AHAHAAHA.
zi hao is chairman for assembly tmr.
HAHAHAHA.
okay. today.
pe - NAPFA TEST.
chem - prac.
chi - yazhouzoukan.
math - AHAHAAHA.

pe!!! haha today's napfa test was stupid. the situps were lameee, i did 43 and stop.. waited quite some time xD. then sitandreach. STEVEN WHY YOU FAIL T.T.. hahaha. i got D! IMPROVEMENT! at least i have integrety not to cheat. :P then incpullups. i dun wanna boast, but - IT WAS LIKE NOTHING LAHH. my muscles not pain, its rather the elbow joint lorrr. did 27 cont. then shuttlerun! hahahaha i didnt run properly anw.. got 10.2s i was like HUHH SO GOOD!? then i go check.. A is <10.2s so i got B. im still happy :D then standingbroadjump!!! OWNAGE. i srsly dunno how i did it. i used to jump like 220 arnd there. before my turn i tried - 240+ WHAT. then i go do.. 248cm. OMG HOW DID I DO THAT. i realli dunno. and pple think its scary that my knees touch my shoulders when i jump. AHAHAHA.

BUT. i still get bronze. maybe i go fail my 2.4km. XD.

chem prac was funn.
chi was stupiddd. had to do some 9 line du hou gan crapp. AND OHMY. i gt 15/20 for the yingyongwen i handed in late. and that was the least effort i ever put in.
maths was pratically a failure lesson today. the whole class wasnt listening to ms sun at all. and i actually was smsing above the table lols. hAHAHA today's maths lesson i became uber high for no reason again. :D
HAHAhaHA. oh and btw.. when i went to poolside and saw boonjin.. she was like - oh hi im meeting ____. then i was like - i noe lols. (i didnt say it) then when i was eating - i saw her scoldig you D: quite fierce :O haha but she was like normal after that.
campcraft badge test was stupid.
ill fail.
:D

CRAP FLAG RAISING TMR AGAIN.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

im gonna sleep now
blehhhhh.
AHHHH tmr's napfa test.
crappp.
and campcraft badge test.
crappp.
haiz.

My soul is thristing Lord
to know you as I'm known
I was singing this very song, when it hit me, the true meaning of this line.
To know the Lord, just as he knows us.
To love the Lord, just as he loved us.

Drink from the river
Which flows before your throne
And His solution? The blood of Jesus.
The grace given to us by God, the grace which never fails.
The gifts of the Holy spirit.

That was one of the three messages given to me by God.
Secondly.
A follow-up on the sermon during service.
Something we can truly thank God for - The worst hardship anyone can go through, is to live without God's love in us, to live without the prescence of the Holy Spirit in us.
Therefore, despite any hardship.
Worship Him.
He, who has clean hands and a pure heart
He will recieve blessing from the Lord.
The King of Glory.
Psalm 24

Thirdly.
But never lastly.
God is pushing me foward.
As I read the emb message - YFC volunteers are coming.
Then God came upon me.
The time has come
To stand for all we believe in
Let it be so.

I shall let this post end here.
This is only but a post.
Still,
Im gonna be a history maker
In this land
Im gonna be a speaker
Of truth to all mankind

Joel
The Lord is Willing

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

awesome worship song.
i cant stop singing it at home -.-
HAHAA
nothing much happened today.
though i was quite shocked at the level of ur randomness.
but i can be worse :D
hAHAHA
RAWR!
im bored.
and i dont bother mugging for chem quiz tmr.
AHAHAHA

Lyrics:
Deeper In Love

There is a longing only You can fill
A raging temptest only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throne

Take me deeper
Deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than I've ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

Sunrise to sunrise
I will seek Your face
Drawn by the Spirit
To the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You
A hope that will abide
Here in Your presence
Forever satisfied

Lyrics:
Counting on God

I'm in a fight not physical
And I'm in a war
But not with this world
You are the light that's beautiful
And I want more
I want all that's Yours

Joy unspeakable that won't go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
'Cause my faith is on solid rock
I am counting on God

I am counting on
I am counting on God

The miracle of Christ in me
Is the mystery that sets me free
I'm nothing like I used to be
Open up your eyes you'll see

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

Take me deeper
Deeper in love with you
Jesus hold me close to your embrace

Take me deeper
Deeper than ever before
I just wanna love you more and more
How I long to be deeper in love
- Deeper in love

i will onli be talking about service today, cos it really was a meaningful one. i think pastor andy is really anoited, he really understands alot. soo worship began realli well for me, somehow i felt different today. anyway sang a new song to me - counting on God. a nice song. when pastor andy called out for people, i felt an urge to go down, yet i didnt know why. in the end, i concluded that i only wanted to go down for the sake of doing so. so i stayed at my seat.

At that part, something happened. As we began to sing, I felt that I wasnt singing at all. But rather, I was singing through the Holy Spirit in me. I have never sang like this before, singing with all that I am, really. The sensation is truly overwhelming, just letting everything go, kneel before the Lord, and sing to Him. Now I realise the meaning of worshipping with ALL my heart. i just cant stop talking abt it.

on to the sermon, well. the first 2 points - were an exact repeat of my recent tawg entries. God has acknowledged that I am calling out to Him, that He would grant us strength to be faithful and truthful in Him. but then, there seems to be a last step, which is to hope in the Lord. Let us start hoping in the Lord, to let that fire be ignyted forever.

next, altar call. as i answered the call, God came upon me once again. I only went down, not because I was going through hardships, but rather by the fact that I knew that there will be hardships. God made me for my generation. once again God told me this. I knelt down, and prayed for those around me who were recieving the anoiting of God. I knew it was not about me at all - no leader prayed for me. Yet I know that God gave me that purpose, to serve my generation. And I am more than glad to have God use me to let His work prosper in them. but really, each second at the altar, i would feel for those tearing for God, and be urged to pray for them.

Im counting on God.
let this be the case, forever.
as it is now, may it be everlasting.
for only you know what is good for us.
let us have faith, trust and hope in Him.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

There must more than this
O breath of God, come breathe within
There must be more than this
Spirit of God, we wait for you

Fill us again we pray
Fill us again we pray

Consuming fire, fan into flame
A passion for your name
Spirit of God, would you fall in this place
Lord have your way
Lord have your way with us

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for your name

soooo. today's flag raising wasnt too bad. though the hc flag slipped abit but its fine :D after that was consortium assembly. the only interesting part - pengning was sitting behind me. nahhh he didnt do anything.. but his disclaimer! He isnt chasing after cher. but its abit confusing cher says otherwise so i dunno. xD. ihe - we discussed alot of crap. recess - went to poolside to eat.. then once i came back i saw your blog on the projector screen. dunno wad they were doing anyway. chi - crappp honyp made me do the yingyongwen i didnt hand in >.> and he left 25mins earlier LOL. so yea we slacked for that 25min. chem - atomic structure is a fun topic to learn.. spdf shells are so cool. maths - we are learning the new trigo stuff! and i actually managed to explain the example to the class! npap - OHMY today was the last training before full dress rehearsal. AHHHH. sadded im in the center row T.T.. i wanna be in the perimeter! blehhh.

LOOKING FOWARD TO TMR!!!
yeaahhh i dunno why but I CANT WAIT FOR TMR.
AHAHAAHA. oh and my rehearsal is on next sat.
which means i have to bring my no1. uniform along with me to church.
blehhhh.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

Jesus, in your name we pray
Come and fill our hearts today
Lord give us strength to live for you
And glorify your name

Your name is strong and mighty tower
Your name is shelter like no other
Your name let the nations sing it louder
Cos nothing has to power to save
But your name
- Your Name

i forgot to post on sth ytd, freaking funny. sy was uber funny when we were marching out of hta. he actually held a can of coke (not finished) and marched with that arm swinging. we like cant stop laughing lahhh. WTH.

ihc - ohhh today was op period but i didnt say anything
ihe - blehhh was just reading of the short stories
eng - okayy. i will elaborate later
math - new topic on trigo! actually is jus more of wad we learnt in sec2
chi - crapp. i havnt done my yingyongwen at all.
phy - yay maths formulas.

sooo for eng this is what happened. we went to com lab..then cos zcw not here then onli me and ivan present. end up mr gilber say - this is a good presentation. UNBELIEVABLE. anw on to the next thing. we were supp to find a voluntary org. looking through the list.. i saw ccss(trinity). I WENT UBER HIGH. XDD. steven and duck were calling me to shut up but i couldnt lols. then was like - aiya why didnt do sl project with ccss!?

He is our shelter
He is our strength
Trust in Him

I dont feel like typing -.- go rummage through my archives XD.
and see what i posted on this issue before.
and the message of FAITH was all about this.
i couldnt help but agree with this - WE ARE NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP.
hehhh learnt alot today.
jav pls dun so despo lols.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

Do you want to go to place they call freedom
Do you want to see like the free sea
Do you want to dance in the land they call freedom
Do you want to go,
Do you want to go
Yes I want to go

Jesus come take us to the foot of the cross
where we have been brought now
Freedom in ours
We take it up
We take it up
We take it up

Freedom for a world
Freedom for a generation
Let us call to every nation, come
- Freedom song

today.
crap.
flag raising was cancelled so didnt have to raise flag.
marshaling - pure crap. was stationed at multi storey carpark, totally empty. the onli cars there were hcis rich pple with parents fetching them straight into the school, and the staff themselves. wad a sad thing pn wasnt there, could have talked on our common topic. ((:
our duty ended at like 9!? but then they say, we cannot go until 12. THEN THEY MAKE US DO DRILL. actually i feel it wasnt too bad. why is everyone complaining?

okay skip to npap training now. OMG WTH. THE PREVIEW IS ONLY NEXT SAT. crapp i havnt master all the drills yet.. (rusok throw too high XD) then at the end to training, after changing. we went to buy drinks at vending machine.. and my imba skills, thank you. scammed the machine of one drink. HAHHHA

AND YAY I RECIEVED GOD'S WORD AGAIN.
Tears, of the blood of Jesus Christ
flow from the very depth of my heart, into my body.
It came to me when I was repenting. God really cries when He sees us sin. However, it is through His love for us that made Him cry that also came about the eternal freedom through the price of Jesus's blood. actually this is self-explanatory, but i like the literature use in it XD

WAHHH.
You shocked me when i read the post.
but its gone now.
AHAHHA
FREEDOM FOR A GENERATION!

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

Here we go!
Wo-oh-oh Wo-oh-oh..

Im casting my cares aside
Im leaving my past behind
Im setting my heart and mind on you, Jesus
Im reaching my hands to yours
Believing there's so much more
Knowing that all you have in store for me is good, its good!

Today is the day you have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
I wont worry about tomorrow
Giving you my fears and sorrows
Where you lead me I will follow
Im trusting in what you say
Today is the day

I will stand upon your truth
[echo]
All my days I'll live for you
[echo]
- Today is the Day

YES. TODAY IS THE DAY.
but i shall not rmb the embarassing parts of today. XD.
pe - bleh. i injured myself.
chem - yay op ownage
chi - crapp
maths - blehh.

so today was stupid and retarded to say.
XD.
blahhh retarded bro wants to fb.

sooo..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
cya all.
TODAY IS THE DAY!

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

I cant believe i actually took ytd's happening so seriously.
blehhh. i guess thats the way i am.

TODAY!
flag raising - CRAP UP!
eng - slack period!
ihc - wao. alot of things didnt noe.
maths - i forgot alot of stuff.
chem - blehh forgot stuff
phy - praticals.

okay.. so today was the first day of sch. AND I WAS THE ONE RAISING THE SCHOOL FLAG. sooo. we went there early - to stone. and i was so freaking tired ifelt like sleeping when i was stoning there. in the end.. the raising was actually quite ok.. but i kinda crapped up when tying the string. onli caused some lag anw. HAHAHA.
eng mr gilbert didnt come
ihc we learnt much on how ownage SG is in the business world.
maths i pratically forgot every log rule.
chem i forgot alot of stuff.
phy was just stupid praticals.

nth much to post anymore.
BLAHHH.
looking foward to tmr ^^

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

This very post, I shall use it to clarfy my thoughts.
I am not willing to let others suffer, so this I tell you Ivan.
I know that I am in the wrong for calling you names you did not want to be called by.
I know that I have offended you through the many times I have defamed you.
I will not take this matter into my own hands anymore.
I hope that things will change for the better.
I know that this could all be for naught.
However, the only thing I need you to understand is, I agape you.
I am sure that you would not want to read on anymore, for you believe this is not worthy of your time.
Yet, I persist.
For it is written,"Love your neighbour as yourself."
I choose to let things go, and acknowledge my mistakes.
I know that He has forgiven me, but what about you?
Are you willing to forgive me for the hurt I have caused?
I know the consequences, it is not worth this friendship.
I am not willing to let this friendship turn sour, for I know that I am in the wrong.
I pray. I pray hard that I can continue to agape you.
Let it be so. Amen.

I shall not try to defend myself anymore.
I know my wrongs.
But at the same time, I do not wish to know yours.
Those are for you to discover, just as I have.
I have to thank you, for this self-realisation.
That I do not heed the hurt done by my actions.
I really want to let the matter rest.

Thank you Lord.
I know this was all part of your plan for me.
Your plan to sanctify me.
For you are Jehovah-M'Kaddesh, the Lord who sanctifies.
You have put me through this, all for the sake of making me all that you want me to be, to fufill my God given purpose.

Jesus take me in your hands
and make me all that you want me to be
Jesus help me understand
my purpose and what you can do through me
fufilling my destiny

okay i will be posting on what happened ytd.
took 67, saw jonas on the bus.
wanted to go poolside to eat but it was closed so we went kap.
then once i reached sch.
i felt i had to tell pengning the scale of his reputation.
then he went freaking high and became uber random.
was superr funny.

thenn cos we were in charge of turf city..
we had slack till 5pm.
dorje dun let us publicise on this so blehhh too bad.
sooo. we had the stupid packet dinner.. and off we went to turf city.
kinda slacked through out.

THEN.. DOUBLE RAINBOW!
most of us were like WAHHHH.
some took photos, i did but nokia phone too lousy.
XD.

but quite siann too. marshal from 5-8 uber boring.
doing the same thing, not interesting cos no commotion.
went back to hci, and we didnt miss the first 2 dishes :D
peng ning was like - arghh i wan go slc table.
then he - ehhh! eat yu ci first. LOL.
then followed him lorr.
rest you shld noe.

blehh.
quite stupid lahh the rest of the day.
and i actually was singing during the marshaling cos it was really boring.
then we were like dismissed at 12+
most pple missed the last bus..
so we went to ezor's house.
and the teachers mr ong and mr tan were nice enough to send us ^^
soo we played dm, bridge, dai di, take turns to fb/blog, and dota.
but in the end i slept at 4am.
HAHA.

sooo. theres nothing much alr.
and things are starting to get bigger...
ohh crapp.
gahhh nothing much happening here anyway.
and now me and pn have common topic lols.

IM AT EZOR'S HOUSE.
hahaaa staying overnight here.
today was a whole day at sch marshaling.
soo dun wan to hog the comp for shen yang to use.

ohhya. pengning almost screwed me today.
and cher was here today.
OHMY.

ohh kk sy is getting screwed now.
blahhh.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

CRYYYY. i cant go church tmr.
anyway today started off STUPID.
went to sch. supp to meet mentor.
then actually cancelled.
CRAPP. GAHHHHHHHH.

dunno why but i dont really feel like blogging about today.
cos basically i WoWed the day away.
i didnt do my hw as posted on facebook.
and your post made me think quite abit.

Though God has blessed me with a really relaxed life.
God made me with a purpose where my neighbour would always be in my mind.
So what if God has given me blessings, what for is its use when others are suffering?
which is why I choose to spend my time helping others.
I have cried for my generation before, and I do not feel any better than those who are going through the real thing.
However, one cannot truly help another in a situation if they are not in it together.
In such a case, God is the only solution.
how deep can this go?
all i can do now is pray, and appeal to whoever who reads this, to pray along with me. that Gabriel would really become what his name means, A Gift from God.
let it be, for the Lord is Willing.

and its actually quite cool that we can use this to give end of the day comments.
without anyone actually going to probe.
so HAHA. pls dont say that >.>
and i prefer having things different.. maybe i shld use it to start the sms sessions.
xD.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

yayyy this is post 200!
quite random.
so for today i shall say.. erm i mean ytd.
was uber for my spiritual life,
but well.. boring in the physical aspect.

okay its late so ill make it a short post.
went for project smile.
pple were planning to go lan..
but i didnt go so everyone didnt go lol.
was on bus 67 when en ming went up the bus..
lol he was going to church..
to clean up the place - SO FUN.
XDD. bascically..
i WoWed the whole day D:

so spiritual life!
I began my worshipping with - Jesus, lover of my soul.. then i ended off with a prayer. which somehow i felt i was not the one saying those prayers, but well, the Holy Spirit. This prayer included alot on giving entirely my whole life to Jesus, which made me move on to another song.

Lord I Give you my Heart. this time the prayer emphasized on IGNYTE alot, about having that flame ignyted in us, that it would never ever end, and that God would be the one and only fuel it can have, and came to an end of - an ignition fanning into flame.

next song - consuming fire. cant really rmb well what i prayed for. just as we sing for the Spirit of God to fall in this place, I was somehow led to the truth that the Holy Spirit would always be there despite anything. and that through whatever hardship, He will come.

last song - You'll come. this was the time i felt God really touching me. I let loose myself, and let him speak through me. As long as you remain faithful in me, as long as your desire to worship stands, there is no way you can fall. For i will always come and deliver you from whatever you are facing.

today, im changed in Him forever.

so.. i actually havnt done my tawg.
but pratically - ill be copying down what i jus typed :D
and my feelings on a chapter.
XD.

going sch to meet pday mentor..
at 12..
haiz.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

IM IN SCH NOW.
waiting for 10.30 to come.
currently alone in the classroom.
haiz.
and YOU seem to be dancing now.
blehh.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

so basically today was full of npcc events.
began with npcc exco meeting.
which the room was UBER COLD.
CIs cald us to remain posture.. but that just couldnt be done.
after that 10 sai kang pple were called.. and i volunteered.
so we went to move loads of paper to the general office.
and really LOADS. i dunno why they have so much gao zhi.
when we got back..

the squad kenna scolded by NCOs and CIs.
all i have to say is..
the rest of the squad, please wake up.
i know there are those who have taken things seriously.
yet there are those who dont.
so wake those crappy people up.
me and the other 5 cadets in NPAP..
have already given CIs from other schs imba drills.
i personally have given a perfect rusok when they called me out to do one.
ezor gave a imba loud slap on hormat.
haiz. squad getting fail.

so we went to have lunch at poolsidee.
and then went to play abit of basketball.
note again - i dun like shooting, prefer passing.
then went for flag bearer training..
and realised the puller does nothing.
and just pulls accordingly.. listens to the looker.
the looker does the most.. (fortunately)
XDD.

today i rmb something extremely impt.
or at least it is to me.
one of these days i rly nd to go out..
and get something nice.
(lol not for me lahh.)
and i think i look srsly stupid/retarded/spastic/crappy in one of my spontaneous pics in facebook.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

Jesus, lover of my soul.
Jesus, I will never let you go.
You've taken me, from the miry clay.
You've set my feet upon the rock, and now I know.

I love you, I need you.
And though my world may fall I'll never let you go.
My saviour, my closet friend.
And I will worship you until the very end.

Worship you, My LORD.
Until the very end..
Worship you, My LORD.
Until the very end..

- Jesus, Lover of my Soul

this song really taught me alot of Jesus, and who He is.
He stands when our world falls, and the only way we can stand..
is to hold on to Him, and never let go of Him.
There is much more to learn from this song, yet it is up to God to give us revelation.

OHMY. i slept and 2am ytd.
WoW is getting the hang of me.
GAHHH. and i woke up at 7am.
went to ICA building to get my replacement ic.
lucky i made my mother follow me.
or else couldnt pay the $100 fee.
and basically the rest of today was uneventful.

BUT I GOT A PHONE ALRDY!
and in fine smsing condition.
so happy.. but its quite an old phone.
wanna get a new one.
i shall be patient and wait for the contract to end this June.
heheehe.

going for npcc meeting tmr..
sianz.
nothing to blog abt now.
off to facebook! cya.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

so today.. alot happened.
and throughout the day this song jus kept ringing in my mind.. and its such a nice song really.
so went to lot1 to meet up with the rest..
went to hta to draw our uniform..
which resulted in further coporalism..
and wow marcus goh wears size 9and 7.
ohmy!

after that went to lot1 for lunch..
then suddenly qing yang called to say that i wasnt in the flag bearers.
and daniel was. then daniel wanted to make me go inplace of him lols.
but im not :D
i didnt wan to go home so i followed sheng yag and zirco to sch..
where everyone was like - go where.
then ended up going to lan.
ohmy i became a bad boy today and went lan.

but i hope that i wont go again.
though i owned again. >.<
but NO. no more dota.

but after that was really funny.
me and jonas becaem uber blur and took 61 instead of 67.
but wadever it goes to bt batok.
haiz.

im having a stomachache noww.
i cant believe it really..
i feel happy still.
-.-

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

YAYY.
this is going to be a random post abt me.
im sadistic. omy.
i mean really. i am though i dun wanna be.
i cant scold ppl properly.
i mean after scolding ill laugh. so its pointless.
im jus too cheerful.
i mean i cant emo cos im too happy.

okay the conclusion.
i gonna be the next cheerful boi.
sounds quite cool actually.
=P

and today's spontaneous i missed sth out actually.
when we were waiting for the rain to stop, we began to sing..
and each time i joined in.. yvette and the others would purposely stop singing.
wadd. why must lemme solo sing.
T.T i dont sing that well do i..

admiring my membership cert now ^^
and my membership no. is 6855 o.O
kks cya all.

today was jus fun.
as in really fun.
i was late when we were meeting at toa payoh mrt.. and i was uncontatable!
and so cool yvette also lost her phone XD.
ate lunch at macs.. and lol i was "bullied" by crystal.
quite stupid actually. but nvm.
all cos i was de secretary.. i didnt nd to carry drinks ^^. went to buy misc stuff.
then that was when i was smsing.. i find noika phones wierd too.
headed the ezra's house.. and we began the event..

we only had 2 oikos lols?
and i introduced myself as Joel aka the mugger. xD.
and heyy we interacted with the ftv quite well.
i was the captain for captian's ball.. where the ball was the water bomb lols.
and only girls could score. -.-
i tell ya.. the second game was the most fun.
cos i did nothing. had to stand at the entrance to stop cars from going in.
lol but there was a car which wanted to go in. Xd.
and eunice is stronger than harold o.O
i was supp to be the newspaper man for the pure water bombing game.
but it rained too much. so hahaa i wasnt newspaper man.
we played "ive never" instead. me and jonat were like - ive never taken amaths/emaths/home econs/d and t. lols.
in the end we did have meaningless fun of water bombs.
hahaa my group smart. let others burn their bombs first then see them helplessly run from us after we begin to attack lols. bro sam kena the worst lols.

the photo taking was uber funny.
3,2,1.. pour water! xD. poured the whole pail onto those in front.
after bathing and changing we finally went to a place...
WITH TABLES AND CHAIRS.
bleh immediately sat down and calculated costs.
i was like ARGHH got prob!!!
jus like doing a maths qn i dunno.
in the end ate very little -.-
and found out i missed out sth tts why i couldnt calculate correctly.
we overshot the budget!! by $4.60!! lols bro sam paid for that.

blehh. went home after that.
actually.. whem bro kaf asked me and i said all three i could audition..
he brought me to the small room at the bottom of he LT.
then he jus do lor. didnt even choreo anything. or teach me anything.
he said he once gave a jar of candy to his fren in nymd.
then she went to dance pract and ppl koped the candy. then he became known.
and hes a slc committee member. and a councillor too.
if u dunno him the nvm. he was like if she dunno me im safe.
lol.

im bored.
now.. YOU.
COME ONLINE!
XD. i feel crappish now.
OHYA.

i dont nd to go for my campcraft badge test tmr ((: so happy.
dun nd to be worried.
COLLECTING MY NUMBER 1 UNIFORM!!!!
YEAHHH.
but i still nd go sch for training after that.
haiz.

COME ONLINE NOW!.
okay wadever.

i dont believe it!
i am actually sadistic! OMY.
so basically for whole of today i was holding a paper and pen.. running arnd the church finding ppl to take attendance for tmr's spontaneous. haiz see wad happens when no phone? and i cant get one too soon cos i nd my father to go with me.

blehhh!
went church early to mug/study/do hw.. but realised i had none.
jus then the core ppl for spontaneous event came and like - JOEL! ur supp to join us.
i was like - huh i lost my phone.
lols. i ended up having to chase ppl for money and attendance.
WITHOUT A PHONE THAT IS.

fuel was quite meaningful..
learnt about the different gifts of the holy spirit..
and i believe God has put a gift of prophecy in me..
and i really wish to develop it.

service was the best!
i actually wore my blazer+tie. XD.
collected my membership! and yay the card looks cool.
yay to 10% discounts at hans! ((:
sermon was abt praying..
which really impacted me in a really special way.
bro kaf preached that we should persist in praying..
and i constantly prayed that ignyte would start to keep the generation in prayer, not just ourselves.
and through this sermon.. God answered that prayer, and strengthed the meaning of bro kaf's sermon in me.
cool rite XD.

after service i was running arnd again.
and i was enjoying it actually.. being so busy.
havnt been busy in a long time.
then bro kaf personally auditioned me.
is he nice or is he really saying that i can do it well?
i dunno.
he let me sing any chorus.. so i sang inside-out.. he was like - you sang well but in the end abit gan chiong tts all. -.-
he imagined a scene where i had my prized posession smashed by someone.. then he told me to act my anger. haha imagined stupid sec1s. which i was bad at as usual cos i cant get angry. then he told me to act sad. which i did well cos i lost my phone not too long ago. lols.
he asked me on my dance exp and made me do a few steps before letting me go.
after tt was like huh so fast )):

lucky bro sam and the rest were still discussing.
then went singpost for dinner.
till 10+ omy.
bleh tmr will be a busy day for me.
i am like - give me a table + chair and i will do everything needed. AND A PHONE.
xD. being a secretary+treasurer is fun.

and yea i noe i jus missed YOU.
cos is like facebook puts 11mins ago -.-
hope to talk to ya soon.
you can sms my bro instead but do indicate who u are.
jus change the "8" in my number to "7".
heyy its only 4 days. cmon. D:
and yea. my frens are retarded.
dun tell me u dunno who peng ning is.
he says hes known by half of the sec3 cohort.
and in nymd for a scandelous happening.
bleh wadever.

SPONTANEOUS EVENT IS TMR!!
and yea expect to see me sitting down, and writing stuff through out.
i have to collate no. of ppl..
no. of ftvs..
amt of $ spent..
wad logistics are there..
the food ordered..
and basicaly manage everything.
haiz.

SEEYA.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

D:
i lost my phone..
which is pratically the only bad thing..
but its a really big thing to lose.
i feel empty with out my phone T.T..
haiz.. i try to find my phone but then..
ITS NOT HERE CRYYYY..
all the contacts and stuff..
and all the crap i have to do with a phone that has the contacts i need.
T.T..

:D
CAMP WAS UBER FREAKING FUN.
not really the activites and stuff..
BUT IT WAS FUNN.
playing bridge for 4hrs from 10-2 or maybe more..
screwing up the programme planned out..
owning the entire campfire..
crapping the hell out of sec1s..
and most importantly.. the TCS! - talk cock sessions.

more abt the tcs.. there were multiple of them.
first one was song dedications by zihao and jonas.
uber funny.. marcus goh became the subject of - the man who is stuck
and i became a victim of - i keep losing, i keep keep losing my stuff
its really freaking funny we laughed like crap.

second one was sharing the prob with PENG NING.
he was like - ehh dun sad larhh.. see if i can help you.. wad cca she from ah?
then blah blah blah.. till EH!? aiya i see her name before..
nvm i tell my fren to tell her that you cant be contacted okay?
then i was like WTH!? okay lor.
cos during that time didnt really need to look after the sec1s..
we played frisbee and then - EH! aww she fell right through your hands..
-.- they labelled the frisbee as ______.
and i wan to talk to you abt PENG NING heheeheee. he had alot to say abt how known he is in ny.. or more likely nymd.

third one was another convo with PENG NING.
he was like aiya.. my fren dao me.
nvm i call her. then he like - im srs send me her number!
hang up liao he was - dun worry by tonight can get it one.
and LOL his fren sent contact.
then after campfire i smsed.
and lol rite.. peng ning needs 2 phones to survive.

4th one was an uber lame and wrong convo with a PENG NING who is high.
he started with slc committee..
then he was like **** all the way.. but he said it in a way that we laughed like crap.
and btw mr tancw was nice enough to buy macs for the few of us who were there.
and ALOT of crap.
and pn realli became high.. and when he lost his pencil case..
he was like - okay someone's calling me.. ill crap abt how i lost my pencil case - watch me do that.
and he did. THEN LOL HE FOUND IT UNDER NEWSPAPER.
theres just too much crap to post here.

OMY. i havnt talked about the activities.
OMY. i forgot YOUr number again.
OMY. ill jus talk abt the campfire and the failure unpitching of tents.
OMY. and also abt how i have reputation now.

okay abt campfire - the presentations by sec1s were.. fail.
each time we came in we owned ^^
presentations were to boring that i spent the time star gazing and thinking ((:
during the presentations was when pn called and got the number.
the finale was really the most fun of the entire camp.
began with the singing of - if we hold on together.. MR TEO WAS LEAD SINGING OMY.
then we sang peng you.. which we held hands and swinged violently XD.
hadd uber loads of fun..
THEN WE REPEATED THE SONG AGAIN.
this time.. history repeated itself and success came..
NOUVEAU!!! the trainers went high and formed a human train.
and since we were high we followed ^^
so fun to be reminded of that wonderful district gathering.
soo successful there were actually sec1s who went high with us.
but that was where we screwed up the timings and pushed everything else back.
but we enjoyed it XD.
ohya after that we went to the ops room which had aircon and ate macs there ((:
and had the sick and wrong convo with pn.

about today's clearing up of campsite..
conclusion is the sec1s are FAIL. but i dun wanna talk abt it.
ohya pn was like - eh you(sec1) dont care ah? come here.. stand here and stare at the tree. imba.. quite abusive but that was what we had to do.
truly disappointing haiz.. sec1s which everyone agrees that they have no brainz and lousy attitude.
but wad i really wanna talk abt was how i couldnt be angry with them.. or at least use that anger.
i was shouting like crap and scolding.. then..
jonas came up to me and said - joelll. stop scolding liao.. you too cute alr.
i was like WTH!? yea quite true btw.
after i scold i will laugh like some idiot. for no reason.
so it negates the effect. blehh.

my reputation was caused by zihao actually.
who accidentally leaked it to the sec1s i was leading.
haiz i know that he really didnt mean it..
and bleh. sec1s are too immature to care.

WHEN I REACHED SCH.
I WAS LIKE IMBA HIGH.
I MANAGED TO STOP THE CELLIST FROM PLAYING.
and mr tancw is really a nice guy..
helped me keep my np uniform and gave my extra unit tee cosi didnt bring ^^
tyty ((:
anddd.. MSG 2.25!!! clappies!
eng compo pulled up my marks to b4.. XD.

OKAY.
actually this issue is not that big in a way.
its purely through rumours and crap.
but yea i agree that it should die down first.
dun wanna be like gab. opps!
and true my mother wanted to kill me once she found out.
but then the same night i called her she was like - wad to do now? take ur father's spare phone lor.
i left my phone on the bus and i forgot to take it -.-..
haiz.

okay. this is the end of the post..
NOT!
kks it is.. WAIT.
i dunno why im not tired now.. wierd.
I FORGOT TO POST ABT NPAP!

okay ill make it short..
it is confirmed that we are all in the parade.. EXCEPT FOR SHEN YANG
who had no choice cos of flag contigent crappiness.
and YAY we are supp to draw our GoH uniform.
lol the day ended of with - HAHA reserve and HAHA coporals.

OKAY IT ENDS HERE.

and im going for npap soon.
blehhhhh.
ill post when i get home.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

i keep forgetting to blog abt this
each time i go for flag raising..
i notice the cloud formation alot
and most of the time.. its just awesome
and it seems that most of the coulds..
together form a vortex like formation..
which all point towards the sun.

God wants me to give my all this week.
All unto Him.
hmm.

Joel is leaving for sec1 annual camp tmr.
BUT is still contactable by phone. XD.
PENG NING IS CAMP CHIEF!!!!
bleh.

today's activities were ultimately stupid.
jus like tell us wad to do tmr
when its like uber simple
split them into grps..
bring them to venue..
slack for some time..
bring them to classroom..
board bus..
stupid rite.

went kap to eat lunch before going for gala dinner briefing.
spammed salt as usual xD.
the briefing was quite okay..
though we still dunno wad are our roles.

extra training was reallyyy extraaaaa.
wasted alot of precious time..
haiz.
now im flag raisier/bearer for term 2 flag raising..
all cos i didnt go for commandant selection.
haiz.

and i can perfectly do my tawg during camp..
cos i can hear from God without the bible ^^
ehh i have to slp early today.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

okay the whole of today was spent waiting for the rain to end.
and when it did, it was too late to do stuff.
-.-

at the start (actually still the same now) didnt wan to go..
then go alr then SIAN.
then i was like zzzzz... shld have gone for drums course lahhhh.

the most sian of all..
couldnt go for auditions today.
ARGHHH.
konk.

through a reliable source,
the singing is solo.. hmm gone through that in worship min auditions
the drama is stupid/fun.. yeah.
the dance is dunno.. XD.
still is such a nice song.
and actually i can go high but not loud.
abit wierd for me lols.

omgzz. i have much to do tmr.
AND I HAVNT TOLD GAB YET. OMY.
i nd to go take passport size photo..
then go make my new ezlink card..
haiz.

trinity at night always ownz.
OHYA ABT GAB.
cya.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

saddd.
i cant go for the auditions tmr.
and also cant go for the next one on wed.
but bro kaf is gd enuf to do sth.
i dunno wad but he told me to call him once i came back from camp.
blehhh.
i have some stupid camp facilitator training tmr.
its until like 7+.
crappyyyy.

And about the sermon yesterday, I believe I didnt tell you the details. After SURGE camp, God gave me the mindset of putting others before myself and to love others. Through this, I came to the very conclusion - To love others, is really, to let them experience the joy of loving. Then I prayed that IGNYTE would come to know of the love they would need to show, and God answered just that yesterday. Agape.

GABRIEL IS BECOMING MORE AND MORE A PROBLEM.
i nd to discuss with YOU at night.
yea he gave me permission to tell you wad happened.
and im meeting him on tues at hans so tt we coud discuss with bro alson.
i believe hr didnt want to tell you her side of the story?
THIS HAS TO END SOON.

and since ur going tmr without me, u can calm down during the drama part. (if ur going that is)

MY BRO BOUGHT WOW AGAIN.
pray i dont fall into it again, though i have nth to do lols.
nth to mug.
finished the stupid holistic report.
sent the details of spontaneous event to bro darren.
i dont really have holiday hw.
im really bored now.

OKAY JONAT.
ill join sof - help me sign up.
but ill join dnd too.
sth like gab.

All I want is..
All I want is you.. Jesus.
VERSE!
"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed."
2 Cor 4:8-9

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

Joel is on the way to becoming an sp.
CHRNOLOGICAL ORDER.
lols i went church at like 12+.. realised i had no hw to do and ended up reading the stand alone book.

fuel was fun i shall say.
i became mr scribey.
lol i was taking down notes and pratically the overall in for admin stuff YAY.
i have to summarise everything and send it to bro darren, along with collecting money from the ic of each buzz. cool rite XD. and the note taking was soo similar to mugging ^^

AGAPE LOVE~
okayy to summarise today's sermonnn... its wad God had told me during SURGE camp. so now u noe more clearly wad God made me for.. to AGAPE. but it really tied in with my tawg ytd.. i wrote about the song hosanna, and particularly this line - Show me how to love like you have loved me - self explanatory. but i still went down to the altar call cos i felt that there was no limit to how much you can love. as long you have the will to love, God will let you love.

SPIRITUAL PARENT~~
Okayyy yayish.. i asked bro darren abt my sp progress since i wanted to go for draw camp.. but cannot T.T.. BUT. I am approved of being a sp, just that bro darren has to look at my progress. YAY. sooo i have to quickly join a serving ministry - DnD! and change my crappy attitudes! yea i noe i sometimes can be arrogant - DONT CALL ME HC BOY!

today's dinner was stupid. we were like WHERE TO GOOOO. lol end up going zi cha place.. nth much happened then. THEN.. when we were walking back.. we got high and starting singing - You'll come. lol. AND.. at that time we looked up and WOW FREAKING LOTS OF STARS. like 20++ in the sky.. realli awesome. too bad my phone too crappy cant take anything Xd. then so tyco met with harold, jbn, pam and joseph on 24 when we were going home.

ohhhhya.. my phone was vibrating when we were worshipping at our seats -.- my mother was calling me and i was tempted to pick it up cos she said she was going to buy a crumpler bagg for ME!!! but the song came - all i want is you.. so i stayed focused.. and my mother reserved the nicee bag ^^.

BLEH. thks for the little bday gift.. though its small. and so did i want to say i agape you too ((: heh.. i have take new passport photo haiz. and i dunno why my mother actually agreed to buy me a crumpler bag though i lost my wallet - weird. well to tell ya more abt me.. I WANT TO BE EMO BUT I CANT -.- XD.

lets all agape!

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

forgot to include this for YOU.
"He was with me all the way" quoted from YOU.
Jehovah Shammah - the LORD is there.
Xd.

oops sry for blogging so late today. ^^

eng discussion - LAME
ihe - filing
chi - crap
chem - anticipation~
DISMISS LIAO.

basically today was a day of pure anticipation. ENG DISCUSSION WAS ABSOLUTE CRAP AND LAMENESS.. EVERYONE OUT OF POINT. all we did was filing for ihe.. and oops i didnt hand in my file. chi was ultimate crap. chem though we went through alot of stuff.. BUT SUDDENLY~~ THE FIRE DRILL BELL RANG.. everyone went kah kee hall - A LEVEL RESULTS ARE RELEASED. then cannot hear wad dr hon talking lols.. jus clap at every interval. HALF DAY!! but then still have npap training. npap training is getting more and more fun as we have more of it! today was selection for reserves.. and so far we cfm in the parade! so fun to hold the rifle.. XD. the hci ppl start to suan others lols.. go do one hand rusok. then found out ehhh? we can so easy flick up the rifle liao? now is like trying to control so we dont overshoot?. and staying in rusok position for like uber long is realli fun ^^.. u get ur whole hand trembling, pain and sometimes numb.

JOEL CAN NEVER BE EMO! maybe for a short while to absorb the impact.. BUT AFTER THAT I CANNOT BE SAD AT ALL. I DUNNO WHY.. I AM ALWAYS YAYISH AND HAPPI. ESP NOW.

ehh i have to make this post short sry~! XD.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

im uber tireddd now.

IHC - ghandi
IHE - filing
Eng - crap
Chem- atomic structure
Phy - crap
Math- slack
Chi - gong han

Sch was uber boring today. dun wanna blog abt it haiz.
pm was quite okay, starting to form up alrdy as an actual group.
and steven has such daoing power.
drums really is much more spirtual than singing.

God gave me a message to me - This faith that has been granted to you, go forth and use it for your generation.

Yes LORD, I will. For it is by your grace and the true faith that you have made me into the one you want me to be.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

Forgot. and i noe this is the 4th post today.

MSG!
Phy - 86% /A1
Chem- 80+%/A1
Math- 77% /A1 (dble weightage)
IHC - 60% /B4 (comb. with IHE)
IHE - 80% /A1 (comb. with IHC)
Eng - 58% /C5
Chi - 52% /C6

IHC and IHE are tgt as IH, so is A2 and dble weightage.
(1+1+1+1+2+2+5+6)/8 = 2.375
Not bad, though my language crapped up.

ohya this week is st nicks girls sch exchange with hci, and i was thinking - if i saw zihui/huirou i would laugh like crap. lols. too bad they didnt go for it lols.

I have a speech to be written by tomorrow, but I really dont know what to write. Haiz was thinking of dance yet dunno got wad content. haiz i think i dao.

cheerful optimistic guy...if i were u i'll straight away jump into the pool and drown myself lol...no worries we will try to find it back for u k? : )
- QUOTED FROM CELLIST STEVEN!

nvm i alrdy made police report.
STEVEN U SAY LIAOZ.. TAURUS AND SAGIS DIRECT OPPOSITE RITE? SO WAD U THINK U WILL DO I WILL DO THE OPPOSITE XD.

and hehehe.. jav finally feels the PAIN. I DONT COS I NOE I HAVE TELEPATHY WITH HER MUAHAHAA XD.

HCI PRAYER MEETING IS AT 3.30pm POOLSIDE! AND WE HAVE JUST CONNECTED WITH THE LOWER SEC!! YEAHHH. SOON THE EXCEL FILE WILL COVER THE WHOLE PAGE.. AND THEN NEEDED TO SPLIT INTO MULTIPLE FILES!!!!

bleh. waste $220++ haiz. now my parents uber angry T.T soon nd to claim new ic and make new ez link card. waste my timeee.

MESSAGE FROM GOD THAT CAME UPON ME DURING EMO.
I was praying that i would find it and the person would be brought to justice, be punished greatly for what he has done to me. but then.. Luke 10:27 spoke to me once again. I wasnt praying for the correct thing. What my heart truly wanted to pray for, was a blessing from God which would grant the person with the integrety to own up his mistake. Even though it never happened, I know that God was with me. And thank you, whoever tried to help me find my wallet, And YOU.. i could feel your prayer in the prescence of God.

okay wadeva. it really got stolen but i dont really feel sad.
today!

ihc - get back test
ihe - get back test
assembly - crapp
chi - emo
math - emo
eng - emo
aft sch - HAPPI!

okayy.. we got back our test papers for ihc.. and i got 11/20 at first. then mrs tay said she will be generous.. and gave most people 1 more mark. and this was when my wallet went missing! i left it on my table cos i trusted in my class. didnt noe they were realli tt crappish to steal my wallet - haiz! ihe wasnt as happy.. cos i got 20/25 for lit so wad!? I DUN HAV MY WALLET WITH ME T.T.. assembly was sadded and so were the next few lessons. MATHS KINDA made me feel better. the relief teacher actually spent half of the period searching ppl's bags for my wallet, but cannot find. STEVEN said tat we did not search under the table.. and the wallet is cfm taken away by someone in 3o2. haiz. now i have to make police report for ic, make new ez-link card, or the best is hope that the culprit will be blessed with integrety to own up.

THANK YOU STEVEN. FOR LENDING MI MONEY/HELPING ME FIND/AN WEI WO/PEI WO KAN LAO SHI/GIVING ME UR VIEWS. but.. as u said - sagis is liddat de.. happy go lucky one. YEAH I NOE I FEEL HAPPIER - I FEEL WEIRD NOW. steven - if it was me i jump in the pool alrdy. then he wan follow me home. WHY? - WO PA NI ZUO SHA SHI. wth.. i so happy will meh.

but yeah it did make me quite emo during class. hehe.. i looked at my 3 bottles and i smiled ^^. anyway the wallet symbolises my identity. this entire event held a major role in my walk with God. I have now lost my identity given to me by the WORLD, and i now, reborn in Christ, find my new identity in Him.

I know who I am, I know who I am,
I know who I am,
I am yours, I am yours.
And you are mine,
Jesus you are mine.
- Chorus of I know Who I am

and the verse in the song says - Jesus you are my identity.. yeah.

MY WALLET GOT STOLEN IN CLASS
AND I FEEL HAPPIER LOL.
I HAVE TO MAKE POLICE REPORT
I HAVE TO MAKE REPLACEMENT OF IC
I HAVE TO MAKE NEW EZLINK CARD
HAIZ.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

12/2 this time, not bad anyways.
pe - 5 stations
chem - QA
phy - acceleration
chi - crap

pe was quite crappy.. chem was also quite crappy.. phy was also quite crappy.. chi was even more crappy. today was realli crappy.. until we went for classification shoot. to round it up, i deproved from 80/80 to 66/80.. not a good thing. and the provided guns stuck most of the time.. made us panic. i dont knw why but i dont feel like blogging about this now. for a bigger thing is on my mind.

haiz. i had never expected myself to react in this way. iv been emoing almost the whole day without end. haiz 3 days more to go then. and quite ironically i starting to fall really sick now.. been coughing the whole day.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

Joel is finding use of the absence of YOU.
Posting crappy stuff? - lasts only 5 days
Spam ur phone with sms? - not viable
Cry in class? - also not probable

haiz. hope God would be with me and tide me through this week.

WATER BAP CERT!!!

yays today was fun though nth happened HAHAs.
phy prac - crapp
ihc test - OMG
dble math - HAHA
dble eng - crapp

TODAY ONLY HAS 4 LESSONS SO ITS CRAPPY. phy prac i rmbed to pray for ny prayer group! yay we went around the lab recording crappy graphs. ihc test was realli crapped up.. most of us couldnt understand the 2nd qn -.- end up couldnt finish writing. dble math was just pure crap and fun! COS ME AND THE IMBA CELLIST ALRDY SELF-LEARNT LOG. so basically we did crap. and i started to emo during maths. eng was a period of pure emoing. i dunno why im emoing.. though i know that i was thinking of YOU.

but as YOU said i also think of God when i think of you.. so quoted - "win-win".. why is this thinggg botheringgggg meeee soooo muchhhh. GAHHHHHH. and amesomely during my baptism, other than God in my mind.. i thought of you -.- .. not tryng to give any message to you, jus wat really happened.

Lord I give you my heart, I give you my soul,
I live for you alone.
Every breath that I take, every moment I will wait,
Lord have your way in me.
- Lord I give you my heart chorus
Good thing I was listening to this song which clearing my emoing.. but i cant seem to stop thinking of YOU -.-

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name

QUOTE FROM CELLIST STEVEN -
"once sagis fall in the river of love, they would tend to look after their partner more than having the freedom than before"

o.O STEVEN. I HAVE TOO MUCH FREEDOM NOW.
AND ITS MY GOD-GIVEN PURPOSE TO LOVE MY GENERATION.
MUAHAHAHAHA.

and claire is getting retarded on her blog lols. THE NEXT HCI PM IS NOT TML, ITS ON THURS. and she addresses everyone as a girl on her blog.

AND I DIDNT KNOW I HAD THIS IMBA SONG - I GIVE YOU MY HEART
ITS SUCH A GREAT SONG. THX CLEMENT AKA CHEERFULBOI.

and YOU. realli hope ur fever goes down. was thinking much abt you.. cos my phone was charging and then when i saw o.O! ehh serious lei 39.0 nvm will pray ^^. and u'll be doing nothing the whole week !?

Today is really a day with alot of happenings. Even though I didnt go for auditions.. still God gave me a whole new meaning to me.

Yesterday, P.Da prayed that I would recieve a purpose far greater than I had dreamt of. I thought it was meaningless as I had recieved it before. Today God proved me wrong. The purpose I had was not about what job I was to hold in the future. The true purpose was to love. With everything happening around me, I asked God - Why have you appointed me to do this?

It was then I recieved my true purpose. The purpose that no dream has ever reached.. to simply love. This is the purpose that me, being reborn in Christ, has. I have been set apart by God to love my generation.. not just to have the position. I do not have the words to express myself properly, but God has been giving me opportunities to love, and I gladly take them up as my purpose.

SO BASICALLY IN THE PHYSICAL ASPECT TODAY WAS A WASTE OF TIME.
went to adam with bro, had to skip auditions cos bro was sick..
end up meeting a few of the leaders at adam hawker.
so today is not the last auditions! relax!
went to lot 1 macs to mug abit.. but God was telling me not to study -.-
soo im prepared for tml's ihc test alrdy!
and YOU better dont go if ur really not feeling well.. u dun wan to leave halfway. other than that, if ur going ill try not to have your hp spammed with messages when u get it back.

Our Praise to You
Glorify Your Holy Name