Wednesday, June 25, 2008


okok wadever~~ ima start a new life! time to start over again.. but now with da help of God... but it might not be possible with da lame jx in class suddenly WWY!! wtf? anyway today went lan... y morph early game tio own i dunno y i tio noob.. mid game ok juz farm and kill ppl... late game i can win everyone 1v1 XD. juz replicate lol. but most of da time is tyco win. oh ya today brought psp to sch.. actually wanted to use it to listen to music coz my phone de earphone spoil onli one side working.. end up everyone hogging my psp even when i hav 1 game.. (my psp is not modified) furthermore that game is ff7 crisis core JAP VER. and my psp mem. stick is only 32mb.. currently holding 5 songs XD. nvm. ahh.... tml going SIS watch squadmates participate in SYFOC.. actually i dunno y i didnt join in. maybe is coz i lan de go training in hols. did u noe how wtf jav can get? i talk with music blasting at full vol. can even be softer than jav's normal vol? wtf? and wtf jx keeps changing his blog name and theme... wad an indecisive person.


Time to be serious. The truth of me and wwy will be revealed...
In p5... i liked shi hui.. then lost hope... ( dunno y ).. then my heart damn indecisive de.. then liked wwy in p6... told her.. then actually nth happen... then sec1 liao b4 i was damn busy... will go to lot1 with her... do crap... then go her house do help her do project... and u sick ppl plz dun kp. den after tt dunno y we lost contact... when try calling her also dao diao. so now... i believe she has forgotten me or does not have any feelings. even if she has... i would not know. so now in training myself to be an elite... since i dun learn any musical instruments... i will training myself in my singing for the musical field ( if i can i will add dancing in together )... academics will train the last minute breaking mugging.. physical will go gym once a week.. dota will play normally. It shall be done.

Shall this be my longest post? Sure.
I shall start with my feelings of da class.

Javier - I sometimes wish that others would think that I was not your friend.. but sometimes its a blessing...
Ivan - 1. You cant control your mouth.
2. You cant control your emotions
3. When you get pissed, almost 100% of the time u get pissed coz u made the other person piss you off.
Jia Xian - 1. You cant control yourself
2. You wish to hide your feelings with randomness
Zhen Tao - 1. You think you are different from us and deserve special attention and when u dont get it, you strive to get it by other means.
2. You believe that we are unreasonable - i agree to a certain extent but what abt urself?
ME - 1. I agree that im covering up my emotions by acting cute. - but whe nin on the bus or sth im always myself.
2. I agree im unreasonable to a certain extent, but very unreasonable to Jun Wei when i call him what wee used to call him.
3. I agree i was lieing to myself and all of you when i sald wwy was my gf. - Now iv changed
4. People think that I think highly of myself - I think that what I have done is not enough

Issit long enough? Not sure.
Now about people's thinking on DoTA.
Common Sentence 1. I dunno how to use this hero, can swap? - Then train it in this match.
Common Sentence 2. GG liao play wad? - Still can train your skills
Common Sentence 3. This game waste of time lah - Im sure u hav improved your skills
Common Sentence 4. I dun wan sp - Are you scared of losing?
Common Sentence 5. Wad a noob - Everyone was once a noob
Common Sentence 6. Eh your build wrong. noob. - Everyone has his/her own build that they specialise in

Ok... now on other crap.
Last Sat, when i went to church for service, that day the topic was on family as it was family day. Alot of meaningful sentences were mentioned, and for people for Jia Xian, Wee Han, Javier who think that your parents dont care about you, you are assigned to this family by God. Even if they did not care about you, God still does. And btw hope can find a gf from the church friends. Yah i noe church is not meant for that.

its 10.58 pm... and i think i started blogging at abt 10.30.
Ok enough of the serious stuff.... but anyone can tell me wad to blog abt? brb i go read other ppl blog for inspiration.

EH wtf got nth sia... ok. realli nth to post abt.

now its 11.21 pm and i nth... wtf?
btw looking at p6 fren blog esp the girls' and shihui's.... they have changed as i have expected... esp shihui getting more chio - lol.

ill talk abt vanka then. hes full name is vanka tan hwee chuan. he had a major illness b4 hes psle and thus noe in crappy sch called bpghs. hes taking triple sci and keeps complaining abt his class being all muggers. he plays approx. 3-4hrs dota a day when hes having o lvls this year. he says he will only mug 1 mth b4 the exam. he, as well, strives to be an elite. actually he damn kp de. nth much abt him... he has a gf... from ncc, cant remb his rank, hes the in charge for admin stuff in ncc... and nth else. was once a member if DoS) dota clan - he had to play 3 trial matches b4 he was accepted but wasted after he played WoW.

RAWR. Enough liaozzzz. i blogged for an hour WAO.

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