tell me directly, he made me realise that he wanted me to remember my commitment I made with him. And also, that I have to act on the happenings in school. I need to start that prayer group soon, because it is still early enough, or else the workload will get too stressful. Ignyters, do not stop praying for our generation. Let God use you to reach out to them, and despite failures, remember that God is still with you wherever you go, and his love endures through EVERYTHING.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
hahas jus stopping wow for a moment to blog..
so for the first lit lesson.. was not bad.. teacher is some cheryl wong.. dunno.. but quite nice.. expecting a crappy lit year of mugging.. its all the same.. fun staying back and mug mug mug.
assembly was retarded. discussion topic was on the acjc ragging incident.. then dr hon ask about uniform groups.. started with NCC. then is like haha.. buthen he called out NPCC after tt.. then is like super funny lol. cos we had such an incident during unit camp.. daniel got a cake smashed onto his face. then jonas added somemore.. realli funny. dr hon asked jonas, would you mind if someone did tt to you? then we all think.. obv, he would love it.
woots about the extreme stupid chi lesson today. we started off late, by abt 10mins. lesson begin. talk about the author of the ke ben essay.. talk so long.. so boring.. wan mug chem but dun dare lol.. the talk abt author and summary of the thing used up 30min.. and there wasnt anything useful in tt. chi is gonna be fun for this year.. a lesson for slack/mug.
hahas.. about npcc drill display! hahas.. i wore a loose belt throughout the display.. cos i lent it from jonas XDD. so sadddd.. so many ppl pon the display.. quite tiring.. stand there for like 4hrs.. little breaks in between.. wahh after tt my back superrr pain.. but quite fun to have learnt the fire of joy! lol superrr fun drill.. we get to pull the trigger!! yay.. lol. anyways i think was quite worth it.. cos get to practice alot.. repeat and repeat same thing over and over again.. but most of all is tt got more chance to get into npap.. yay i wan GoH!!!! no.1 uniform so nice XDD.
Now.. about what happened.. spiritually! hahas.. something happened at about 12am today. It really sparked off the fire in me. Yichen told me about how stressful HP life is in HCI.. and it impacted the spiritual me. The verse.. "Love your neighbour as yourself." really led me on to share a verse with him - Isaiah 40:31.. most Ignyters should remember what verse is that. And I felt that it shound never stop as that.. "As yourself" tells us that we should put others at the same level as ourselves.. and better if we put them higher. So, I prayed for him, and anyone suffering due to the absence of God's grace in them. But just like the love of God, we should show everlasting love which endures to our neighbour, and the big step is to let God's love reach out to them. Since the level of friendship isnt strong, or we dont even know each other, the only way we can help is to pray. Come on Ignyters.. for we love our neighbours.. let us pray for a breakthrough.. let us pray for our generation.. let God pour our his love into our generation
Many things happened today! to summarise....
1. first lit lesson!
2. crappy assmbly
3. noobish chi lesson
4. npcc sec1 orientation drill display
ok now my noob bro NEEDS me to play, not want.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Theres a long way before the plans of a prayer group in hci coming true, for there is much i nd to know first.. but its easy to get through.. jus needa ask some ppl for the info! XDD
Anyways.. feeling super sian now cos i have to attend sec1 orientation drill display... zzz... haiz. my uniform now like wad liddat.. still wan me go show sec1s my crappy uniform.. zz
About school! im really becoming a mugger now XDD. cos really nth else to do.. ppl mug is also quite busy de.. like steven da cellist.. but i realli got nth else better to do.. now i self-studying matrixes in my maths XD.. i can actually understand! and now the real mugging subject is here! CHEM!!!! hahas already managed to memerise reaction series, the 5 crappy reactions, and many different elements XDD.. lets mug.
But a few ppl who could have gone to CSE actually regretted.. when they met hanlaoshi. hahas.. realli funny when steven was like emoing when he felt like sleeping during chi class.. wo hou hui lai zhe ge ban... XDD lol. oh ya.. today was a super slack day! lemme tell ya how slack it was. 1st lesson PE, 2nd recess, then 3 periods of science stuff.. then another recess.. then super boring and slackish chinese. XDD realli slack.
ohya thx Chris for pointing out the mistake in the lyrics, tt one i realli didnt notice. and pls dont say ur awesome cos of my tag reply. And i realli hope that my bro will grow.. which the chances of happening are low.. but if it really happens.. which will if God is with him.. i feel like going sp course with him again.. jus for the fun of salting XDD.
Haiz.. i feel realli happy now. most people who actually know the spiritual me will know what makes me feel happy. and wow. i think theres only 1 or 2. what really makes me feel the touch of God, is not about me. I feel God's work in others, and i recieve his message through them. normally i would tell u this through msn but ur not online t.t.. but ur declaration that ur courage has grown.. it feels as if im beginning to make a difference.. but tts not the point. i feel spiritual joy when i notice such a thing.. but hahas ur online now lol. so lets skip to da end!
For those who are interested, even if ur not ( cos i will make you XDD ).. pls come for my water baptism!! pls pls pls... hahas.. its on 18th Jan.. a Sunday.. so obv most ppl can make it.. and its at 2.30pm.. afternoon somemore. hahas. itll be held at trinity@PL chapel.. so if u wanna come or if i wanna make you come, ill be online on msn.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
today was super sian.. did nth at all.. zz.. worst thing - had realli bad cough whole day, but still going sch.. i think on tues i wont be doing anything for training.. jus sit there and see see. hahas.. and i wanna invite everyone who reads this blog to come and visit TCC on the day of my water baptism! pls pls XDD
There was a minor typo in the lyrics of Anthem of Love, it has been fixed and the lyrics should be 99.9% reliable. Anyone who spots a typo or mistake, feel free to tag.
hahas all. first day was realli fun lol. starting got lost trying to find my classrroom XD. then slowly all my classmstes came.. so fun to have puipui back XDD hahas form teacher is some crappy maths teacher lol.. wabe told me she is a friend of boon.. ahh.. lol. training wasnt as bad as i thought.. but was fun. hahas jus so fun to be retarded once again.
o.0 upper sec.. cell was quite fun.. but all we did was spam games lol.. get to know each other betta! XDD.. ill see if i can get myself to be retarded in cell too lol. anyways.. time to talk abt service! beginning worship wasnt as bad as i expected.. cos actually i had a really bad sore throat, but God helped me and i could sing normally! Praise God! XDD.. Fruitfulness.. is meant for ME! and it will happen NOW! and we will get the 4Ps! o.0? Provision,Posterity,Provison,Plenty .. XDD. time to be normal~
Actually, before sis Gwen called us down, I could feel the extreme prescence in me. For those who dont know, I recieved my full-time call in Surge camp. As I went down, I felt God in me, and I felt him saying to me - You re not the only one, there are others who will join you in this walk. And I looked around, the Ignyters were all supporting one another. Once again, I fell to my knees, and I began to pray. I did not think as I prayed, I just let God speak through me. Answering the call, now the next step is to act on it - Xing Chuan, you have been chosen.
hahas.. XDD other than tt, hen bro Kahfei called us to step foward.. its like exreme struggle in me.. lol.. almost lost myself to the temptation of taking the mike away from him.. cos its like he call us to do it now lol.. realli scary XDD. hahas nth much liaozzz.. and im glad i am successful in surrendering the one thing that i have been keeping and hav tried to surrender.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
hahas short post~
watchnite owned
best way to celebrate new year - worshipping God
tml got training zzz
after tt got 1st prayer meeting of the year
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