Tuesday, February 3, 2009
haiz today as usual was superrr slack. pe went cardio room.. went to test out the optimum running spd for training which is 164heart rate.. but my heart imba de. starting 140 liao.. jump to 180. so i dunno. XDD. other than tt.. nth much. ohya honyp is really.. haiz. even failed steven for little bit of li ti.. acutally is nvr li ti lor.. aiya i fail also cfm de. my whole spiritual life he doesnt even understand. fighting for marks = salting honyp. AHHHH tts superr scary. and i emoed all the way until weibo came. and superr gd opportunity.. the class onli got me and weibo.. so i used the com to on my worship songs XDD. and yah invited liaoz but dunno.. pls come~~. im collecting my new specs tml. its pure white and actually looks nerdish and gay. but wadeva.
anyways.. i hope that my the feeling in me will end soon. as it has left a deep scar in me, God has helped to heal it by giving me the heart for my generation. however, i know that this cannot carry on.. it has to end. the question now emerges.
How will it end?
yet i try to occupy myself with the problems my generation face. i dare not face the issue right in front of me. still, i must say.. i will do something. sp, as ur accountabiliy partner, i know that there are things that u do not want to share, but you must let God handle them. There is a difference between what we want and what God wants us to have. We, as his believers choose his purpose for us. That way we can truly recieve his blessing. I know this is contradicting to my case, but we have to surrender our wants to God. My case is complicated, but so is yours. Never let go of him.
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
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