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Saturday, June 28, 2008

ok today went sch at 10am for swimming... realised i improved instead of deproving after going hospital nia... my 100m timing with pyjamas and t-shirt inside is 2min47sec, and i wasted time pulling up my pants -.- ... and i can easily get muscle cramps... tt sux. reached home at abt 12pm, then slack abit till 12.30... and go church ^^ anyway im attending church on saturdays abt 3.00 - 6.30 pm except fot nxt week on sun, and its at paya lebar.. Trinity christian centre. Btw church service is fun lah... u wun noe how fun it is till u get there, and yah obviously got spastic ppl there... btw nxt week my service is specially on sun coz its 06.07.08, ignite @ trinity de 3rd anniversary.

Purelist blogged at 10:27 PM

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

yay got sth to post... thx to steven... ok taken from steven's blog.

[ 10 ] Firsts.
First Best Friend: Jia Hui (K2 - P6)
First Pet:Hamster (still alive)
First Piercing:In da future ( maybe )
First Crush:Chong Shi Hui
First CD:Erm.. CD? onli got DVD or VCD
First Car:In da future
First Stuffed Animal:I think is a bear i made myself XD
First Love:In da future ( maybe )
First Place Called Home: Home ( lol duh )
[ 9 ] Lasts
Last Beverage: Chrysanthemum Tea
Car Ride: Father de car
Last Movie Seen: Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi
Last Phone Call: Yichen
Last Song You Listened To: 我们小时候 by Tank (actually listening now)
Last Bubble Bath:Dunno
Last Time You Cried:When I felt God touch my heart
Last Thing You Ate:Rice -.-
Last Bad Thing You Did:Bully my little bro XD
[ 8 ] Have You Evers
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:Define dating and best frens. given the right one, yes.
Have You Ever Been Arrested:Nah.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:O.0?
Have You Ever Been On A Limo:Nah.
Have You Ever Cheated:Duh. By myself.
Have You Ever Been In Love:WTF? TTs so duh.
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident:Nah.
Have You Ever Broken A Bone:Nah.
[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing
1. Specs
2. Spec hooks
3. Crappy white tshirt
4. Crappy pants
5. Underwear ( duh )
[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today
1. Go sch
2. Play lan
3. Alot more
[ 5 ] Favourite Things
1. Everything XD
[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To:
1. God
[ 3 ] Choices.
Live or Die: Die and revive to Live
Sweets or Chocolate: Sweets with chocolate filling
Swim or Run: if is training its swimming
[ 2 ] You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. Be an elite
2. Die ( i cant ever die )
[ 1 ] Thing You Regret
1. Regretting

Purelist blogged at 11:54 PM

okok wadever~~ ima start a new life! time to start over again.. but now with da help of God... but it might not be possible with da lame jx in class suddenly WWY!! wtf? anyway today went lan... y morph early game tio own i dunno y i tio noob.. mid game ok juz farm and kill ppl... late game i can win everyone 1v1 XD. juz replicate lol. but most of da time is tyco win. oh ya today brought psp to sch.. actually wanted to use it to listen to music coz my phone de earphone spoil onli one side working.. end up everyone hogging my psp even when i hav 1 game.. (my psp is not modified) furthermore that game is ff7 crisis core JAP VER. and my psp mem. stick is only 32mb.. currently holding 5 songs XD. nvm. ahh.... tml going SIS watch squadmates participate in SYFOC.. actually i dunno y i didnt join in. maybe is coz i lan de go training in hols. did u noe how wtf jav can get? i talk with music blasting at full vol. can even be softer than jav's normal vol? wtf? and wtf jx keeps changing his blog name and theme... wad an indecisive person.

Time to be serious. The truth of me and wwy will be revealed...
In p5... i liked shi hui.. then lost hope... ( dunno y ).. then my heart damn indecisive de.. then liked wwy in p6... told her.. then actually nth happen... then sec1 liao b4 i was damn busy... will go to lot1 with her... do crap... then go her house do help her do project... and u sick ppl plz dun kp. den after tt dunno y we lost contact... when try calling her also dao diao. so now... i believe she has forgotten me or does not have any feelings. even if she has... i would not know. so now in training myself to be an elite... since i dun learn any musical instruments... i will training myself in my singing for the musical field ( if i can i will add dancing in together )... academics will train the last minute breaking mugging.. physical will go gym once a week.. dota will play normally. It shall be done.

Shall this be my longest post? Sure.
I shall start with my feelings of da class.

Javier - I sometimes wish that others would think that I was not your friend.. but sometimes its a blessing...
Ivan - 1. You cant control your mouth.
2. You cant control your emotions
3. When you get pissed, almost 100% of the time u get pissed coz u made the other person piss you off.
Jia Xian - 1. You cant control yourself
2. You wish to hide your feelings with randomness
Zhen Tao - 1. You think you are different from us and deserve special attention and when u dont get it, you strive to get it by other means.
2. You believe that we are unreasonable - i agree to a certain extent but what abt urself?
ME - 1. I agree that im covering up my emotions by acting cute. - but whe nin on the bus or sth im always myself.
2. I agree im unreasonable to a certain extent, but very unreasonable to Jun Wei when i call him what wee used to call him.
3. I agree i was lieing to myself and all of you when i sald wwy was my gf. - Now iv changed
4. People think that I think highly of myself - I think that what I have done is not enough

Issit long enough? Not sure.
Now about people's thinking on DoTA.
Common Sentence 1. I dunno how to use this hero, can swap? - Then train it in this match.
Common Sentence 2. GG liao play wad? - Still can train your skills
Common Sentence 3. This game waste of time lah - Im sure u hav improved your skills
Common Sentence 4. I dun wan sp - Are you scared of losing?
Common Sentence 5. Wad a noob - Everyone was once a noob
Common Sentence 6. Eh your build wrong. noob. - Everyone has his/her own build that they specialise in

Ok... now on other crap.
Last Sat, when i went to church for service, that day the topic was on family as it was family day. Alot of meaningful sentences were mentioned, and for people for Jia Xian, Wee Han, Javier who think that your parents dont care about you, you are assigned to this family by God. Even if they did not care about you, God still does. And btw hope can find a gf from the church friends. Yah i noe church is not meant for that.

its 10.58 pm... and i think i started blogging at abt 10.30.
Ok enough of the serious stuff.... but anyone can tell me wad to blog abt? brb i go read other ppl blog for inspiration.

EH wtf got nth sia... ok. realli nth to post abt.

now its 11.21 pm and i nth... wtf?
btw looking at p6 fren blog esp the girls' and shihui's.... they have changed as i have expected... esp shihui getting more chio - lol.

ill talk abt vanka then. hes full name is vanka tan hwee chuan. he had a major illness b4 hes psle and thus noe in crappy sch called bpghs. hes taking triple sci and keeps complaining abt his class being all muggers. he plays approx. 3-4hrs dota a day when hes having o lvls this year. he says he will only mug 1 mth b4 the exam. he, as well, strives to be an elite. actually he damn kp de. nth much abt him... he has a gf... from ncc, cant remb his rank, hes the in charge for admin stuff in ncc... and nth else. was once a member if DoS) dota clan - he had to play 3 trial matches b4 he was accepted but wasted after he played WoW.

RAWR. Enough liaozzzz. i blogged for an hour WAO.

Purelist blogged at 10:11 PM

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

Today da last day of da holidays... lets see what iv not finished or done...
1. maths some qns nvr do
2. physics colour section nvr do
3. chi san guo yan yi nvr read
4. eng nvr post anything on forum
5. eng compo havnt rewrite finish
6. maths ace nvr do
7. lit alot of crap nvr do
8. npcc leap swimming form cant print coz no toner
ok tts alot but maybe got more....
now, after reading jx, lk, wee de blog, can tell that many other ppl hav alot of probs... and tt im very blessed to hav a nice home where i dun hate anything... so lemme pray for u guys... I pray that God will heal you, that God will bless you, that God will aid and support you in any desicion you make, that God will save you from the suffering you are experiencing, and may you be Saved by God. Amen.

btw you can tell im realli serious abt being a christian. AHH i nd go do hw.

Purelist blogged at 8:42 PM

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

today started off sian... went for carp cip.. do crap... went lan play with preston and ahmeng sir.. potm kena own 0,6,6 but nvm my arrow zhun.. after tt play pudge wars kaye wee own like siao.. play lame game like rabbitvssheep wtf nia so lame yet fun.. after tt go church for service... my first time nia lucky nvr get lost lol.. reach liao do crap until we start singing and so activities blah bleh.. and i dun wanna talk abt exactly wad happened... as its realli my personal feelings but then the seniors pray for me ah.... one of them screamed at mi sia T.T..

No more questions. God will answer them.

Purelist blogged at 11:59 PM

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Monday, June 16, 2008

Lalalala.... today again sian.. but at least gt sth to post abt.. went for youthscare cip... end up going damn early.. reached at 3.10 when it started at abt 4.15.... but in that 1hr+ i made the most important decision of my life... want to know abt it? look out for sth new under the me part of the blog... wtf lah anyway... the cip was damn sian... the badges i sold were fking hell lol... i bought 2 for myself... it was slack lah... we started at abt 4.30 and ended at abt 7.15.. but the facilitator - jiawei - wrote us doing from 4.15 t0 7.45 nia... 3.5 hr cip for 2.75 hr work lol... furthermore we slacked for a total of abt 1hr+... sian.... and abt the question... i believe this will be the one that changes

Why.. is it no longer about her. Its about me.

Purelist blogged at 9:42 PM

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

RAWR.. abt 9 days nvr post ^^ at home nth to post lah.. until ATC then post lor.. first day.. go to sch wait for bus.. went to pulau ubin the scenery nice but nvr bring phone to take pics.. reach liao trek all da way to campsite.. then surrender all ur valuables.. pitch tent! lala my tent was first to be put up and the tension was chao qiang! then sian ice breaker blah bleh.. rained heavily then sleep in the assembly area.. 2nd day~~ wake up.. do pt.. nth much.. became ic for 2 reports.. rafting was damn fun! both groups owned nia.. low rope challenge! the rock climbing was ok.. i didnt fall through out.. maze was cfm the most fun part of da whole camp.. and sec3 got even bigger maze nia.. low rope challenge was lame.. dinner.. then campfire.. my group performance was too related to the groups name until the performance damn short.. marcus chong damn zai lor.. but i sense sth.. he does not want to talk abt it.. i know how you feel. or am i wrong? nvm then. campfire damn lame lah the whole thing.. all da love story is boy boy de.. onli marcus chong held da gurls hand.. ( which was wad i wanted but not related to group name ) 3rd day~~ (today) wake up.. immedately breakfast.. then area cleaning.. our group quite extra lor.. split into many ppl and help other groups onli.. then go home!^^ there were many many many funny parts of da camp.. 1. Daniel called the mdm as sir.. den tio punishment by listing the diff between a male and a female - LOL damn funny. 2. Song ken.. erm. and ivan together. the were chaoing the whole camp.. song ken tio punish for smiling.. then sir call him smile at the tree lol... 3. I SAW JIA MING IN THE MAZE!!!!! lol.. i saw a toad. 4. when treking back to the jetty.. we changed to lyrics of i had peace by the river.. into.. he got gloves everlasting in his shop (elwin) he got teeth evergrowing in his mouth (lim jing) he got oil overflowing in his well (marcus goh) damn funny.. its like we nvr do the usual cheers.. we like damn wtf go do rao kou ling.. call the acs ppl barkers.. lol.. ok still got many funny parts but tio scolded quite a few times.. sleep damn little as i was emoing and star gazing.. and i realised sth..

Why do I have no confidence in myself?

Purelist blogged at 8:00 PM

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

After camp.. soo sian.. 1stday.. emoed during the movie.. bunengshuodemimi.. after tt.. the sec1s so fked up.. solo night.. nd sec2s to pei them.. bt onli 7 ppl were sent to pei them.. and so sad i was 1 of them.. sec1s damn noob.. abt 10min pass only gt 1 freak out.. in the end onli a few managed to survive ( nt including those that we pei ).. other than tt i realised gt alot of sec1s have the spastic mindset like lim jing.. 2nd day.. had onli 1+ hr of sleep.. damn tired.. then my waist joint pain.. nvr jog.. eat breakfast.. the best meal of the camp.. go search the salt centre for postits.. damn lame found 2 in the dustbin.. amzing race.. damn lame again the hints given damn hard.. one was a physics qns set by the msg 1.00 javan aka god.. after tt lunch was suprisingly quiet.. then raining cnt hv ss comp.. dunno how the fk my group got 1st.. i tink they count wrong.. came home.. damn tired.. but maple woke mi up.. gachaed 30 times.. now gt 17m after buying my lama.. and upgraded it to a 84ma widam staff haha.. now 63 liao.. and now for the emo part.. as i was emoing the most of the camp.. i will hav 2 qns to ask myself..

Why am I seperated from you?

Why cant I do anything?

Purelist blogged at 8:27 PM

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Sunday, June 1, 2008

kk quick post.. i will be having unit camp for 2nd and 3rd of june.. today my cleric reached 62! XD actually maple i tink gort bug.. they say 2x frm 4 - 6 pm end up 2pm hav liao..and for like 1 min there was 8x lol.. ( i got use 24hr 2x ) then at abt 9+ still hav 4x lei - wtf? wad is gma doing? giv free 2x also nvr inform us.. btw today in da morning went imm to eat breakfast - lol.. anyways i will nvr forget wad happened ytd.. so everytime i post i will ask myself a question.

Why do I think of her everytime I want to push myself to the limits?

Purelist blogged at 11:39 PM

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