Saturday, March 28, 2009
Take me deeper
Deeper in love with you
Jesus hold me close to your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than ever before
I just wanna love you more and more
How I long to be deeper in love
- Deeper in love
i will onli be talking about service today, cos it really was a meaningful one. i think pastor andy is really anoited, he really understands alot. soo worship began realli well for me, somehow i felt different today. anyway sang a new song to me - counting on God. a nice song. when pastor andy called out for people, i felt an urge to go down, yet i didnt know why. in the end, i concluded that i only wanted to go down for the sake of doing so. so i stayed at my seat.
At that part, something happened. As we began to sing, I felt that I wasnt singing at all. But rather, I was singing through the Holy Spirit in me. I have never sang like this before, singing with all that I am, really. The sensation is truly overwhelming, just letting everything go, kneel before the Lord, and sing to Him. Now I realise the meaning of worshipping with ALL my heart. i just cant stop talking abt it.
on to the sermon, well. the first 2 points - were an exact repeat of my recent tawg entries. God has acknowledged that I am calling out to Him, that He would grant us strength to be faithful and truthful in Him. but then, there seems to be a last step, which is to hope in the Lord. Let us start hoping in the Lord, to let that fire be ignyted forever.
next, altar call. as i answered the call, God came upon me once again. I only went down, not because I was going through hardships, but rather by the fact that I knew that there will be hardships. God made me for my generation. once again God told me this. I knelt down, and prayed for those around me who were recieving the anoiting of God. I knew it was not about me at all - no leader prayed for me. Yet I know that God gave me that purpose, to serve my generation. And I am more than glad to have God use me to let His work prosper in them. but really, each second at the altar, i would feel for those tearing for God, and be urged to pray for them.
Im counting on God.
let this be the case, forever.
as it is now, may it be everlasting.
for only you know what is good for us.
let us have faith, trust and hope in Him.
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