Saturday, May 31, 2008
today.. is the day i be purified once again.. all because of a dream i had today.. i managed to grasp the feeling of love once again.. and once again i remember of the one i love.. after the dream.. my heart tore me apart.. and the purelist was gone.. i couldnt control my inner feelings.. i tried mapling.. cubing.. nth could relief me.. i feel pain and sorrow.. if only everyone could share this pain together.. but no one wants to.. memories are the onli things that cling on to my sorrow.. and yet.. it brings happiness and smiles.. that.. can never be brought back.. my heart is still.. dying.. purity is not the best.. as no one can be totally pure.. and even having a small bit of impurity.. means the beginning of the pain and sorrow when time comes.. as i try to type out my feelings.. i just cant.. i just cant.. this is no relief.. expressing my feelings is useless if she does not feel them.. even if she does.. will she feel the same? will i ever know? when will i have the courage to ask her again? what is wrong with me? i dont know any ans to all the questions.. she is the only one that can ans them.. and the final question.. is she asking herself the same questions as me?
Friday, May 30, 2008
ok... ytd was a lame day... hci gt slc then i went to sch at 7am to giv peng ning the crappy info on his malaysia trip.. then wanted to go do maths ace at com lab bt all labs closed.... so.. onli place left to go but home was.. LAN! lala i chionged 1 while lvl at lan XD reached 59 ytd.. went home slp coz damn tired.. then play abit com then end of day... today wake up play abit maple again.. then my bro come back ask mi go lan play with his fren.. they fking noob de lei.. bt at least nt as bad as gg.. went home.. chionged maple again! now lvl 60 liao.. i rly feel a sense of achievement nia.. wearing my seraphis and my hino fan.. but its nt enuf! muz get 3rd job! and i dun wanna be a nolifer.. eh jav u everyday go out can ask mi whether i wan go.. i at home damn sian onli gtmi ther..
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
ok.. today is wednesday... had CD course on mon.. then like wtf the whole squad as usual make the sirs pissed off.. i think i failed the test T.T.. Tues damn sian.. nth to do at home.. today also the same thing.. but went for briefing or malaysia exchange prog on behalf on peng ning.. then like wtf lah they preparing for the trip itself when im nt going? lol.. now h0lystarz is lvl 57! im lagging behind quite abit.. sian lah.. everyday im da onli 1 at home sian lei.. play maple in da morning until nite.. bt sian u noe..
Sunday, May 25, 2008
ok.. i didnt post for the past 2 days.. fri mr fan got pissed of by our class for being damn noisy and i would like to quote the last phrase b4 mr fan got pissed, which was from ivan - "wo mei you balls" - wad a retard. training i was doing air rifle in mafti coz my boot sole tio screwed.. ytd APMOPS marshalling - i was water boi coz no full u.. then we get like 3hr cip while sch tour hosts get 40hr - wtf? when they onli attended 2 briefing and 1dry run and abt 3he the real thing.. total abt less then 20hr onli lei. and then after we actually were dismised, there were damn lot of extra food, then dorje ong say dispose of them properly then the song ken.. he put 4 packets of the food ( still full de ) into 1 box, and he throw and kick the box - we were like WTF? then the first time he throw high into the air nth happen, then the 2nd time - OMFG. kk.. it was damn funny dun wanna tok abt it. today my bro damn fked up.. he go cut hair then now look like shyt he damn pissed. now cleric 56 liao.. slacking le.. nvm soon i will cont chionging.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
OMG I DUN BELIEVE IT! MY MSG IS LESSER THAN 4.00! AND I GOT MY CLERIC TO 55! lol. today damn sian. did nth in sch actually.. so wad to post.. ytd was last wednesday training.. and im nt happy. went lan with zh today.. play maple then he keep coming to my map for bless.. he lvl twice to 22 nia.. now 55 liao at orbis.. damn sian. wad to do now.. maple opening new world nia.. eridanus wtf name is tt? delphinus so little ppl le, still wan add new world lol.. 10 chnl onli somemore lol.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
today did nth lah wtf.. geog i dun even remb wad we did too sian liao.. eng gt the new cher then when miss soh ask are ur tt excited then javier reply loudly yes nia.. wtf? assembly got the chao lame pcme play abt racism its like wtf lah they go use the guy play as the little bro but is actually taller than da mother wtf? and its like pure spasm lah.. damn spastic sia. history nth much watch video again.. maths mr toh juz go through the wksh and gt hw zz.. chi also nth much bt discussion on sichuan earthquake and the spas yazhouzhoukan and again got hw.. went kap with kai yuan and zing zhan its like pure wtf nia.. they keep talking cock abt miss yeong the new cher zz.. after tt went home lor nth to do chiong my geog presentation.. if nt khoo will scold mi nia..
Monday, May 19, 2008
soon ill be a pure nolifer after this holidays.. chiog maple abt 3-4hrs a day XD and i always see weijie online de.. now lvl 53 wanted chiong at least 54 today but my father call mi stop zz.. anyways got my maple shiny wand! XD gt abit abv avg de +102mp.. aiming for my first 3rd job char by end of hols.. anyways my dmg is imba! 1.3k heal le.. i wun be playing tt much dota.. my laptop realli sux lah.. maple also cannot support nia.. wc3 always lag de.. damn sian. ill most likely be online anywhere in bwt 6-10pm.. i got 2x =P. and my guild damn retarded kick me for sai nia.. wei jie so fast 128 le.. must chiong! im gaining money nia.. now 4mil le.. all from drops and meso sold to npc de lei XD cleric rox!!
Saturday, May 17, 2008
kk...ytd got sth to post abt but nvr post sry... ok lah ytd main thing was xiang qi comp the whole day... 1st round... i walkover XD coz my opponent nvr come.. jc3 and puipui lost. 2nd round.. i won david woots! actually is he careless.. wee managed to get pass 2nd round nia.. then coz our score higher then skip round 3.. 4th round left me, wee and sh.. i got owned by sh nia... he guai lan go qi ma jiang jun mi.. wee lost lol. went home chionged maple 100% to lvl 49. today go the lame cip lets drop mi and jav wait for zh end up nvr come coz overslp - WTF? quite lame ar.. the cip like free de. after tt went lan with jav, 2k and 2i ppl. potm - onli non feeder and capable of killing. fv... tio fb T.T then holyshit 15 kill spree. dk.. ok lah they take 1min+ to kill mi with imba regen - erm abt 40 hp per sec + lifesteal. went home.. chionged maple again! - lol i no life. wei jie was online as jav prdicted.. i chionged 200% to lvl 51! yay my highest lvl ever. in the process i pt a prz and like my exp gain doubled or even more! hs rox. now got 1.3k maple leaves.. soon can get my lvl 64 maple staff ^^
Thursday, May 15, 2008
im fking sian of jx calling me to update. u tink everyday got so exciting to post meh. i not like you post crap. i hav no feelings abt yesterday so post for wad. post sai. like you. today went watch movie - accuracy of death.. quite lame show.. it tries to bring humour by repeating the same sentence again and again (probably) but like diao... today post onli becuz jx the fker kpkb me lah.. so nth much to post lor.. sian today maple patch from 12am to 10pm.. maybe they cont to extend nia.. oh ya i scrolled my new cromi to 89 tma.. ownage XD two 30% and four 60% scrolls passed XD. zz tml got chi chess sabb competition nia... cfm damn sian de... whole day xia qi...
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
zzz.. 25th post le.. sry last few days nvr post... i no lifer nth to post abt... today post becoz zi hao and jx keep telling mi to update... today chi chess sabb damn sian.. the trainer challenge mi then obviously own mi lah... but he wan to challenge mi is a success! lol. sian sian sian... today bought rubik cube ( special edition de! ) its like wtf i cant diff the colours properly nia... tml i bring to sch show ur. damn sian... everyday go jc side canteen eat for this week also sian lor... i believe other than jx... im the onli 1 posting sth.
Friday, May 9, 2008
MY MSG IS SCREWED T.T best i can get is like 3.6... onli nia.. chi if lucky huang lao shi gimme marks for retest can get frm f9 to abt e8 or d7.. my ih total b3, is b3, chem b4, lit b3, maths a1, eng dunno yet but i expect b3 or b4.. today damn sian lor huang lao shi make me emo for the whole pcme period by toking abt having gf zz.. then javier purposely show off zz.. one question that he would want to ask his gf would be: ni ai wo ma? - wtf? so freakin direct, but maybe ying hong likes tt. today training onli did 20 pumpings.. nth much but i see tt our squad is dying. the loss of 2 brothers has too much an impact on us.. today.. i shall make changes to my life.. i must be an elite.. a pure elite.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
zzz.. yesterday npcc day damn sian lor.. raining then no flag raising we all go salt centre and have parade with all officers present. after tt sit for maths test and is test in full u and tio screwed by mr toh for nt bringing maths file zz.. after tt got training realised we didnt pump at all or even get into pumping position except for song ken.. mr tan tell us that he will allow anyone to quit npcc.. obviously i wont.. but ppl like song ken zz.. today dan sian lor the whole day.. chem i got b4 so sian i tink this term the lowest msg i can get is 4.00 again.. the eng presentation suprisingly we didnt die.. the ppt got nth and is totally empty zz..then we juz tok tok tok.. then lk mention wad lame conveyer belt solution to allow books to be obtained easier - wtf? after sch i go hand in my maths file and help zh also.. then saw mr toh outside staff room.. lucky he nvr see me.. i put the files on the table and zao.. then went lan with jav,jc3,ck,yd.. had damn fun time nia.. then when senior wan play with us say i scared when i dun wan play with them.. its like obviously we will tio own when my frens feed wad. i will play with them if my teammates r pro lah. my potm arrow chao zhun de.. sf keep dodging jav arrow.. im used to the reverse psychology of arrowing.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Today was supposed to be another mugging day... but then maths like nth to mug de.. the IS too sian dun feel like mugging... today assembly was wtf the discussion on mas selamat de escape zzz.. my history got b4 - omg i improved 2 grades! zz.. thurs got the chi retest.. if dun get full marks wun hav any inc in my marks.. omg lah how to get 20/20 when the proest also wun get? today i dun care go play 4 games of dota all own - meet my goals. except then all zion games i megakill, all bnet i wicked sick. sien... my warlock damn own de lei... u see my death timer still left like 70sec+ but u see the screen got my name tripe kill nia.. zz.. zz.. zz.. tml is npcc day~ so sian got training smemore hav to wear full u the whole day...
Monday, May 5, 2008
YeStErDaY WaS A PuRe MuGgInG DaY. except that there wasnt a conversation on the chem crap. wah sian to day chem test quite difficult lei but i think can pass.. then after sch huang lao shi tell mi that my chi test fail then thursday got a small retest on the crappy chi.. actually today see the sec1s wear their full U for the first time they screwed up like wad sia.. but i think we were worse when we were sec1. i offered to help them adjust their name tags.. which was the only thing they had.. then they like dao me lor.. after tt to maths remedial woots! i was like first person to find out the gay q2 ans.. =P its b=-a srry javier nvr wait for when u go poolsied buy sth.. paiseh i pangseh u.. wednesday is npcc day.. i wonder how i would take my maths test in my full uniform and how ivan and the rest of the cadets in our squad will be questioned abt the "mark" on the chevron that the rest hav XD
Friday, May 2, 2008
WaH. yesterday onli 2 ppl posted sth in their blogs - javier and jx. yesterday wad like WTF MUG AHHHHHHHHHH!!! today had geog and lit test in a row, and both just crap crap crap abt wadeva i noe abt the topic.. yesterday was fun lor show my imbaness by ans steven qns with full ans and actually i was directly copying. today i damn sian maths pop quiz get only 1 mark lol. last term get full marks now get 1.. i damn imba rite? today training i got chest pain so fall out... then the sec 4 ncc were trying to break their record of no. of pumpings in a row together.. they did like OMG 260+ campcraft - lame.. PT - sian lah train so little.. on the bus home saw jav and jc3 board bus frm lan.. wah they addicted nia. tml is open house damn sian nd to marshall ppl attending the open house lei.. stand there like retard liddat..
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