Sunday, March 22, 2009
This very post, I shall use it to clarfy my thoughts.
I am not willing to let others suffer, so this I tell you Ivan.
I know that I am in the wrong for calling you names you did not want to be called by.
I know that I have offended you through the many times I have defamed you.
I will not take this matter into my own hands anymore.
I hope that things will change for the better.
I know that this could all be for naught.
However, the only thing I need you to understand is, I agape you.
I am sure that you would not want to read on anymore, for you believe this is not worthy of your time.
Yet, I persist.
For it is written,"Love your neighbour as yourself."
I choose to let things go, and acknowledge my mistakes.
I know that He has forgiven me, but what about you?
Are you willing to forgive me for the hurt I have caused?
I know the consequences, it is not worth this friendship.
I am not willing to let this friendship turn sour, for I know that I am in the wrong.
I pray. I pray hard that I can continue to agape you.
Let it be so. Amen.
I shall not try to defend myself anymore.
I know my wrongs.
But at the same time, I do not wish to know yours.
Those are for you to discover, just as I have.
I have to thank you, for this self-realisation.
That I do not heed the hurt done by my actions.
I really want to let the matter rest.
Thank you Lord.
I know this was all part of your plan for me.
Your plan to sanctify me.
For you are Jehovah-M'Kaddesh, the Lord who sanctifies.
You have put me through this, all for the sake of making me all that you want me to be, to fufill my God given purpose.
Jesus take me in your hands
and make me all that you want me to be
Jesus help me understand
my purpose and what you can do through me
fufilling my destiny
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