Saturday, February 28, 2009
This is going to be a really long post so get ready. I shall begin with what happened in my renewed life, or just before it.
Quoted from Joel Tan, "Hi, I am Joel Tan and you can call me hwa chong boy (laughs), speaking of hwa chong, I would like to thank God for the prayer meeting he has let me set up, so thank God for that. Since hwa chong is such a chinese based school and has a anti-christ principal, I thank God that he has made is invincible in his name. Other than that, God gave me faith. For God told me, that he will give me a new level of faith in him. Then, the main point in this is my generation. For in Ignyte it is said, His purpose for My generation. Today, I thank God for the gift he has given me, a heart for my purpose. Right now, I live for my generation in God. Thank you." then the pastor came to say sth but i didnt listen -.-
About the baptism itself, all can say now is that I am really different. During the baptism, I didnt really get to feel the change in me, it was after I came back into the chapel. As the pastor was sharing something, I realised that I could understand almost every word he said. From then on, I felt as if I was no longer the one I used to be, I am forever changed. Now as I have experienced death and resurrection, I am now a new person, in His name. I truly feel that I am living this life for God, and especially in my generation.
Okay for the stupid and retarded parts. Before our turn came, there was a family with a small boy.. and Theresa was like SO CUTE -.- then there was an old couple who the man gave his testimony in chi.. he took superrr long. When the first ignyter went up.. EVERY IGNYTER FROM THE AUDIENCE STOOD UP AND CHEERED YEAHHH. and i recieved alot of unexpected support - is the hc boy really tt well known? yeah maybe since my photo was flashed a few times. SO COOL THE PASTOR SAID - NOW WE KNOW IGNYTE IS A HAPPENNING PLACE. After the service ended, I went to the upper sec ppl.. and the first thing i was called as - future ignyte pastor! -.- followed by the usual congrats.. then at the summit. i was collecting my food from the serving adults - ALL OF THEM SAID, UR THE HWA CHONG BOY RITE? wao.
GAHHH I HAVE WRITTEN SO LONG YET ITS ONLY A SMALL PART OF WHAT HAPPENED TODAY BUT I DONT CARE. (chronological order now)
Okay went to play games today xd. mugged for like 5-10 mins before leaving -.- still got alot to mug for.. anyway today's games was fun!! even though it was just basketball all the way.. and YOU say u shoot well. lols.. i kept passing to you cos i dont bother shooting.. i noe i will miss de. dont call me to shoot.. im not someone who does things myself.. im a srs team player. after that.. actually i didnt bathe at all XD. but yeah jus ang out in hans in enough to clear the sweat - since i dont sweat much.
FUEL - learnt on quite a few meaningful names of God. esp the last one which says that God is there. really useful since the message the whole week was Faith.
Service - aww YOU left. sang a new song called you'll come. and we had communion. so today's sermon was about the Holy Spirit. the sermon was not the thing that really impacted me, as usual it was the altar call. It truly impacted me once I saw the anoiting that came upon Gabriel as he humbled himself. I was reminded of the gift, my covenant with God - to be one for my generation. The fire was ignyted once again.. and I could feel my generation's cry to God as I stood before him, with generation as the only thing in mind.
okay tomorrow if i have the time i MIGHT audition for all three.. but dance and drama is confirm. this was a long post.. but also the first post being reborn in Christ.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Okay this is the final post which is to be made by Joel Tan Hwee Heng.
I will die tomorrow. (but rise again after 3 secs)
XDD.
pcme - GREAT COMMANDMENT IS MY PERSONAL STATEMENT
lit - iris rice bowlll
ihc - end of op phase
chem - quiz 6
eng - emo.
maths - no more emo.
npap - ownage.
YEAHH TO LUKE 10:27 AKA THE GREAT COMMANDMENT. actually i tweaked it a little but I STILL LOVE GOD. for MQ all i wanted to put is love.. so siannz all other values actually fall under love. chem quiz 6 wasnt too bad.. and i could do it properly even without mugging Xd. eng i was really emo since the class msg was 2.sth, but i think i got lowest in class nd c5. details later. maths totally removed every emo off me. cos the class was going through the surds ppt which me and steven finished, WE WENT ON OURSELVES TO LOG. happy happy dao the teacher and spam exercises not related was uber fun. everyone arnd us see liao -.-ed. npap was srsly the best ever. not only did i get to have my hand tremble like crap.. i got to hold the rifle for most of the training ^^. today they chionged turun, hormat. HORMAT ROCKS COS IT OWNS MY ARM.. what made my hand tremble. but its okay now XD.
MORE ON TODAYS SPIRITUAL LIFE. ill talk on the emoing of eng test. the significance - eng test was one of the first few test i took, and all of them i did nt do well. God really does reward faithfulness well, but it is really depending on wheter we choose to follow him. at the time of the test, i didnt really trust God that he would help me, and depended on myself. Now is the difference between consequence and forgiveness. Consequences are always inevitable, God made it that way so that things would always leave an impression. BUT, that impression would be removed over time through the forgiveness of God, everyone has to experience consequences.
NOW THE REALLY UBER PART OF TODAY. the summary of my life so far, and now its going to God. Ehh im gonna die tomorrow! and im so happy cos God will let me rise again after 3 secs. what i really did was look back as far as possible in my life, and even the details. upon doing so, it seemed that God's anoiting was upon me, and i cried. AHH THE IMBA FEELING. really, it does feel good to be able to let go of everything.. espcially to God. Thank you LORD for this word you have put in me, for now I feel totally different, I truly feel like a servant of God, that I have the faith to do everything through Christ who strengthens me.
"For the dimmest glitter of light,
Brings the Everlasting light from the Heavens."
ehh i dunno if its a verse at all, it just came to me.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Today was cool.
flag raising - niceee sun rise which gave me a message
ihc - yay i gain 2 op
lit - crappy discussion
chem - get back test!
phy - kinematics!
eng - jav's crapping!
math - SURDS
chi - zuowen
after tt - SMILE!
so ihc was coool. lit was crappy discussion. yay chem i got back test.. and got 80%.. 5th in class! phy we did stupd kinematics that me and steven thought too far. eng was a full presentation of crapping. i owned him with ONE statement. me and steven finished everything in class for maths.. chi wasnt that bad. even though the qn was expo style. SMILE was just some lame cip activity.. learn magic which is actually crap.
SO THE IMBA SUN RISE. actually there was a spammage of clouds.. and blocked the sun. but this was where the message came in. when i noted this scenery, i worshipped and thanked him for such a awesome thing he made. and the light shone straight into my eyes. I was impacted by ow God answers when we listen, but the message is still clear. Have faith in me, and the things unseen will be granted to you.
ehh sry for the short post above. i was facebooking.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
NOUVEAU PHOTOS ARE UP!!!
=P i came late on tt day lols
LOWER SEC 08!!
aww sad YOU were so far away XD.
and i wasnt looking at the camera -.-
i think i wore too formal that day D:
SEC2 BOYS 2008!! YEAH. tooo bad our buzz was the smallest of the section hahas.
BUT WERE IN UPPER SEC NOW. but im still wearing shorts.. heyy.
AWW NO MORE JOSHUA TO ACT CUTE WITH. but ill try to stay cute ^^.
blehhhs.
o.O yea.. basically more or less my passion in dance is back.
dunno but im feeling high now. anyways today -
ihc - 1 more period for op left
lit - iris rice bowl is a crappy story
assembly - chi debate finals
chi - redo crappy chang wen suo duan
math - start of slacking
eng - o.O!
omg thers onli one more lesson tml before the test and the input of op marks! and crappy joel yap got banned from speaing in class cos he max op alrdy! okay iris' rice bowl is an uber retarded story.. really stupid. assembly was quite cool. the cheena prcs owning each other.. uber exciting to see them and their cheena accent. chi was really stupid.. honyp nvr say things properly he say we nvr listen. somemore he said tt he mark wrongly is we unlucky.. haiz lucky he didnt mark anything wrong for me. math is starting to get slacky! cos i grasped surds alrdy. eng was a stupid presentation on saddam.
YAY I WANNA DANCE AGAIN. but itll be crappy. realli long nvr dance alrdy.. but ill still try on sun ^^. HAHA MY DRAMA SKILLZ OWN. :D ohyaas i recieved my water bap testimony today.. and i didnt noe that i could have written so little.. only a few lines. HAHA IM GONNA ADD MY OWN STUFF IN. and alot more on the actual testimonial.
YOU. dunno wad happened but seems BIG! and dunno why u getting sth for mi!? making me confused -.- THIS IS HOW WE OVERCOME. WOOWOO.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
heya thx for sending me songs!
realised i didnt thank you!
so thx to sp..
AND THE OWNAGE CHEERFULBOI CLEMENT SIR.
really didnt expect u to be a believer at all lols.
END UP HAVE SPAMMAGE OF SONGS.
haiz.
ohya testimony!
will include ownage prophecy.
yea God's message for the day - faith from the inside out
Im feeling quite emo now.. dunno why.
ohya i jus finished writing down meanings of 40 chi yus.. hand pain T.T
today -
PE - T.T ill fail sit and reach
Chem - prac
phy - kinematics
chi - get back test
I JUST RECIEVED NEWS THAT I CANNOT IMPROMPTU MY TESTIMONY. GAHHH DUN CARE I WILL. xd. okays pe we did crappy 5 stations again.. currents - shuttle run 10.3, jump - 220+, situps A liao, inc pull A liao, sit and reach 26 cm lols. HAHA I CANT REACH. bleh. Chem we did crappy stuff testing for gases - i almost burnt my hand XD. phy was steven ownage time.. cos he alrdy mugged the topic. haiz kinematics seems o be a boring topic ahead. chi was too bad actually.. honyp failed half of the other class.. but we had little failures. AND I GOT 53%!. and the 40 chi yus i checked were to get an extra 10% ^^. ohya i went for dry prac.. realised that my hand isnt really stable when pulling 2nd pressure. but the rest quite good, through out the shooting had no mistakes ^^.
Basically is not possible for me not to improptu a testimony. even if i prepare a script, i cfm will add in alot of my crap.. all i nd are points actually. imm blank nao. wad shld i post abt now!? FAITH FROM THE INSIDE OUT. ohya... anyways if ur didnt notice, the coulds during flag raising made up the word FAITH, only it was inverted. The interpration - I do show that I have faith, but I need that next level, which is to have faith in everypart of me, faith from the inside out.
Okay im bored. i feel emo. okay not emo but lifelessss. I WAN GO FIND SOME LIFE. NO NOT IN DOTA/WOW. i think tts uber lifeless. something more materialistic.. and lemme list out what i think i can learn!
1. Dance - ehhh dont highly support this on purpose.
2. guitar
3. drums
4. photography
got anything more suggest to me! pls dun say mug anymore. and today actually was uber stupidity.. quoted from javier "You noe why Joel so own? cos he drinks 3 bottles of milk everyday!" bleh. ehhh dont take it tt i am affected lols.. i actually laugh with them (at their lameness). tsktsk. haiz... dunno wad to do nao.
Monday, February 23, 2009
ohya God spoke to me - Faith has reached a new level.
Dunno but i noe its a good thing!
anyways today.
phy - THE HAPPIEST LESSON OF TODAY
ihc - fail presentation
math - SURDS ROCK
eng - com lab~
YAY TO PHY! YAY TO MODERATION! YAY TO 1ST IN CLASS! YAY SO HAPPY! XDD. ihc was just a full presentation which failed badly. maths was pratically the most interesting lesson today lols.. i was like superr sleepy couldnt calculate properly. BUT SURDS CAME AND I WAS AWAKE. cool. anyways surds is complicated i agree.. but IT STILL ROX. yea now i can help gab. ENG WAS CRAPPED.. now i have to chiong my presentation.. haiz.
UPDATE ON PRAYER GROUP - nobody came but im happy lols. nahh not really i have kent, xin chuan, samuel and en ming but all couldnt come tts all. i finding remembering the book/number of verses realli difficule, or maybe the sub-chapters. boon jin asked me wad was the great commandment and i mixed up with the great comission -.-.. after tt played some bridge.. then went for the crappy national heritage badge test.. now this is the stupid part. qing yang say - dun lemme catch ur talking - then he go slp in the other room. LOLS WE CHEAT LIKE ALL QNS. XDD. and coporalism in becoming a major problem in hci omgz.
wad really matters about the message God gave to me isnt the content, cos its quite straightfoward. but then, the message came out of my mouth just like that. which is the same as how i prophesized my journey. YAY A NEW LEVEL OF FAITH.
psttt... the new method of suanning me(happening in sch) - GO DRINK THREE BOTTLES OF MILK - the milk/drinking part is redundant. read it in chi.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Woot God spoke to me! I will recieve the full impact of a new beginning during my water baptism!
YAYYYYY.
today i was reading 2 chron.. and i realised that me and solomon have quite alot in common, in a sense that i pray not for myself but for others.
today was crappy.
i afked in front of the com doing nth.
crapppppp they only informed me today that i have national heritage badge test tml.. MUG! but then the web resources very little..
haiz hope tt chem overall is still a1 bah.
cya all then...
When the oceans rise
And thunders roar
I will soar with you
Above the storms
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Great song we sang ytd.
wanna add on to what happened ytd after service..
yay i think im gonna audition for dramas in the charity event.
after service.. went singpost with upper sec and a few z2 ppl..
and we did crappy stuff all the way until 9.30+ hahas..
we celebrated sarah's bday.. did drills XD.. play crap lols
uber funzzz.. anyways to those who dunno - MY WATER BAP IS NEXT SAT.
YAY. im realy gonna impromtu my testimony even though i alrdy noe wad to say.
ohya today i dreamt of playing the guitar!
i dont rmb the rest of it~
and i dunno if i shld learn to play guitar..
haiz i got nth else to do...
Saturday, February 21, 2009
!! today was uberr.
I FINISHED MY MATHS AND DID NOTHING FOR 1 HR. haiz lucky daniel and lower sec came early.
and lower sec seems to be owning now, they meet up and pray for each other, which i feel is really good.
anyways about fuel..
i crapped on geometry when i was asked to describe the apple logo lols.
so yeah..
i felt that i really had to look back at what happened this week.
all i can say is that alot happened this week. as in ALOT.
but as the heart for others God has put in me, how much has happened to me really depends on how much i have helped others. looking at the impact of my actions, i can look to God and worship with all my heart.
And thats about service - Worship.
The sermon had alot of meaning in it, however no matter what we do, as long as it comes from the heart, it is true worship. really worshipped God like never before - wait surge camp was better XD. but really, today was meaningful cos it talked to us about the meaning in worshipping, for some of us actually worship without knowing why they do it, and how they shld do it. However, my heart really hoped that they added another point. To humble oneself. Even though its not really neccessary, we still do kneel down to God, for we choose to humble ourselves before him. so yeah. i jus feel happy today ^^. dunno wad to type now -.-
Today, God somehow reminded me of the answer he gave me when I asked the question - HOW? the answer can be described in hebrews 11.
By Faith
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. 2This is what the ancients were commended for.
By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God's command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible. By faith Abel offered God a better sacrifice than Cain did. By faith he was commended as a righteous man, when God spoke well of his offerings. And by faith he still speaks, even though he is dead.
.
.
.
until verse 32.
Faith is the key. In God I put my trust and lay down my entire life before him. Do not worry, for God never fails to reward those who stay faithful, I will continue to enforce his word with prayer.
o.OOs at ytd.
lemme address the issue at hand!
after i replied the sms..
i actually was superr blur lols.
nvm. i wont publicise.
im going church soon!
and hope the maths assignment is long enough to keep me busy.
oh crap i dun hav kent's number.
nvm.. he can still come nxt week.
OR FOR PRAYER GROUP.
YAYYYYY. cya later.
Friday, February 20, 2009
yeah i love my ipodd cos it has christian songs now.. ^^^
anyway today was quite stupid lols
came to sch - class got owned my ants -.-
after tt - had to bring jav's file to him at ny bus stop >.<
consortium assembly - crap.. everyone was mugging
lit - TEST, screwed up T.T
ihc - went through thai crap
chem - TEST, quite okay
eng - lee kwan yew presentation!
maths - as usual slack
OUR CLASS GOT OWNED BADLY. all cos of a few crappy ppl nvr throw food away properly.. haiz. sianz.. i brought jav file to him at ny bus stop.. all cos he had to let his father sign some crap.. made me walk in the opp direction -.- i felt weird. consortiun assembly basically was realli crap. lit test was crapped.. i didnt finish my essay T.T.. ihc we learnt some crap on what thai ppl did blah blah. chem test was okay.. most of the previous post didnt come up. ohya.. during recess i filled the whole whiteboard with my muggingness. eng we all became politicians and argue like crap lol. maths was slack!
I PASSED MY SGT CAPE. YAYYY. now for staff sgt. today was the best npap training so far - COS WE FINALLY GOT RID OF OUR BATONS, now is GOH CONTINGENT RIFLES! bleh they didnt draw enough rifles for the whole contingent.. end up nd take turns. eh wow the rifle not light eh.. 4.5kg nia. I CANT DO RUSOK PROPERLY YET.. bleh the strength req to throw tt rifle is soooo sianz. anyway its jus so funn to go back to rifle drill.. im much more used to it alrdy yay. ohya we actually dismiss at 6pm ^^ its slack.. and since i live soooo near HTA, i reach home at abt 6.30 XDD.
SOOOO. i dunno wad to say nowz. okay i rmb wad God told be today, or what he reminded me of. Suffering. When Jesus was hanged on the cross, he had actually quoted from Psalm 22, where he had asked God where he had went, for God to end the suffering. This happened yesterday, when he let me let it all go. Now this suffering belongs to God! YAY NO MORE SUFFERING.
dear all, i will be going to church at abt 1pm tml. i will be doing mainly maths.. and possibly start on my water bap testimony.. cos i have only 1 week to get it done. anyway i dont think that i want to use a prepared script for my testimony. gahhh anyways i will know what to say - and prepared one will supress my addiction to preaching, since i will have such a big congregation for me ^^. anyways cya all tml.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
k since im almost done with mugging.. lemme use blogging to record my work! since im recieving songs now.
Chapter 1
Solubility of salts - heck cfm can rmb
Reactivity series - K,Na,Ca,Mg,Al,Zn,Fe,Pb,H,Cu,Ag,Au
Reactions - A+B=S+W, A+M=S+H, A+C=S+CO+W, Al+Am=S+Amg+W, Ppt, Disp, CH+O2=CO2+H2O
Lime -> CaO
Limewater -> Ca(OH)2 (aq)
Slaked Lime -> Ca(OH)2 (s)
Limestone -> CaCO3 (s)
Caustic soda -> NaOH
Caustic potash -> KOH
Chapter 2
Purity - Bp,Mp,1 spot on chromatogram
impure - BP+, MP-
seperation methods
1. filtration 2. seperating funnel
3. sublimation 4. crystallization
5. evaporation to dryness 6. distillation
7. fractional distillation 8. chromatography
advantages of chromatography
1. needs a low amt of sample 2. complex mixtures
3. for difficult to melt/distill mixtures
app of cromatography
1. detect unpermitted stuff in food
2. detect drugs 3. detect crap in pesticides etc
Chapter 3
ACID - ionises to produce H- ions
weak acid (organic) - ionises partially
strong acid (mineral) - ionises completely
dibasic - 2 H+ ions, Tribasic - 3 H+ ions
Phy prop
1. sour taste 2. electrolytes
3. effect on indicators
chem prop
1. a+b=s+w 2. a+m=s+h
3. a+c=s+co+w
uses of acids
hcl - remove rust
h2so4 - remove rust, electrolyte in car batts, fertliser/detergent/plastics
hno3 - fertiliser, explosives
BASES - accepts a H+ ion from acid to form s + w
metal o2, metal OH, Nh3+s
Alkalis are bases that ionise to form OH- ions
Physical prop
1. bitter taste 2. soapy feeling
3. electrolyte 4. effect on indicators
Chem prop
1. b+a=s+w 2. al+am=s+amg+w
Uses of bases
1. neutralise gases 2. neutralise lakes
3. lower acidity of soil 4. make soaps and detergent
5. toothpaste to neutralise acids
Indicators
litmus - red blue
universal - red green violet
methyl orange - red orange yellow
phenolphthalein - colourless pink
scr. meth orange - violet grey green
Oxides
basic - CaO,FeO,MgO
acidic - SO2,NO2,CO2
amph - ZnO,PbO,Al2O3
neutral - H2O,NO,SO
SALT is compound formed when H+ are replaced
types - acidic, normal, anhydrous, hydrated
CuSO4 blue white
FeSO4 green white
Na2CO3 white white
CoCl2 red blue
Preparation of soluble salt
1. metal + acid 2. acid + s. base/carbonate
3. Titration - use of indicator and pipette
Prep of insoluble salt
1. ppt
2. isoluble compound
Prep of salts using direct comb. of reactants
USES
1. silver salts for photo films
2. ammo. salts for fertliser 3. FeSO4 as medicine.
THERES STILL 3 TABLES BUT I THINK IVE SPAMMED ENOUGH.
NOTE - ALL OF THE ABOVE CAME FROM MEMORY.
God answered my prayers - I asked for it to end, and it has.. in a way.
really tired now.. trying to mug for lit and chem tml.
anyways.. alot happened today.
ihc - same
lit - writing lit essay is the same as expo..
eng - com lab lesson.. haiz
chem - okay.
phy - YAY 83% FOR TEST 2ND IN CLASS AGAIN
maths - slack
chi - ying yong wen
okay i slept early ytd cos i was uber tired. got shocked when i woke up and saw the sms XDD. nvm.. ihc was lame.. finally managed to finish the movie. lit was okay.. didnt noe essay in lit was the same as expo -.-. eng did nth at com lab lesson.. someone went sp's blog to tag crap. chem was fine.. got 10/10 for quiz 5 but abit useless. phy was uber happy ^^.. even though i wasnt really 2nd cos 3 ppl got the same marks as me.. but im still happi. maths slacked through the lesson cos i completed my work in advance. chi was okay for the first time.. dunno why i could write enough for ying yong wen.
I really dont know what to say now. However, I did recieve some prophetic word - that today is the very day. I didnt know for what then, but it has already happened. I hope that I do not have to dwell on it, but it has grown no better. God showed me a vision relating to a new beginning - There are just too many areas it could apply to. I need Him to tell me more. I have to face the facts, I do not want to live in ambiguity. For what has happened had no effect, the distraction it brings grew. Let it end.
OMG COM LAB LESSON
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
today was okay.
ihc - anna and the king again
lit - go through her dreams
assembly - yay we skip nyaa bronze to silver
chi - we did real crap
math - got back test and slacked
eng - presentations
wahhh ihc test is on week 9 fri.. got so much time to mug XDD.. and everyone supported the idea of using a chi lesson to cont watching the movie lol. lit was fine.. but i nd to start mugging alrdy, dont really get the idea of the story. assembly was crappy.. nyaa briefing and some talk on hci's holistic education.. i slept XDD. i dont even rmb wad we did for chi, was srsly boring. maths got back our tests.. and i slacked through out the lesson - cos i alrdy self-mugged the topic in advance. eng was jus crap.
YAYYY EM MING U BETTER COME AND BRING UR FRENS ON MON. yay first grp to be inv to pm. and we have recieved news about pastor dom's father passing away. 2 points for today. first, the issue on death - actually there is no such thing as death. death is only a word used to describe the absence of the holy spirit in someone, and therefore does not recieve the blessing of eternal life. As long as we have God, death is never something at all. second, how a legacy is made. pastor dom's father will always be remembered as the man who brought up pastor dom, who raised a son who later became a true man of God. But most importantly, God knows who he is, and he was sent to heaven for he had fufilled his God-given purpose and therefore we honor his decision to follow God - this is already a legacy, the highest legacy of walking in the path of the LORD. and the wake services begin today at 8pm, so lets jus join in them in the best way we can - prayer.
OKAY. that was really sad news. BUT, he is still living in heaven! anw STOP BUGGING MI ON WHO SHE IS! i have my reasons.. i know that i shld account this, but not this matter - yes i will still tell bro darren. AND NO HINTS TOO.. cos i noe that ur not stupid and u can figure it out easily. haha dont try to pressure me, cos i noe wad will happen XDD. anyway im starting to feel that service haveing less effect on me.. I WAN MORE. yay got pm coming up.. hey pray for it nxt mon.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
I HAVE AgI AND PbCl2 CRYSTALS!! too bad mine quite little.. and difficult to see the agi cos its silver.
PE went weights room - do some crap~ (YAY I CAN DO 5 CHIN-UPS)
dble chem went lab - WHERE I GOT THE CRYSTALS~
PHY - ms tan forgot to bring test papers.. dunno if can get A1 T.T
dble chi - CRAP.
after sch - do nth.
sec1 camp briefing - wasted my time to stack back -.-
PE was quite stupid actually.. go weights room.. do crap. i tried chin-ups and yay i did 5~ up from 2 not long ago ^^. dble chem was prac spammage! anion test.. and yay we get to filter the nice crystals and keep them~ actually my AgI crystals are very little.. and part of it is crapped up by the PbCl2.. which i also got quite little T.T.. i didnt filter properly cos no time. gahhh phy was anticipating my marks.. haiz.. ohya javier got owned keep shouting ans till ms tan wanted to tape his mouth (childish XDD.) dble CHI - STUPID HONYP. sec1 camp briefing was jus a 15min crap. waste my time.. and GAHHH I HAVE NPAP TRAINING AFTER I COME BACK FROM CAMP. i think ill fall out on that day XDD.
today i didnt really hear from God, but really.. its impossible to have no messages at all from God. If I actually chose to look deeper, which I did today - there will be really alot from God that we can hear. Actually I dont write about everything that I can tell from what I hear from God, cos I prefer application, so I write more about how it is used in our lives. okays its not easy to get ppl to prayer group, all i nd is 2-3 ppl! and boonjin said - let me talk - not just because i seem quiet means i cant preach! - actually too much XDD.
soo.. lemme talk abt other subjects before chi. maths avg A1, and is dble weightage.. Lit usu i can get A2/B3.. Eng B3/B4.. Chem A1/A2.. Phy A1/A2.. SS B3/B4. SOO ABT CHINESE. lets see the marks for zuowens and lijies so far. (in chronological order) 25/70, 17/40, 8/20, 11/20.. lets calc the avg - 43.2% cool~ (actually nth to be sad abt, im at the class standard liaoz - ITS HONYP) and chi test doesnt look good - but as long as i pass~~ GOT ACE. ohya.. abt what sp says. hmmm.. its better if u dont know~~ really.
Monday, February 16, 2009
today.. boring~
dble phy - did prac (forgot to pray for ny pm XDD.)
ihc - anna and da king~
dble maths - 38 UPON 40 FOR TEST YEAHHH 2ND IN CLASS (prc first)
dble eng - 22/30 for 1st draft, wrote final expo, like all cfm A1 de
I actually totally forgot abt the pm going on in ny when i was doing practicals -.-.. i feel badd. nvm anna and da king was crappy. IM NOT GOING TO BE THE HWA CHONG BOY IN IGNYTE ANYMORE. yay kent's coming cos he can ^^. abt maths test.. actually i only got 34.. but awesome bonus qn made it 38. all the 6 marks are careless mistakes XDD. and angcc made us write reflection lol.. like doing TAWG XDD. eng was stupid.. steven alrdy had 24 for the draft.. A1 le wad to edit lol.
AFter SCH!. boon jin slowly explain to me da process of creating a prayer grp.. which does have logic in it actually.. tell me abt evangelism, my reply - i got saved through SE, and iv done it before too XDD. actually only the instructions i cared to remember, and the fact that sp told her that i wanted to be a MISSIONARY!? lol wadevr XDD. alot of the things she told me i noe liaoz.. tts why sp class is really good. But the real significance of this - God answered how. And when we ended in prayer, I heard from God - I will be with you and pour out my love into your generation, for you chose to stand that gap. All i have to do now - TRUST IN HIM.
other than that - IHE, chem test on friday. IHC i think next thurs. I jus love maths, can someone give me qns to do?
YAYYYYYYY i got 38/40 for my maths test.
and omg everyone wants to kill me.. but wait the prc got 40.
hahas met with boon jin the auntie jus now.
talked alot of crap.. most of which i learnt from sp class alrdy.
but the main point.. God told me that he will be with me.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
im gonna emo. for no particular reason.
i cut my hair.. and it looks like crap.
but i dont care~~ for God doesn't care.
^^ im happy now. my bro is getting gay.
red watch, red specs, red shoes.. omgz.
ohya the shoes are actually ladies one.
and the full-stops are soo cool.. same.
my life is getting srsly boring.. haiz.
i feel like joining steven for tutionz.
but i prefer self-mugging cos it ownzz.
wadeva.. i think im talking crap heree.
okay guess my immediate reaction when i read the tags.
nvm. i have only 3 christian songs in my ipod.
Higher, Hallelujah, To Another Level. - all downloaded from ignyte web.
aiya one day buy some cds from funky-b.
no comments on the next tag.. but tt was the one i srsly laughed abt.
HAHA I DONT HAVE TUTION. i self study other crap.
abt the title... yea TAWG is getting scary for me.
because i wanted to start reading the bible again.
which meant i have like ALOT of messages from God.
that i wont be able to write them all down..
so i wrote in summarized form.. and im scared i forget the details.
if i wrote the full thing.. it can stretch to 3-4 pages.
today was scary enough.. i could get 5 messages in a chapter..
plus 2 or more from my life. summarised XDD.
anyway sp did u have to announce to everyone abt it...
i guess it would be a matter of time before i explode - of the irony in this.
oops im making it obvious.
gahhh anw im meeting the pm leader tml.. -.-
JOEL IS BORED.
I am healed already. For God's love can never ever be surpassed my any love that this world can give me.
Better is one day in your courts
than a thousand elsewhere;
Psalm 84:10
Why, a thousand times of the love that I seem to be longing for, cannot compare to the love that is within me? We must remember this, for God's love is all we need. Today, God reminded me - Do not forget my purpose in life for you. I will not keep the joy to myself, for I know I have been called to lead Trinity to his Glory.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
today's service was quite crappish.. for the first time. but its only the way pda preached. God had created Eve for Adam for a purpose - so that we may not be alone. However, the world interprets this wrongly, this is why we choose to follow God. This is why we choose to consecrate ourselves. It is important to know.. that we cannot bow down to the ways of the world.. for it is God who is our Adonai.. and we cannot compare ourselves with the world, for it is only God who we want to follow. My body is the temple of God. With this, I can really, finally tell God - Despite my past, I have chosen to follow you and lead a clean life.
I do not wish to share meaningless parts. But there is one thing that I will keep to, that I will not keep any secrets at all. I know that I have to be ready before a relationship, so I commit to not having any.. until God has given his blessing. Pray that I will have God's strength is believing in what he told me.
Since i will not keep anything in secret.. I will reveal something. I asked God,"Is she really the one in my life?" and the answer, well was revealed before,"Yes, but not now." I do not know, but my heart is really crying out loud.. I do not know anymore. It has come back.. but I know.. I have God.
It will be difficult. But from now on.. I live by the word of God. To love is what I am purposed for, and I will never forget, the day I recieved his true blessing - a true life of HIS purpose. Thank you all for praying for me, but my heart is too confused to comprehend anything now.
so i pon-ed cip today. XDD.
anyways ALOT happened ytd.
chi discussion was pure crap.
ihe was teacher going mad.
chi was crap - i cant rmb lol
chem was fun cos of quiz
eng was nth
maths test was superr fun.
everyone was crapping in the discussion lol. lit teacher got mad when we did crap hw.. honyp i dont rmb lol.. chem quiz was ok.. eng some lame discussion.. maths test i dunno why.. but everyone say realli difficult and cannot finish paper.. but after i finished bonus qn i still had slack time.
npap training was sianzz. but the food there is realli good. it feels good to noe that hci is owning other schs XDD. and now my left arm is like aching like crapp.. superrr sian. after training chionged to church.. FOR LOVE ME NOW! on da way i tot noone was coming.. but then damian, kent and edwin came.. YAY. aww sadded.. we came late so we missed the entire drama part.. so they didnt give their lives to Christ.. but kent was alrdy a believer - lol i didnt noe.
sooo for today ill be going there early! dont worry nth will happen. tadas im going off now~ cya all later.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
CHING ZHI XIANG!!!!!!
hope that ur parents let me bid u farewell on sat..
Lets all observe a min of silence for our fellow BSP schoolmates who are leaving for BSC in China.
pls pls pls ur parents let u come.
anw i cant get anyone to come on fri.. cos i cant bring them there!!!
but as i said.. i can get the ny ppl!!!
wabe pls come... XDD.
anw i nd to slp alrdy.. cos tml got npap training.. and my bro went to buy roses - OMGGGGZZZ!
today jus killed my brain.
ihc - crap
ihe - crap
eng - 33/50 for compre
chem - crap
phy - test
maths - do own stuff (dao teacher going through crap)
chi - zuo wen
ihc was just some stupid presentations on thai crap. and mrs tay let us choose wad country we wanted to be tested on - obv thailand.. so easy to mug. ihe presentation on "her dreams".. but the most meaningful was the verse at the start ^^. eng steven got the highest for compre -.-.. im not gd at answering qns. chem was jus going through the old acid, bases salts crap. phy test was ok.. only 1 or 2 qns dunno - the tag wasnt by me. maths i was doing the later exercises myself XDD. chi zuo wen was stupid.. everyone starting dunno wad to write lol.. but dunno how we managed to finish.
wow sp.. u use sch com to taggy? and i knew u were from rosyth alrdy lol. of cos its cool when God leads us to a particular verse. ohya.. i bought a A4 size notebook for TAWG today.. dun worry its not too small for me to spam. XDD. crap.. i actually dont like how God speaks to me - oops. even though it fits my character perfectly. today i recieved A FEW messages from God. and each message i have to spend lots of time trying to interpret them.. muggerish style.
1. God reminded me of this saying - Love thy Sinner but not thy Sin. this basicaly means not to have unforgiveness in one.. doesnt apply much to me.. but i noe its for u and ur sis.
2. God gave me a vision.. dunno how to say here. but i knew that he meant - as long as you are faithful to me, you will be rewarded.
3. This one is really confusing.. but quite a confirmation of what he said - Yes, but not now. sry i cant share the question i asked.
4. This message is truly the one that impacted me. When i tried to interpret how God had appeared to me - i felt his prescence and then i felt as if was taken away. I gave up and asked God. This is the message - Tomorrow, I will pour out my love into your generation, and I will open their hearts as you have loved them just as I did. I will bless tomorrow with my prescence.
the 4 interpretions totally wracked my brain. lucky phy test is over or explode alrdy. haha i dont take bio. TML IS MATHS TEST.. 1hr test and ms and call us prepare 8 pieces of paper? OMG.. anyway.. lemme filp to my bible. here it is.. connected to first point.
O my Strength, I watch for you;
you, O God, are my fortress, 10 my loving God.
God will go before me
and will let me gloat over those who slander me.
But do not kill them, O Lord our shield, [a]
or my people will forget.
In your might make them wander about,
and bring them down.
For the sins of their mouths,
for the words of their lips,
let them be caught in their pride.
For the curses and lies they utter,
consume them in wrath,
consume them till they are no more.
Then it will be known to the ends of the earth
that God rules over Jacob.
Psalm 59:9-13
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
o.O seems im going mad about doing cip. but wadeva.
sec 1 camp helper during sabattical week (oh noes i missed my chance to learn drums BUT NEXT TERM)
smile :) wad a name for a cip project
and the last one.. (quite suprising actually to sp)
tutoring students in science at rosyth pri sch. XDD.
ohya.. ppl were niaoing me and steven during assembly talk on awards.
but then.. both OSA and AREA nd to have at least disticntion in pday.. but no 1 doing this year T.T..
and ya seems like God led me to that chapter.. realli awesome that it was the same chapter.
if u dun understand the title go check dictionary.
today was jus LAME!
1st period - watch IHC movie!
2nd period - stupid Lit discussion!
3,4th period - assembly with no boring stuff!
5th period - Chi tt i used to do maths!
6th period - maths go through hw but i noe alrdy so i do the higher lvl ones!
7th period - HITLER presentation!
after sch - ENG BLOCK TEST!
(didnt include recess)
okayzz.. watched anna and da king.. quite stupid. assembly was funnn.. cos we slacked through the skit by other ppl.. music appreciation was fun cos finally get to sing some nice songs. we're doing remainder and factor theorem.. and iv finished self mugging! planning on doing ace on binomial calculation XDD. HITLER is lame. eng test was ok.. spent 30min doing nth. THE SUMMARY IS ONLY FROM 5 PARA. lol cant find points.
okay i heard from God today on 2 things.. the first one is why im relishing now. its regarding what's been bothering me and is still bothering me. I DONT WANNA EMO.. anyways, this is what he said - Yes, but not now. heyyyy i noe its vague since u dont even noe what im talking abt so too bad XDD.
2nd thing.. something i felt i had to do. sp share this with ur sis. actually the verse is self-explainatory, but ill say sth abt it. God NEVER leaves His servants to fend for themselves. When we are going through hardships, God will definitely do something about it. Never will he do nothing, but to us is might seem so when we do not see it coming. I shall let the verses speak to you.
The eyes of the LORD are on the righteous
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
the face of the LORD is against those who do evil,
to cut off the memory of them from the earth.
The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
A righteous man may have many troubles,
but the LORD delivers him from them all;
he protects all his bones,
not one of them will be broken.
Evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
The LORD redeems his servants;
no one will be condemned who takes refuge in him.
Psalm 34:15-22
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Me soft spoken? ya i agree lols.
wait till u see my retardedness.
btw wad u mean by open?..
like talk more? wad to talk abt!? XDD.
ehhhhh. 15m 8s is E lei.. 15m 20s is fail lor..
Gold for me i siannnn.. hav to train abit.. 5 station easy de (im doing inc. pullup).. nd to be at most 12m 49s for C in 2.4km run. each lap 2m 8s.. 100m in 32sec.. 3m/s tts siannnnnnn.
142nd post alrdy! today:
2.4 running and my timing - 15m 8s (happi happi de)
Chem got punished cos didnt do finish (when i dunno how)hw.. tt was why i had to copy the 13 pages of notes.
Phy "Ur will do very well in the test" ohnoes.. i have to mug.
Chi was jus test.. managed to fnish the paper anyways.
After sch chem teacher had to go through some crap.. but dismissed exactly at 2.45 lol.
met sp and the pm leader at poolside.. did nth actually.
MUG. hahas i copied the 13 pages alrdy.. in less than 2 hrs! (its word for word)
ok ima go gym train someday.. but not now cos got tests. and shawn wong is srsly going to get himself into depression someday.. ill do sth. and steven is srsly muggerish.. mug cello not enough.. go mug horoscope. lol he has one in his phone. eh.. im really sian now. eng compre how to mug.. anyway i made a mistake in the binomial calculation 0+0=1 is wrong.. shld be 0+0=2. EH CAN SOMEONE COME FOR LOVE ME NOW? difficult to inv ppl in a sch with a persecuting principal.
Ok.. so the main event that's coming up.. Love Me Now - together with valentine's day. pst - anyone anticipating my actions.. stop it. When you put God into the picture of valentine.. love is everthing. One may feel that if nothing is done, the day would be meaningless.. but no, God loves us the most of all. Jus as i said, God is a God who sees our pain - El Roi. May we recieve God's love and blessing this valentine's.
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
John 3:16
these few days have been full of retardedness.
hahas met sp and the auntie boon jin not too long ago.
and i finished copying 13 pages of chem notes.. and my hand wants more!
ohya chi test was ok. i guessed all 10 qns of the zhong he tian kong.
tml eng block test, thurs phy.. but ill pass! XDD.
Monday, February 9, 2009
phy pratical.. ihc presentation.. maths remainder and factor theorem.. eng do compre and listen to ipod.
ohya maths.. i didnt bother listening to angcc going through the misc exercise.. i jus go and do the new theorems myself.. and they were actually easy ^^. peter gilbert becomes lamer and lamer.. he let us listen to music as long as theyre not american music lol. after sch i went to lot 1 macs to meet my bro there and his hcjc fren. actually i go there extra onli. nvm finished almost all of the maths hw alrdy lol. the situation in the j1s are interesting actually.. or you would call it wierd. anyways the ppl who get into hcjc from other schs cant actually adopt to how we behave lols.
Following up on what happened in sat's FUEL and service, I don't know why, but the main issue always isn't me. BUT, God is El Roi, the God who sees, the God who knows what we are going through. Yes, God just spoke to me, and I believe it applies directly to my case. Though I may be prepared, I have not asked God to prepare the school for his reign. I know that I still need to pray for myself, yet God always tells me to help the lost. But, I know my God is El Roi, he knows. Other than that, he is also Adonai, who is the true master of my life, he is the one who controls everything happening to me. For now, my faith has forever been renewed in him.
Why, I felt as if my heart was filled with light when I realised something. All I've done so far.. I thought it was for naught. But God made me see, he gave me vision beyond my eyes.. and I saw. I saw my efforts all falling into place. May this verse change your heart just as it has changed mine.
Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love,
for I have put my trust in you.
Show me the way I should go,
for to you I lift up my soul.
Psalm 143:2
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Ehhhhs. i forgot to add sth tt happened ytd.
bro alson said - how can 0 + 0 = 1????
me say - BINOMIAL CALCULATION. XDD.
lols tts uni level maths. tts all i noe anyway. 1+1=0 too.
Today me and bro went shopping~~ and FAIL..
anyways.. i didnt have anything i needed to buy.. but vanka failed alot.
he wanted to buy a bag which cfm wont look nice on him.. and shoes tt would have a 0.1 * 10^-100 probability of being found.
we found the bag, but the shoes were cfm cannot find. FAIL.
Andd im sian. haiz.
anyway sp the person said tt a ex-hc boy will contact me, but until now havnt. so dunno~~ but will do sth soon.
one of them is a tracker, but the other shld be following him.
AHH so much happened today - lets go through it in chronological order.
pangseh-ed my bro who was sleeping and went church early to mug.
finished my lit there, had quite alot of free time to do nth.
FUEL was combined today, and we had a superr stupid game. RETARDEDNESS.
"After cross-refering (ur heard as researching).." "WOOOOAAAAAHHHHH".. okay, cant u take abit of chimistry from a mugger?
God has soooo many names! and they all mean something great!
when i entered the LT, i knew today was really going to be different.
Pre-service prayer was superr.. will mention more later.
Service was OWNAGEEEE with communion too!
Altar-call was awesome!! dont worry a whole para will be used for this.
bus journey onli took 30min.. yay.
I was the latest to arrive - no. 129
I missed the lou hei.. but nvm..
I won a crappy myuk pencil box.. which my bro will use -.-
SONG KEN ACTUALLY WON A IPOD TOUCH.
okay, on to what actually did made a difference in my life. as i walked into the LT, i felt the atmosphere change, i knew today wasn't any service, it was a service that would change me. In contrast to what P.Da said that we shld step out of my comfort zone, i felt that i didnt have any at all, i was trying to pull others out. Altar-call, where i chose to renew my relatioship with God, and let him make me realise what i had to do. Halfway through, my heart was heavy, and i was sad. i didnt know why, until i made the choice to step out, and i knelt down. bro kaf prayed for me, and yes, they will have open hearts to what i share. but it wasnt the change i expected. it came later.
After service, i went to hci. when i waited a the bus stop, someone approached me, skaing for money. obv i gave, but i was limited to what i could. in my heart i gave what i could most, my utmost blessings from God. Later then I had learnt that by giving without expecting anything in return, God will give you more than you can handle. Thank you Lord for the people who have helped me in this time of need, that the have helped me make a difference in hci for me. I do hope that every oikos that we have invited will come, and dont stop praying. Now I have 2 people coming or the event from hci, but i cannot send them, so i will need help.. i know that God will send that help, but anyways, i know that help is here. and.. it is proven that evangelism through attraction works.
Friday, February 6, 2009
I jus finished wrting the IGNYTE question on what is Love to you? Didn't expectto finish it so fast. AND I COULD FIT THE WORDS INTO THE PAPER. haha lol i used 3 pieces to contain everything.
piece 1 - expo writing on spiritual love
piece 2 - cont. writing on worldy love
piece 3 - poem on both (kudos to jiaxian for insp. from his blog)
haha im retarded.
today was funn~~ anyways.. chi discussion was ultimate retardedness for me. since i am the "zhuan jia", i absolutely have no stand to make, im da spoon feeder of info. and bei long gave me 1 ace yay. IHE was quite spammage of hw.. but wadeva ill finish it tml b4 fuel. Chi was really crap.. did maths during lesson. chem was sad again.. made a careless mistake in quiz T.T.. Eng basically was do nth and spam ppl blog period.. and most tagboards auto-banned the sch ip. double maths was OWNAGE.. i finished the assignmnt first!! maybe the prc finished faster but i won steven hehe. then after tt chionged for npap training liaoz..
We got owned. marcos goh mistook the message tot the training was at acs but it was at hta.. but lucky dorje save us ^^ when we first reached there, some other ppl commented - eh why ur change ur shirt until so ugly (cai hong liang face there). lol. THE TRAINING WAS SRSLY SLACK. we did some lame static drills.. then 4PM.. tea break~~ until 4.45PM. and somehow it reached 5.45 jus by doing some turning and hentaks. really a few superr funny parts abt the CIs and commandants. THE WAY THEY SHOUT.. superr funny. sedi....YYYYAAAAA! lol. is really funny.. cant show it here. then at the end.. the commandant - CADETS, MOVE IN AN ORDERLY MANNER!.. MANNER!.. MANNER!.. lol.. the echo was awesome.. and someone said.. manner? hahahas.. ahh sad we'll be doing supp. cont. drills for a few trainings before can get to do drill with da real m16 rifle T.T.. i cant wait lol. NPAP yay..
things abt tml and next week.
Tomorrow games was cancelled cos too many ppl cant make it.
Tomorrow I nd to chiong to hci after service.
Next week friday i have npap training again - means ill be really late for lmn, maybe at 8pm.
ill still come early to mug if my bro doesnt hinder me.
looking foward to mugging in hans, FUEL and service!.
Here is a trustworthy saying:
If we died with him,
we will also live with him;
if we endure,
we will also reign with him.
If we disown him,
he will also disown us;
if we are faithless,
he will remain faithful,
for he cannot disown himself.
2 Timothy 2:11-13
anything in my tag board from 11.20 - 12 is all spam.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
"He who listens to you listens to me; he who rejects you rejects me; but he who rejects me rejects him who sent me." Luke 10:16
I couldnt resist blogging again when I came across this verse.
"The one who listens to us listens to God; the one who rejects us rejects God; but the one who rejects God rejects us who sent God."
This really applies when we talk about God to our friends. We must recognize that whn we speak to them about God, it is God speaking to them through us. So if they reject us, they actually reject the love of God. And when they do reject God, they are rejecting us at the same time. This emphasizes the need in which we want to convince our oikos to accept Christ.
Actually there are many meaningful verses in Luke 10, this is just one.
zz.. sch's becoming fustraing for me. i got 13/20 for chem quiz this time.. almost all careless mistakes.. tot Ag was 2+.. realli worried abt tml's quiz.. cos most of it i dun really get it. nvm.. abt today. IHC i blanked out while trying to get OP.. IHE was better.. presentation wasnt fail. recess.. went to jc side and saw a few of my bro's frens.. anyway i fasted recess and lunch. gilbert was lame.. had a min of silence cos his team lost in football. end up ivan spammed on this blog.. still can be seen. chem.. got back quiz. phy.. did some crap. maths.. did the superr sian roots again.. and i finished it in sch. hehe. chi go write ying yong wen again. this time shldnt be tt bad. and tml im panellist and i dunno wad to do yet. ahh. now lemme share on crap before moving onto the better stuff.
i mug by copying. heh tts why i like the way mrs chua punishes us.. COPY.
i have a eng expo writing due by tml. but ive planned alrdy.
i hate doing hw at home.. yes i noe its contradicting.
my wow prepaid is expirng in 3 days.. yay i wont get tempted anymore.
steven said tt my new specs pei wo de xing ge.. which one?
this sat i have to chiong to sch after service.. for npcc ard.
PbI2 is yellow, Fe(OH)3 is red-brown, Fe(OH)2 is green, Cu(OH)2 is blue. rest are white.
Combustion = CxHy + O2 --> CO2 + H2O
okkk ill stop mugging for now. i think my bro will die in dance according to sp. he cant take ppl scolding him for no reason. You dont really need to know my prob.. cos its actually superr simple.. and when chris reads this he might be laughing. I know how great love actually is, and I do agree that it is God's greatest gift for us. To let you know abit more about what im facing now.. it contains LOADS OF IRONY. actually iv accounted it to many ppl. Pray that I can bring more ppl to L.M.N. cos tts the only way i can relax. Fasting did have effect, cos he renewed the faith in me when I prayed and looked back at the past few days. Sorry all for emoing alot. I saw that God did alot in my life, just tt i didnt see. to tell the truth i dont actually mug.. jus tt i like to do maths qns for fun.
He answered: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind'; and, 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'"
"You have answered correctly," Jesus replied. "Do this and you will live."
Luke 10:27-28
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
haiz schs getting boring. u see every post i say nth much happened.. cos really nth happened. 1 month has alrdy passed.. 11 left. anyways abt today.
IHC - discussion~
IHE - discussion~
Assembly - discussion~ and other crap
Chi - became zhuan jia for fri's panel discussion
Maths - go through exercise which onli 1 qn dunno
Eng - doing some project on ldrs.. with zcw and ivan..
after sch - crap abit.. went to get my new specs.
How fun do ya think tt is lol.. my life is superr sian! but theres a few fun things.. me and zihao are now co-photographers for npcc events.. and im srsly planning to learn drums. ohya.. my bro went into acjc.. and hes about to join the dance society there. o.0
and hc 90th anniversary seems to be crappy.. cos im marshalling.. and cool they nd to use the carparks of both nygh and njc. T.T i cant go for service on tt day. tml's temp. taking! rmb to bring thermometer or waste $6.50!.. anything else.. yes. TESTS ARE INCOMING. but nth much if i mugggg. and i do have the time for tt. sooo.. its eng, phy then maths nxt week.
and ohnoes. i havnt read the bible for a long time. im still stuck at 1 chron. and im still counting down.. 9 days to Love.Me.Now. and 24 days to my water baptism. anyways ignyters have you honored God in this week? and sp wads with calling harold herod?
YAY. jus recieved a sms from harold tt were having games again before fuel!!!! 11am o.O.. tts when i used to reach b4 i needed to bring my bro along. sp hope u can join us this time!.
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
1 Timothy 4:12
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
haiz today as usual was superrr slack. pe went cardio room.. went to test out the optimum running spd for training which is 164heart rate.. but my heart imba de. starting 140 liao.. jump to 180. so i dunno. XDD. other than tt.. nth much. ohya honyp is really.. haiz. even failed steven for little bit of li ti.. acutally is nvr li ti lor.. aiya i fail also cfm de. my whole spiritual life he doesnt even understand. fighting for marks = salting honyp. AHHHH tts superr scary. and i emoed all the way until weibo came. and superr gd opportunity.. the class onli got me and weibo.. so i used the com to on my worship songs XDD. and yah invited liaoz but dunno.. pls come~~. im collecting my new specs tml. its pure white and actually looks nerdish and gay. but wadeva.
anyways.. i hope that my the feeling in me will end soon. as it has left a deep scar in me, God has helped to heal it by giving me the heart for my generation. however, i know that this cannot carry on.. it has to end. the question now emerges.
How will it end?
yet i try to occupy myself with the problems my generation face. i dare not face the issue right in front of me. still, i must say.. i will do something. sp, as ur accountabiliy partner, i know that there are things that u do not want to share, but you must let God handle them. There is a difference between what we want and what God wants us to have. We, as his believers choose his purpose for us. That way we can truly recieve his blessing. I know this is contradicting to my case, but we have to surrender our wants to God. My case is complicated, but so is yours. Never let go of him.
lols im still in sch. actually for nth at all. but ill stay for the sake of guiding the lost. for my oikos is still here.
Monday, February 2, 2009
yes, tts whats been bothering me all the time. the reason why i share, is that i do have that belief in eveyone who reads this. these few days, even though i dont seem emo, u can tell that i can hide emotions with my retardedness easily. so.. the more retarded i seem, the more emo i am inside. no, this is not a post of confession. but this is a post where i want to share my past. before God came into my life, i did have a relationship, but as u can see, it went through. i thought that i could live life again with God, which is true. yet.. the feeling has come back. at first i thought i could bear with it and get along with my life. however, what i didnt know is that the feeling grew worse each time i tried to cover it. this post is a step for me, where i can get rid of my emo self. u may ask, why dont i surrender it to God? i shall tell you what happened on the first night of surge camp. I asked God to send me a vision thrugh my dreams, and well, you know what happened. and as valetine's day approches, again i try to supress my feelings with the main importance to inv people to love me now. yet, it is the only solution that works. i can only counter the feeling with the way God has made me. so, i pray that this post has infused a sense of trust. to further tell you the extent i have gone to, this is almost the same as what i have written in my tawg journal. so be it, God has let this love stay, and he will decide for once will it endure like his.
I am confused, my heart is filled with doubt. Yet God is telling me to presevere. I chose to do this cos I choose to have relentless belief. Yet I know I cannot carry on like this. Either God will relief me of this pain by taking it as I surrender it to him, or he blesses it with the endurance that his love has. But so far, God has been giving signs of only the second. I dont know, for I am afraid. Yes, I am afraid of repeating what has already passed. I really dont know, and God hasn't answered, maybe he has, but I am not prepared for it. For anyone who bothered to read the whole thing, I thank you. But there is still much more.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Our 3 male contestants!! 
Who will win the heart of our mystery lady??
Who will YOU be supporting?
JOIN US on 13 Feb 2009, Friday, 6:45pm - 9:30pm, Trinity@Paya Lebar, Level 4 Summit to see who will emerge victorious!
~~
Cmon ppl join me for this vday event that IGNYTE is gonna have! Its gonna be superrr fun!!
Even i dont know whats gonna happen on that day.
but sure its gonna be loads of fun.
Its just fun. FUN.
HAHA ITS GONNA BE REALLY FUN. so pls come.
pls pls. dont say u cant come T.T.. ill cry..
The details are ^^^ there. or u can tell me on msn!
surely we can go there tgt after cca..
and the place is only 4 stops from mrt!
and wow sp u surely will be able to get alot of ppl to come alrdy.
Okays.. other than that. PLS COME. lol... today i bought my ipod~~ yay. but got no cds yet.. jus have to do with the normal chi songs. ohya i couldnt get red cos its only from apple and my father didnt allow me to order online. so bought from lot 1. heeee silver o.O
sp youth for Christ is the organisation tt the person contacted me said she was in. hahaaaas. ill be praying during ur pm XDD.
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
Adobe Photoshop Elements for supernatural abilities
