Saturday, February 14, 2009
today's service was quite crappish.. for the first time. but its only the way pda preached. God had created Eve for Adam for a purpose - so that we may not be alone. However, the world interprets this wrongly, this is why we choose to follow God. This is why we choose to consecrate ourselves. It is important to know.. that we cannot bow down to the ways of the world.. for it is God who is our Adonai.. and we cannot compare ourselves with the world, for it is only God who we want to follow. My body is the temple of God. With this, I can really, finally tell God - Despite my past, I have chosen to follow you and lead a clean life.
I do not wish to share meaningless parts. But there is one thing that I will keep to, that I will not keep any secrets at all. I know that I have to be ready before a relationship, so I commit to not having any.. until God has given his blessing. Pray that I will have God's strength is believing in what he told me.
Since i will not keep anything in secret.. I will reveal something. I asked God,"Is she really the one in my life?" and the answer, well was revealed before,"Yes, but not now." I do not know, but my heart is really crying out loud.. I do not know anymore. It has come back.. but I know.. I have God.
It will be difficult. But from now on.. I live by the word of God. To love is what I am purposed for, and I will never forget, the day I recieved his true blessing - a true life of HIS purpose. Thank you all for praying for me, but my heart is too confused to comprehend anything now.
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