Tuesday, April 28, 2009
heee im starting to love doing chemistry.
cos its like uber easy, the whole class got a2 and above for the test -.-
now left with results of chem prac.
TODAY!
pe - 3o2 v 3p2! got owned XD
chem - PRAC TEST! flunked abit D:
chi - CHI TEST! i dont understand at all XD
math - DUCK OWNAGE!
pe we jus played a match of the dunnowadball with 3p2, well it was fine.. lost by abit only HAHA. chem prac test.. well was abit unexpected. the soln had 2 cations and 1 anion.. superr. end up to be copper and iron plus nitrate.. but i only managed to think of the comfirmatry test for iron at the moment - PUT DOWN YOUR PENS. haiz. chem test got like 27.5/35.. not bad still a1.. even with the paper full of careless mistakes HAHAHAA. chi test - ermm for once the lijies were short? math - was just ang giving us comments on the project. AND DUCKISHLY SHE SAY MY GRP THE BEST - of cos wadd.. the duck did almost everything -.- DUCK! I WILL ONLY DO SOMETHING IF YOU CHANGE UR PROFILE PIC TO A DUCK! HAHAHAHA cme interview was fun ^^
NNONONONNNOO NPCC IS NOT DOING FLAG RAISING DUTY ON CSM. SADDDDD.
BUT STILL MARSHALLING! :D
ohhh and sadd pn cant go shooting team cos of msg problems D:
and some are feeling that the trainings are not worth the time D:
nvm i will stay in shooting team :D
God reassured me today.
For I know I have followed His word.
No turning back.
Monday, April 27, 2009
I JUST SQUEEZED 8 PAGES OF NOTES INTO ONE AND A HALF PAGE.
WOOOHOOO.
IM READY FOR CHEM PRAC TEST YEAHH.
TODAY WAS A CRAZY DAY.
ESP IHC LESSON.
OHMY IT WAS TOTALLY OUT OF POINT.
TYPICAL ANYWAY.
HOPE I CAN BE OT FOR ONE SLC EVENT :D
HAHHAHAH QUACK.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
so.. today was nothing.
my parents did feel that it was abit kua zhang for me to go and withdraw money and actually carry such a large sum of money with me, so they decided that they would follow me to buy a macbook next sun :D LALA but they will still kope the money from my bank hahahhaha
I think im dumb too anyway, i forgot to bring home my chem file even when there's chem prac test on tues :D
and in case i forget..
HAPPY BDAY JAVIER.. the best i can do is forget the countless amt of money you owe me. HAHAAHAA cos i think it amounted to arnd 20++ liaoz XD jkjk anyway i dunno wad i can actually get you.. maybe the class could pool some money to get you a proper phone plan - A WIN-WIN SITUATION. REALLY.
Well other than that I was really touched by God today.
Now, everywhere I go, I can feel that there is someone with me.
Someone inside of me, giving me strength.
And every moment, I can hear from Him.
For today I could feel His hand touch mine.
My child, Joel.
You have been chosen, to be a symbol.
A symbol to show my willingness.
You will become that testimony which will change lives, lives which in turn will do the same.
A hunger to see your kingdom come
A passion for your will to be done.
I know that God has blessed me in many ways, but all I care is that, He has blessed me by using me. People envy how my parents treat me. People envy my freedom. Still, I know God meant this to be in this way, for it is through this that I can become that blessing for others. Yesterday, I really felt God's call in me. All along I knew that He called me to preaching, But I never really knew what I had to do. Now I know. For He has laid out the course, I will live for that cause. Even if anything would go wrong, God will be my path.
Alot of people wish their parents could be like mine, but this I tell you, do not ask for something like this. Having so much freedom, is not a good thing. My father just told me this when I requested to have a lapop bought - I will not contribute a single cent to it. Then he gave me my bankbook, telling me to do it myself. It may seem as a miracle if that would happen for some of you, but it really makes you feel at unease. Be grateful for everything, for it is all God's plan to shape us into who we are to be in Him.
Right now, it seems that there is so much to do, yet nothing to do.
So many things promised by God, yet I am unsure.
He has shown me the path, and I will go.
For it is a path, towards Him.
My child, let not this Faith begone.
Let it prosper into fruit.
For you have let me use it.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Lord you are good
and your mercy endureth forever
People from evey nation and tounge
From generation to generation
We worship you,
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
We worship you,
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
We worship you,
For who you are, You are good
All the time, all the time
You are good.
Nothing much to say, yet so much I want to say.
Its time I let go of some things.
Have I changed? Yes I have. People have been asking me, Joel, why have you changed so much? I did not answer that. But now I answer it. For I love you. For I know that God has called me to be all that I am today. God has called me to be a speaker of all truth. The neverending truth of Jesus Christ. God has put alot of obstacles in my life, but I never let them pull me down. Even if I have, God will being me back up. I thank God for these happenings, for they are everything that has shaped me to who I am now, and will shape me to who He wants me to be. For he has called me to places I can't go, and people I can't reach, and it is through everything he will place before me that He will give me the heart, and set me apart. For I know the fruits that await me at the end of the journey, fruits that will last. It is love that brought me this promise, and it is my promise to bring that love to others. So, always remember, I will love you. And there will always be others loving you, even if everyone seems to hate you. For God loves you.
Service was the awesome.
At the altar call, God gave me a gift.
The gift, came in the form of a tear.
For it flowed down.
The tear, led me straight into a vision.
It began with the previous me.
Kneeling at the cross, searching for something.
And as I turned around.
I saw people coming to worship Him.
Then the song played.
"I will go"
My child, you have chosen the path.
Now, the time has come.
You will go, and be everything in my eyes that you are.
i jus cried.
badly.
i shall tell you the story of my little bro (jovi).
Before he began education, me and my elder bro (vanka) did very well in studies.
Surpassing my mother's expectations etc.
Now, everyday that i am at home, i will wake up to my mother shouting at jovi.
I really cried for him.
Cos i regretted not treating him well last time, and he is still suffering now.
I really dont know how i can help him other than praying.
You cant expect him to be as good as me and vanka just because we are brothers right?
He gets traumatised each day, and i believe he has a phobia of geting beaten up alr.
haiz, God please intervene in this matter, for I know you love Jovi.
The greatest love that anyone could ever know.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
SHOOTING TEAM!!!
YEAHHHHH I DUNNO HOW I GOT IN I JUS HAPPILY APPEALED AND I GOT IN YEAHHHHHH
WOOOHOOOO IM SO FREAKING HAPPY.
TOMORROW'S THE FIRST TRAINING!
HAHHHAAHAAH I CANT WAIT :D
Im just so happy :D :D :D
ohya abt ytd.. i emoed that i got 28/40 for maths..
somemore not one of the highest in class.. haiz.
BUT AFTER THAT I WAS HAPPY :D
for no reason at all XD
HAHAHHAHAH
today was nothing much..
and i realised that i am flag raising during CSM..
and marshalling after i raise the flag..
haiz.
maths today was just failure.. cos the bonus qn was a scam and i didnt do it.
pratically the easiest qn of the whole test.
im starting to not like lit discussions cos the whole streotyping is just lame.
assembly was like.. a crappish discussion.
LAI BA 3O2, we shall be one of the classes for the new pilot project in FS@HCI.
ihc was pure stupidity.
eng was going through some expo writing stuff.. preparing for test later.
phy was me getting scolded for not handing stuff on the day i was sick.
haiz wadever..
looking foward to tmr :D
with shooting team training.
then mugging at church for chem.
then the.. dunno wad service.
it will be fun :D
with boonjin going to kill me too XD
cos i didnt do anything at all when she wasnt here.
HAHHHAHAHAHA
Monday, April 20, 2009
Dear child, what are you crying for?
Do not weep my child, for I know my plans for you.
You are as far as you can go, at the edge of the cliff.
Looking over to the other side, to the horizons which hold your future.
I will be your bridge, to bring you over.
However difficult it may be, all you have to is simple.
Wait.
For it is not long before the time will come.
It is soon.
For this bridge, it is only by Faith can you cross it.
And my child, you have shown much Faith.
As a reward, I will do as you have asked.
As you have asked with selflessness, I will grant you that.
To have this Faith used for the purpose of my kingdom.
My child, press on till that day.
Press on.
WAD A DUCK DAY TODAY WAS.
WITH PURE IRRITATION FROM ME AGAINST THE DUCK.
but it was cool, i went so high that i repeatedly said duck throughout the lesson.
today! other than duck.
eng - comp lab! DUCK.
ihc - teacher not here! DUCK.
math - trigo! DUCK.
chem - chemical bonding! DUCK.
phy - ACTION AND REACTION! DUCK OF ALL.
chem - more chemical bonding! DUCK.
REALLY TODAY WAS JUST ME BEING DUCKISH.
com lab lesson was just me and duck posting threads on forums like agreeing with everything together even when we sat next to each other HAHAHAHAHA. ihc was me doing the sudoku with duck.. and irritating him in other ways of cos. maths was me spamming duck with questions. chem.. well i was like - DUCK BOND! then lose one duck to form a table octet structure! uber. PHY WAS THE BEST. when ms tan used the video - wad do you predict will happen? then i almost shouted - THE DUCK WILL FLY! HAHHAHAHAHA i was superr. plusplus got the action and reaction law of neuton. then to prove it i was throwing my highlighter at duck's head. and i was saying - DUCK ACTION AND REACTION LAW! the 2nd chem lesson was just nothing.. but well it was AFTER THAT. after we were dismissed i was like go to the back of the class at the back door there.. and i saw duck again and i SHOUTED DUCK. mrs chua was right behind me when i did that. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA freaking funny.
DUCK DUCK DUCK.
we shall quack the whole day tmr.
:D sounds fun.
irritating the entire class.
HAHAHAHAHHA
Sunday, April 19, 2009
npap'09 was pratically jus pure fun.
that i forgot to mention.
getting screwed by officers, well was the pinnacle of the fun.
but the funniest part - all the perfect drills.
which were not to be found during the parade.
BUT AFTER THE PARADE.
really.
the perfect bangs were all after returning rifles.
i shall miss the trembling of my arm.
and the aching of my muscles.
but really lahh.
it was uber fun.
we were not nervous before the march out.
COS WE WERE STILL JOKING.
srsly lol.
HAHHAHAHA other than npap.
i cant stop listening to my ipod :D
and it has to be one song on repeat ((:
One Way Jesus :D :D :D
i finished my maths filing.
and finally sorted out my desk :D
erm.. its somehow "neat" now. XD
heyy i just dont have the space.
with my retarded bro.
and i found out sth abt myself.
when im emoing its thebest time to express my feelings..
but when i want to.. the emoing disappears.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
looking foward to a week which i cant seem to expect anything at all.
lets see how it goes.
but i believe ill be mugging like crap this week.
for chem test.
The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems
Forgiven I'm alive, restored, set free
Your majesty resides inside of me
Forever I believe
Forever I believe
Arrested by Your truth and righteousness
Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness
Convicted by Your Spirit and by Your Word
Your love will never fail
Your love will never fail
Cos I know You gave
The world Your only Son for us
To know Your name
To live within the Saviour's love
He took my place
Knowing He'd be crucified
You loved
You loved a people undeserving
- To Know Your Name lyrics
For now I know, the Love that's never failing.
Yesterday was a super long day.
Though all that mattered was that GoH owned the whole parade.
Good job everyone, even though some of us fainted.
I didnt, though I felt unwell after that.
But it was really cool, with the retarded audience applausing at every command we do.
HAHAHAHAH it was really uber stupid.
Really, we did a great job, with officers commending on our work after the parade.
And sustaining the honor of the parade even after having to stand through the stupid speech by the RO.
Its over now.. time to go back to normal trainings.
And own the crap out of rifle drills.
AND THE RETARDED SEC2s LEFT SO EARLY.
if not we would have gone back to sch to celebrate with the rest.
somemore it was zhirong's bday.
aHAHAHAH HAPPY BDAY ZHIRONG.
HAHAH he got niaoed by cai and the other ci.
i miss GoH..
WE DIDNT TAKE ENOUGH PHOTOS OKAY.
BUT MY UNIFORM IS STILL WITH ME!
HAIZ DARREL CHONG FASTER UPLOAD PHOTOS LAH.
but now it feels like i wanna go back there..
and do the drills once again..
haiz.. no more m16..
T.T and my number 1 will be taken away soon..
nooooooo..
HAHAHAHAHA
haiz i still have my maths to file.
the next few days..
i think i could be emo.
emo emo emo.
Its the same as before.
Though how different things may seem compared to then, God seems to be giving me the exact same encouragement.
I will press on.
4.. 3.. 2.. 1.. GOH!
Friday, April 17, 2009
okay so for today thats it.
i screwed up my maths test.
wad else to say?
minus 10 marks from leaning blanks.
but really, it came as a blow to us.
the worksheets, revisions were like uber easy.
then suddenly a killer paper.. haiz
but test 2 shld be okay.. trigo.
ohh and i found out my emoing has quite came back.
all cos of maths.. i emoed for abt 1hr?
though thats the longest it can get for now.
so if i have suddden relapses of emo.. dont bother me, it shld go away really soon.
ohh yaaaaa today's chi discussion was purely stupid..
none of the panellists prepared.. including me.
and it was like - someone talking... then jav would flash a pic on the screen.
really retarded.
haiz.. tmr's npap alr.
today was only 30min shorter than what will happen tmr.
hope i dont faint.
im not in the mood to go high over it now.
Today, God spoke to me.
During one of my emoing when I was crossing the bridge, I heard an extremely clear voice.
Press on, my child. Press on.
I believe it says for itself.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
We live by
Faith.
And not by
Sight.
God spoke to me today in mysterious ways. But at the same time it was amesome.
So for today..
ihc - got another op
ihe - jav presented crap
eng - compo
math - crap
chi - UBER FUNNY WILL ELABORATE
phy - okay..
chi.. well the subject of the lesson was.. jav. wth lahhhhh i really laughed until my stomach was pain AHAAHAHAHAH. he went freaking retarded and did things.. well we expected he was capable of.. but still was like WTH!? in the end was srsly uber funny..
after sch went to play arcade with jav and the others at dhobyghaut.. end up my drum mania got koped and hogged by someone else -.- haiz. the film appreciation.. well to say the film was quite nice actually.. and it had me getting emotional at times.. though most of us were either sleeping or being bored.
So for what God spoke to me.
Its quite simple actually.
One, just open up.
Two, the time has come to spread the gospel.
Three, there are more important things in my life.
All of them, God used really mysterious ways to rely the message to me, and one of them was by sending a stranger to speak to me, which the conversation was totally not related to anything in particular.
Still, I felt that God wanted this day to be a day where I have a new beginning.
OH.
Gratz on ur GwH!
HAHAHAHHA
jyjy for everything!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
3 MORE DAYS TO NPAP
AND SOMEHOW IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO SUDDENLY GOT ENTHU ABOUT IT.
HAHAHAHH so for today!
i went to sch with my number1 uniform AGAIN -.- HAHAHHAHA somemore the first day after being sick. AND I LOOK AND THE WHITEBOARD - OH MY. i dont understand anything D: but anyway ms sun will go through log tmr! hehe. FLAG RAISING I CRAPPED UP.. cos the flag go stuck halfway and i had to adjust it cos the flag was blocking kayewee.. HAHHAAHA but wadever. maths we went through some things we learnt in term1 for test.. AND I ACTUALLY FORGOT haiz. IHE was just finishing of the stupid movie.. and abit of discussion. assembly was pure boring.. like half of the level was sleeping. I GOT OP DURING IHC! hahahahha achievement :D eng we jus discussed wad topic we shld have for next week's assembly. phy.. teacher didnt come so me and duck were doing maths :D
HIGHLIGHT OF TODAY.. BAYONETS!
so coool lurhhhs.. finally they got us to draw bayonets and fix them on the rifle.
ITS FREAKING COOL OKAY.
though i wasnt really feeling well.. BUT THAT MADE THINGS MORE FUN :D
so funnnnn.
IM GONNA GO ENTHU FOR NPAP.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Into your hand
I commit again
With all I am
For you Lord
You hold my world
In the palm of your hand
And I'm yours forever
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am
I'll walk with you
Wherever you go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust in you
And I will live
In all of your ways and
Your promises forever
I will worship
I will worship you
I will worship
I will worship you
- With All I Am lyrics
For to worship, is my only desire.
Today I didn't go to school.
But what really happened today.
My child, why are you doubting?
My child, why have you questioned me?
Is it not true that everything that I have planned for you is not to harm you, but to make you prosper?
Now with the answer in your heart, let not sight lead you, but rather Faith lead the the way in your Life.
The question that you have been asking me all this while, I have the answer.
Yes.
My instruction to you now, is for you to live your Life Abundantly.
Do not let this affect you in any way.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Is it true today that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break
Kings and queens will shake
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you
Is it true today that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise
And the blind set free
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you
I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again
Well it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God, and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
We're living for you
- History Maker lyrics
For I know that my purpose is in this song.
So for today.. I HAD FEVER!!!!
And I went home from school :D
HAHAHAHHHA so to start off the day.
The electrical power to our class was cut off..
SO COOL LURHHS.
Then angcc went to report then eveything was okay..
HAHAHHAHA but for the most of eng lesson i was in sub-consciousness D:
and shivering like MADDD.
HAHAHAHA it was freaking cool.
then IHC was the same thing.
XD. couldnt get anything into my head :D
THEN RECESS... MY TEMP WAS 38.2!
YAYYY. though my mother was pissed that she had to pick me up -.-
BUT I ALSO DUN WAN GO HOME DE....
T.T ms sun made me go home lols.
EHH THE SICK BAY FREAKING COOL.
LAALA i went home..
so yeah.
HAHAHAHAHAH today was quite eventful XD.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I HAVE A FEVER D: D: D:
POOOOO.
37.8 degreessssssss
NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I MIGHT NOT BE COMING TO SCH TMR D:
SEE HOW MY FEVER GOES.
But heyy.
Having a fever can be fun too.
See what happens to me when im in sub-consciousness!
XD.
I sound sadistic.
HAHAHAHAAH
im coughing like madd at home now D:
HHAHAHAHHA. and i jus woke up from taking a nap XD
today was freaking funny and stupid.
i woke up at 6.45, then was contemplating on whether i shld go, so if i went i would be damn tired. then i slept again.. HAD A DREAM ON GOING THERE WTH!
HAHAHHAA then i rushed there at 7.30am :D
I WAS LIKE UBER TIRED.
couldnt concentrate on the sermon D:
though it was quite meaningful.. HAHAH the RESSURECTION POWER OF JESUS!
:D
HHAHAAHHAA went to singpost for breakfast after the service..
THEN BRO ALOY WAS FREAKING FUNNY.
HE WAS LIKE - HI SARAH.
uber funny.
on the way home i wasnt feeling well D:
but reached home i took a nap and TADA.
AHAHAHAHAHa
so cool i dont need to mug maths!
cos my full-day training is on the day of the test!
hope it wil be postponed for me :D
I HAVNT FINISHED MY HOMEWORK!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
though there isnt much left XD
NONONO.
Im getting emo!
I will press on!
:D
Saturday, April 11, 2009
OH for yesterday i went to eat dinner with my family.
ONCE IN LIKE MONTHS HAHAHAH.
HAHAHAHHA today was uber cool.
i jus reached home not long ago XD.
:D so for today was HOPE musical drama.
IT WAS FREAKING IMBA OKAY.
the lights were so imba that it could make the lightning effect lurhhs.
though it was really cool.
HAHA went to amk to eat dinner after that
THEN WE ACTUALLY PLAYED ARCADE ALL THE WAY TILL 9PM.
WOW.
HAHAHAHHA.
I just feel happy that so many people recieved Christ today.
Oh and I didn't really tell you guys about how I felt God changed me since last week's service. Ever since that day, I felt it much easier to listen to what God has to say to me, and I felt assured that God heard everything that I prayed for. It really feels great to understand that my relationship with God has gone to another level.
SO COOL.
And this being free means..
I CAN LET MYSELF GO HIGH!
XD
Friday, April 10, 2009
Yesterday's pday was just pure boredom.
and the project smile was quite okay..
but what really happened ytd was maundy thursday service.
When pastor dom said, each one of us have our own gethsemane, and i immediately thought mine of being alone.
and at the same time, it was said that we will never go through gethsemane alone.
And i knew, my gethsemane was long over, it had not existed for a long time.
I know why God blessed me this way, because he meant for me to not feel my own gethsemane, but rather those of others.
What I really was pushed to do, was to forever believe that Jesus was with me, and o pray that God will be with everyone.
Though it was meaningful, it did not impact me much as i found myself already in the way God wanted me to be.
I feel disappointed
That I went with that question in my heart.
I recieved the same answer.
But now I know
I need to pray for you to listen to God
Thursday, April 9, 2009
I STILL HAVE LIKE 1 HR 30 MINS OF BOREDOM TO SURVIVE
GOGOGOGOGOGO!
siannnnnzzz.
later got the stupid project smile to go to.
BLEHH.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
i feel crappish now.
after my grp chionged pday.
AHAHHAHAHA.
gonna screw up tmr.
but wadever.
TODAY!
maths was just some stupid calculation of trigonometric values.. which was actually quite meaningless, cos everything made sense to easily. XD
ihe we watched the army daze lame movie again.. and through the movie it gets more and more lame. though it would be fun stereotyping the different idiots in there HAHAHA.
assembly.. sadly pn didnt come. but it basically the discussion was stupid, how can you say that cse students are having elitism over ip classes? so obvious its not, heyy.. im in slc. XDD. but really, they sacrifice their time to get "fun" privelleges (like using lappies in class) while we still have uber freedom. HAHAHAHHA I THINK IP ROCKS MORE. though i personally think cse fits me better. xD. and steven was like - you wan go cse i go with you. o.O see how ba.. wait for dr hon's emb message to come. HAHAHAHA
ihc.. yay i managed to get op. i was like scared to use chim words cos i dun wan to use wrongly -.- but yay i did it ^^
eng.. MR GILBERT PON AGAIN!? lols... haha so funnn but wad i did was discuss stupid pday stuff.
phy was fun. HAHAHA cos ms tan was like - whoever did this qn correc, is a good student. HAHAHAHA i feel proud XD. and yaay she gave the whole assignment as homework. :D
NPAP... well to begin with sy was srsly crapped up. we late alr he was still at class playing psp - WTH? end up he came late lols. AHHAHA but on to the training.. if the actual day rain - SADDED. cos no rifle drill D: purely only 3 drills to know AHAHAHA. but then the rehearsing was quite tiring HAHAHA. since i realised that i was crapping up ALOT of my rifle drills. though i managed to correct them later. XD. lalala.
looking foward to tmr!
where we will get screwed for our pday..
and then PRAYER MEETING!
ohh crap.
it seems onli i go.
BAHHHH.
Life is happier!
But I believe this is the best time,
To pray.
AND TELL A LEADER.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You
With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You
I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You
You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you
You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name
- Till I see You
Yes Lord, till the very day I see you.
I will trust with all that I am, in you.
This song rang in my mind when I was running my 2.4km today.
so yeah. today!
YEAHHHH. i managed to run 12:55 for my 2.4km. OMY. i never ran faster that 15min before HAHAHA, and now i got a C! really hope that i can retake my 5 stations.. aiming for Gold! but really when i was eating my recess after that, i was like - in sub-conscious state HAHAA. ran like some crapped up person :D
and oh frm steven i heard that hc band for gold with honors for syf - GRATS to all in band. and GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WITH UPCOMING SYF. :D
NOOOOO. i got 17/20 fo my chem quiz )): hahahahha all 3 marks were realy careless mistakes, and one was caused by running out of correction tape -.-
CHI - I GOT 42/70 for my zuowen!!! so cool HAHAH. improved to a b4! hahaha we were given some optional ace to do for the lesson but most of us felt that it was just too much. HAHA i didnt do XD
maths - YAYYY. I EXPLAINED THE TRIGONOMETRIC FUNCTION OF TANGENT IN A UNIT CIRCLE TO THE CLASS! XD. ehhh just read the notes before the teacher mentions it. HAHAAH i always do that :D and trigo is getting more and more fun to do - finally something that keeps me stressed ((:
OHHHYAAA. TODAY WAS MY CHIT-CHAT WITH MISS ANG. okay i think mine was like the fastest of all. she said - so you have been doing well! wad is ur secret remedy? HAHAHHAA i was like - i dunno, since i dont do anything at home. OTHER THAN THAT WAS CRAP. HAHAHAHA though she told me to cont working harder :O
HAHAHAHA i stayed back in class to finish off my maths homework - then the expected reaction came.. H SQUARE WHY YOU SO HARDWORKING!!!? blehhhh. but reaallyy, i find it fun to do maths :D and the 61qns is OPTIONAL.. but i view them as COMPULSORY. then i will do them.. after the impt ones XD.
I cannot help but think of ytd this way.
And i cant stop thanking God.
that He loved you enough to encourage me to ask you, for i wanted to hold back.
but what is really in my mind now,
is to pray for you.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Unless the LORD builds the house,
its builders labor in vain.
Unless the LORD watches over the city,
the watchmen stand guard in vain.
I will be praying.
For nothing can be done, without the Lord.
1. Real name : Tan Hwee Heng Joel
2. Nickname(s) : purelist/joello/hwachongboy
3. Star sign : sagis!
4. Male or female : male.. HAHAHa
5. Primary School : Concord Primary... (noob one xD)
6. Secondary School : Hwa Chong Institution!!!
7. JC/Poly : JC
8. Hair color : black
9. Long or short : hmm. height? - 168.. can say avg ba.
10. Loud or Quiet : depends on my personality at that time :D
11. Sweats or jeans : jeans!
12. Phone or Camera : PHONEE.
13. Health freak : hmm. yea, ever since my hospitalisation :D
14. Drink or Smoke? : DRINK WATER.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : AHHHH. I HATE THIS QN.
16. Eat or Drink : DRINK!
17. Piercings : eewww.
18. Tattoos : AHHHH.
HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane : yeaaa
20. Been in a relationship : AHHH ANOTHER OF THIS QN.
21. Been in a car accident : NO HAHAHa
22. Been in a fist fight : no. diplomancy pls.
23. First piercing : NEVER!
24. First best friend : hmmm.. nursery! XD
25. First award : hmm. somewhere in kindergarden
26. First crush : ahhh.. 11 i think
28. First vacation : HAHA on my first birthday.
LASTS:
29. Last person you talked to : I shall be open - GOD!
30. Last person you texted : AHHH AGAIN THIS TYPE OF QN
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : forgot -.-
32. Last food you ate : some snacks :D
33. Last movie you watched : FORGOT!
34. Last song you listened to : COUNTING ON GOD. (listening of the comp)
35. Last thing you bought : scam food from poolside during my recess!?
36. Last person you hugged : sadly - pengning.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Name? : HOW MANY TIMES MUST SUCH A QUESTION APPEAR.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : YEAAAA!
99. Do you believe in God : OF COURSE!
100. This is the 100th and last. : huhh. T.T so fast mehhhhz
1.Were you smiling when you woke up this morning? : nope.
2. When was the last time you met someone new? : this sat? - FTVs
3. When did you last eat pizza? : AHHH FORGOT.
4. Do you drink beer? : EEEE.
5. Do you wash your own clothes? : NO HAHAHA
6. Are you any good at poker? : hmm not really.
7. What do you want more than anything? : To kill my freaking boredom.
8. Are you tired? : yeaaaa.
9. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room? : MY BIBLE!
10. Pepsi or Coke? : EWWW. wad crappy choices.
11. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? : uhhuhhh. no.
12. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos? : i maybe sadistic, but no.
13. Taco Bell or McDonald's? : hmmm macs.
14. Are you restless? : YES.
15. Is your computer desktop or a laptop? : (lousy laptop)
16. How many friendster views do you have? : LOUSY friendster.
17. Want to be a prince/princess? : I DONT NEED TO BE ONE.
18. Do you believe dreams come true? : YEA. THEY ARE VISIONS BY GOD.
19. Last song you heard? : YOUR NAME (listening to comp now) :D
20. Do you like Batman? : ermm.. neutral xD
21. Who is in the room with you? : MY LAPPIE. :D
22. what r u wearin on ur foot? : nothingggg.
23. What was the last thing you ate? : so cooll. repeat qn.
24. What were you doing before this? : finding sth to do.
25. What is the closest item near you that is blue? : im sitting on something blue! haha my bedsheet is currently blue.
26. In your opinion what is the weirdest thing listed on ? : HUHHH. ME BLUR!
27. What instant messaging service do you use? : MSN..
28. what is ur fav website? : i tell ya. http://www.trinity.net/ignyte
29. Whose house were you at last night? : MY HOME.
30. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants? : jeans lahh.
31. What is the last movie you watched? : repeat -.- haha dunno
32. What do you currently hear right now? : take it all
33. When did you last buy a new pair of pants? : not too long ago, abt 1 mth
34. Where's your favorite place to be? : CHURCH
34. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace? : dunno, but sounds holy XD
35. Where do you sleep? : ON MY BED.
36. Where do you shop the most? : hmmm i dont usu shop.
37. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? : dunno, my parents bought it.
38. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets? : HUHHHHHH
39. Where was your default pic taken? : HUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
40. Why did you pick your background? : i didnt lol
41. Are you happy with where you are? : NO! TOO BORING.
42. Do you believe love at first sight exists? : ONLY IN GOD.
43. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? : hmm yea.
44. Do you believe that you can change someone? : YEA. I WILL CHANGE PEOPLE!
45. What are you going to do after you do this survey? : nothing.
IM REALLY GONNA DO NOTHING NOW.
SEEYAAA.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
I will go
Wherever You lead
I will follow
And I have counted the cost
I will take up the cross
So take my hands
All that I have
They are Yours
For You have laid down my course
I will live for this cause
No turning back
No turning back
No turning back
- I will go
today was uber stressing D:
i wanna sleeep nowww.
byeeee.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
As for what has happened during npap training, I have chosen to put that aside.
Let it begin then.
For today's service, it has been a true encounter with God.
No matter how tired I may be.
Its regardless of everything.
Right from the start, I knew this service was going to be one that would change me.
Sis Gwen talked about the power of the Cross.
Why is this power so important that it was in a sermon?
We have that power.
God granted us this power through His grace.
The whole purpose of this sermon was about the third point.
To be dedicated to God.
To be dedicated, is to entirely love, to give up everything.
And most importantly, never give up despite circumstances.
Somehow, God already touched me before anything began.
At my seat, I had this feeling.
A feeling of yearning, yearning to hear from God.
Before we were even called out.
God touched me.
And I cried.
The feeling was not like before.
The tears flowed freely.
With no meaning, no message in my head.
No word, no voice, no vision.
But I just cried.
Then, I heard from God.
These tears that come from you,
Represent the spilled blood of Jesus.
Then I really broke down and cried.
Still I can describe the feeling.
Godly.
Then it came to the time of prayer.
It was no longer me praying.
I let myself go.
And have the Holy Spirit speak through me.
And I did not use the word "me" or "I".
I know how God has changed me.
And I know that I am blessed.
Though I may be given gifts from God.
The same gifts enable me not to be satisfied,
If others are struggling.
Since that moment.
Lasting even till now.
I have this sensation in my heart.
A sensation of wanting to hear from God.
And He told me this.
For you have dedicated your life to fufilling your purpose,
This will follow you for as long as you remain in me.
For only then can I remain in you.
I have been thinking of what God really wanted to tell me during the time I broke down.
And this message, I believe has the most meaning in it.
Why are you thinking my child?
Is it not that everything I can have for you is good?
I have laid down this course for you.
Do you have to think to know this is the path for you?
So, will you go?
Yes Lord, I will go.
I will follow wherever you lead.
I have counted the cost, and take up the cross.
And.
There is no turning back.
no turning back.
I have gone.
Friday, April 3, 2009
today went to some concert.
WAS GREAT.
with preston's imba vocals (OMG WE NEVER KNEW)
and his oral participation spammag HAHAHA
so basically the entire thing was nice.
HAHAHA most of the bands did a great job.
BUT.
i have to wake up at 5.30am tmr.
WTHHH.
haiz.. so im making just a short post.
prepare for a long one on sat!!
HAHAHAHA
Thursday, April 2, 2009
HOLY CRAP.
COLIN TOH's emb message..
You have been selected by the consortium and I will like to invite
you to take part in the highly-anticipated 15th Student Leaders
Convention, as participants, which will take place from 2 Jun to 5
Jun this year.
WTH!! haiz jus go lahh.
but really.. how did i get chosen!!
i think angcc go recommend me for crap.
BLAHH.
today's lessons were stupid.
esp chi expo writing. didnt finish and im prepared to get scolded by honyp.
BUT
prayer group was great!
the cool thing - i actually got david to come by telling him to follow me lols. HAHAHA
o.O we found out alot we didnt know about each other's spiritual life.
HAHA so cool.
OHYA. ENG LESSON. COM LAB.
refer to previous post to measure how high i went.
HAHAHA.
and tmr seems to be a stupid day.
training - cane drill.
BLEHHHHH.
DUCK IS WATCHING ME!!!
:D im doing a lame project now.
CCSS - IM FREAKING HIGH NOW.
will link my project bloggggg.
HAHAHA
DUCK CLICK!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
if i really wanted to trick ppl today.
i would have raised the flag to half the flag pole.
and let the flag touch the floor.
AHAHAHA.
I GOT TRICKED BY EVERYONE SO FAR OKAY.
i dont believe steven actually tricked me.
and so did you with that message.
GAHHHH.
today!
math - lame topic on bearings
ihe - discussion AGAIN.
assembly - OMG.
ihc - discussion
eng - FREE PERIOD
phy - o.O
maths was just a stupid new topic on bearings. which is freakingly simple. HAHAHA i managed to get another possible answer for the example and im gonna get my OP! xD ihe was pure discussion on the stupid topic on national service. and assembly was some stupid and retarded talk on sex-ed. the thing i hate is - pple keep patting my back. haiz. ihc was some discussion on the questions.. and lol mrs tay mentioned the guidelines as our bible hAHA.then eng - HAHAA free period. lol mr gilbert realli didnt come. phy we just went through the crappy assignment.
HAHAHA actually this yr's april fool day was quite stupid.
:D
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